9:30 A.M
An jam and a half later the loceng rang and we were released from class. "Wow, I feel so amazingly smart." Nick berkata coming up behind me as we exited the class room.
"Why's that?"
"Because I knew every question, either that atau I totally flunked it thinking I did an amazing job." Nick wasn't the smartest student in the school but he passed his classes. "I'm sure anda did fine." He didn't look convinced. I grabbed his hand and gave it a light squeeze. He smiled "Well I'm off to biology." And I was off to P.E. in the opposite direction.
He held my hand till we were to far apart that our arms wouldn't reach and he softly let go smiling before turning away. I know it's crazy but every hari since the first time I met him simply holding my hand made the world feel safe. I smiled and walked down the stair way to the lockers.
I walked into the locker room to find Lisa just slipping into her clothes. "Hey Sarah." I smiled, "Hey, so what are we doing to day?" She rolled her eyes. But before she could speak a loud pop from the level above us went off and screams pierced threw the ceiling.
Lisa quickly slipped on her sneakers. I looked at the ceiling terrified. "What the hell was that?" I looked over at her and she was rushing threw her purse. "A gun shot." I was shocked and Frozen for a saat as I watched her pull out her cell phone. "How do anda know that, are anda sure?" She looked at me as if I was kidding. "My entire family hunts Sarah; I know what a gun shot sounds like. Yes hello I would like to lapor a shooting at Salem High School." She turned her back and covered her mouth trying to drown out the screams that were building up threw the school.
"Lock the door." A girl from Lisa's gym class ordered. "Wait." I shouted and ran for the door. "What?" I went to open it but she slammed it shut. "I need to get out." She looked at me crazy. "Are anda nuts, anda could get killed their just above us." But with what ever strength I could muster up I ripped open the door and flung my self out into the hallway, leaving the door to be slammed shut and locked.
I had my backpack and dompet, beg tangan with me. Too much weight. I dropped everything and started for the stairs but turned around and grabbed my purse. My phone, I might need it. I just needed to find Nick and leave. I know I'll be selamat, peti deposit keselamatan with him; I just have to find him first and then make it out of the school with out running into the gunmen.
I headed for the stairs slowly. I walked up a few and heard lebih shots. They seemed to have moved to the other end of the hallway. As I reached the bahagian, atas of the stairs I saw kids running away, I fallowed.
As I went to turn the corner I ran into Nick. "I knew anda wouldn't stay down there." He shouted over the screaming, crying stampede of terrified students. "I couldn't knowing anda were up here."
We fallowed the crowd of students to the end of the hallway. Then he pushed threw the students and threw a door into an empty class room.
For as long as I've been in school they always taught us that if this were to happen to stay in the class room and if anda weren't in one to get into one and lock it. But everyone was doing the exact opposite. I guess it's just in our nature to do what ever we need to do to protect our selves, especially if we have to break the rules that we had been taught over the years.
"Why are we in here?" He kicked open the wooden door that was locked behind the teachers desk. The door would have made a loud noise getting the attention of the teachers and students but the whole school was in to big of a riot to notice.
The door led to a big square sized out side area. There were old decaying wooden picnic tables, plants and weeds taking over the out side area. "What is this place? I've never seen it before." He was looking around franticly. "See that door that's the cafeteria door that's never opened. They used it as another lunch area, but people stopped coming out here so they just closed it off."
I was trying to stay calm asking questions, it was working for me but Nick was trying to figure something out and I don't think they were helping him to much. "What are anda looking for?" He took a breath and turned around. "You know the door in the perpustakaan behind the check out desk? That one," His gaze was off me again. "I just can't remember which one it was."
I looked around having no clue. The only clue was that the one to our far right was the cafeteria. "Aren't we selamat, peti deposit keselamatan out here, what are the odds of them knowing about this place?" "I'm not taking any chances. We can't take any chance, they could be any body."
He stopped and looked straight ahead at two doors. He stared at the one to the left. "Come on." He still had a grip on my hand. I hadn't realized how tight it was till I looked down at it when he pulled me to the door. It was almost all white.
He pushed me as far behind him as he could with out letting go of my hand. In two hard kicks the door flung open just like the first one. I turned around as he pulled me in to the library.
Nick was walking fast when I came to a dead stop. Nick stopped hard, like he was chained to the dinding and the chain's length ended. "What? We can't stop in here, this is probably one of the first places there going to go to." I just started crying.
He quickly pulled me to the far back book stacks to try to calm me before we moved on. "What's wrong? Sarah we're going to be okay don't worry." I was crying hysterically shaking my head. "We're going to die." He grabbed my face in between his hands gently. "NO!" he berkata hard and forceful, but lovingly. "I'm not going to let anything happen to you." I calmed down a bit, but the fear was still there.
"Threw that door is a staircase that's going to lead back down to the basement, at the far end of the basement is another door with the parking garaj behind it." I shook my head. He led us to the door to the basement and stopped me. "Here." I looked down at my hand to see two sets of keys.
"These," he pointed the set I didn't know. "are the keys to the door that leads to the basement, and these are my car keys." He was scaring me even more. "Ya Nick, I know. Why are anda giving them to me anda hold them. I'm shaking too much I'll drop them."
He shook his head with a sorry look on his face. "I'm not going with you, I need to find Mitchell." I wasn't trying to cry they just started falling out. "He's a freshman he still doesn't know his way around the school well."
Nick was holding me up sejak my arms. I was clutching at his arms like he wasn't going to be able to get out of my grip. "How do anda know your brother hasn't already gotten out of the school?" He held up his phone. "He called just before I ran into you; he's in a closet on the other side of the school in his language class."
We shouldn't have just stood there but we did, just staring at each other. "I have to go, and anda need to get out of this school." I shook my head just a little. "No! I'm going with you."
His face became flat, there was no lebih sadness. There was just api, kebakaran in his eyes. He pushed me up against the door. "NO YOUR NOT, you're getting out of this school." I knew he wasn't going to budge. "I don't need to be worrying about two people, please leave." He was right; Mitchell wasn't going to leave that closet unless Nick went to get him.
I shook my head agreeing. I lighten my grip on his arms as he did mine; but his wrapped around my body in a tight hug. "If anything happens to me please tell my brother, if I don't get to him, that I did try. Tell my parents that I was thinking of them and that I Cinta them." I tried not to cry but the tears kept spilling out.
He hugged me tighter and whispered to me. "And know that I Cinta you, I always have I always will." "I Cinta anda too." I whispered back. Both of us knowing that the Cinta we were talking about wasn't a friendship.
He let go slowly and pulled away. His eyes were starting to get red; a few tears were running down his cheeks. His hand slipped out of mine and the world immediately turned terrifying. He turned around and started for the door that we had entered.
"Nick!" I didn't mean for it to be as loud as it was. He turned around just in time for me to throw my arms around his neck and Ciuman him. It was a long passionate kiss; something that was definitely over due. If I didn't end up seeing him again I needed to do it. I might not get another chance.
He slowly pulled away and laid his forehead on mine. Our eyes were closed saying nothing. "Aw… Tyler isn't that the cutest thing you've ever seen?" Our eyes snapped open and Nick was in front of me in seconds, his arms wrapped around my body as much as he could.
I couldn't believe this was happening.
An jam and a half later the loceng rang and we were released from class. "Wow, I feel so amazingly smart." Nick berkata coming up behind me as we exited the class room.
"Why's that?"
"Because I knew every question, either that atau I totally flunked it thinking I did an amazing job." Nick wasn't the smartest student in the school but he passed his classes. "I'm sure anda did fine." He didn't look convinced. I grabbed his hand and gave it a light squeeze. He smiled "Well I'm off to biology." And I was off to P.E. in the opposite direction.
He held my hand till we were to far apart that our arms wouldn't reach and he softly let go smiling before turning away. I know it's crazy but every hari since the first time I met him simply holding my hand made the world feel safe. I smiled and walked down the stair way to the lockers.
I walked into the locker room to find Lisa just slipping into her clothes. "Hey Sarah." I smiled, "Hey, so what are we doing to day?" She rolled her eyes. But before she could speak a loud pop from the level above us went off and screams pierced threw the ceiling.
Lisa quickly slipped on her sneakers. I looked at the ceiling terrified. "What the hell was that?" I looked over at her and she was rushing threw her purse. "A gun shot." I was shocked and Frozen for a saat as I watched her pull out her cell phone. "How do anda know that, are anda sure?" She looked at me as if I was kidding. "My entire family hunts Sarah; I know what a gun shot sounds like. Yes hello I would like to lapor a shooting at Salem High School." She turned her back and covered her mouth trying to drown out the screams that were building up threw the school.
"Lock the door." A girl from Lisa's gym class ordered. "Wait." I shouted and ran for the door. "What?" I went to open it but she slammed it shut. "I need to get out." She looked at me crazy. "Are anda nuts, anda could get killed their just above us." But with what ever strength I could muster up I ripped open the door and flung my self out into the hallway, leaving the door to be slammed shut and locked.
I had my backpack and dompet, beg tangan with me. Too much weight. I dropped everything and started for the stairs but turned around and grabbed my purse. My phone, I might need it. I just needed to find Nick and leave. I know I'll be selamat, peti deposit keselamatan with him; I just have to find him first and then make it out of the school with out running into the gunmen.
I headed for the stairs slowly. I walked up a few and heard lebih shots. They seemed to have moved to the other end of the hallway. As I reached the bahagian, atas of the stairs I saw kids running away, I fallowed.
As I went to turn the corner I ran into Nick. "I knew anda wouldn't stay down there." He shouted over the screaming, crying stampede of terrified students. "I couldn't knowing anda were up here."
We fallowed the crowd of students to the end of the hallway. Then he pushed threw the students and threw a door into an empty class room.
For as long as I've been in school they always taught us that if this were to happen to stay in the class room and if anda weren't in one to get into one and lock it. But everyone was doing the exact opposite. I guess it's just in our nature to do what ever we need to do to protect our selves, especially if we have to break the rules that we had been taught over the years.
"Why are we in here?" He kicked open the wooden door that was locked behind the teachers desk. The door would have made a loud noise getting the attention of the teachers and students but the whole school was in to big of a riot to notice.
The door led to a big square sized out side area. There were old decaying wooden picnic tables, plants and weeds taking over the out side area. "What is this place? I've never seen it before." He was looking around franticly. "See that door that's the cafeteria door that's never opened. They used it as another lunch area, but people stopped coming out here so they just closed it off."
I was trying to stay calm asking questions, it was working for me but Nick was trying to figure something out and I don't think they were helping him to much. "What are anda looking for?" He took a breath and turned around. "You know the door in the perpustakaan behind the check out desk? That one," His gaze was off me again. "I just can't remember which one it was."
I looked around having no clue. The only clue was that the one to our far right was the cafeteria. "Aren't we selamat, peti deposit keselamatan out here, what are the odds of them knowing about this place?" "I'm not taking any chances. We can't take any chance, they could be any body."
He stopped and looked straight ahead at two doors. He stared at the one to the left. "Come on." He still had a grip on my hand. I hadn't realized how tight it was till I looked down at it when he pulled me to the door. It was almost all white.
He pushed me as far behind him as he could with out letting go of my hand. In two hard kicks the door flung open just like the first one. I turned around as he pulled me in to the library.
Nick was walking fast when I came to a dead stop. Nick stopped hard, like he was chained to the dinding and the chain's length ended. "What? We can't stop in here, this is probably one of the first places there going to go to." I just started crying.
He quickly pulled me to the far back book stacks to try to calm me before we moved on. "What's wrong? Sarah we're going to be okay don't worry." I was crying hysterically shaking my head. "We're going to die." He grabbed my face in between his hands gently. "NO!" he berkata hard and forceful, but lovingly. "I'm not going to let anything happen to you." I calmed down a bit, but the fear was still there.
"Threw that door is a staircase that's going to lead back down to the basement, at the far end of the basement is another door with the parking garaj behind it." I shook my head. He led us to the door to the basement and stopped me. "Here." I looked down at my hand to see two sets of keys.
"These," he pointed the set I didn't know. "are the keys to the door that leads to the basement, and these are my car keys." He was scaring me even more. "Ya Nick, I know. Why are anda giving them to me anda hold them. I'm shaking too much I'll drop them."
He shook his head with a sorry look on his face. "I'm not going with you, I need to find Mitchell." I wasn't trying to cry they just started falling out. "He's a freshman he still doesn't know his way around the school well."
Nick was holding me up sejak my arms. I was clutching at his arms like he wasn't going to be able to get out of my grip. "How do anda know your brother hasn't already gotten out of the school?" He held up his phone. "He called just before I ran into you; he's in a closet on the other side of the school in his language class."
We shouldn't have just stood there but we did, just staring at each other. "I have to go, and anda need to get out of this school." I shook my head just a little. "No! I'm going with you."
His face became flat, there was no lebih sadness. There was just api, kebakaran in his eyes. He pushed me up against the door. "NO YOUR NOT, you're getting out of this school." I knew he wasn't going to budge. "I don't need to be worrying about two people, please leave." He was right; Mitchell wasn't going to leave that closet unless Nick went to get him.
I shook my head agreeing. I lighten my grip on his arms as he did mine; but his wrapped around my body in a tight hug. "If anything happens to me please tell my brother, if I don't get to him, that I did try. Tell my parents that I was thinking of them and that I Cinta them." I tried not to cry but the tears kept spilling out.
He hugged me tighter and whispered to me. "And know that I Cinta you, I always have I always will." "I Cinta anda too." I whispered back. Both of us knowing that the Cinta we were talking about wasn't a friendship.
He let go slowly and pulled away. His eyes were starting to get red; a few tears were running down his cheeks. His hand slipped out of mine and the world immediately turned terrifying. He turned around and started for the door that we had entered.
"Nick!" I didn't mean for it to be as loud as it was. He turned around just in time for me to throw my arms around his neck and Ciuman him. It was a long passionate kiss; something that was definitely over due. If I didn't end up seeing him again I needed to do it. I might not get another chance.
He slowly pulled away and laid his forehead on mine. Our eyes were closed saying nothing. "Aw… Tyler isn't that the cutest thing you've ever seen?" Our eyes snapped open and Nick was in front of me in seconds, his arms wrapped around my body as much as he could.
I couldn't believe this was happening.
What do anda want in life?,
That's a good soalan I've been asking since God knows when,
I'm a teenager,proudly
Being a teenager isn't that bad, believe me
It isn't like Krismas in for many years again...7 years,
7 good years,
Imagine...,
It takes the grace of God not to do anything rash that anda would regret for the rest if your life.
Thinking,
Asking yourself the same question,#"How could I've been so stupid?"
Stupid? that doesn't qualify it,
Its lebih like a gigantic fool,
Sorry the bible told me not to use that word on humans,
I guess stupid would do then,
But I'm happy not to be stupid then'
Like I berkata it takes the grace of God,
What do I want in life?,
To be able to "dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to en-quire in His temple"- Psalm 27:4
That's a good soalan I've been asking since God knows when,
I'm a teenager,proudly
Being a teenager isn't that bad, believe me
It isn't like Krismas in for many years again...7 years,
7 good years,
Imagine...,
It takes the grace of God not to do anything rash that anda would regret for the rest if your life.
Thinking,
Asking yourself the same question,#"How could I've been so stupid?"
Stupid? that doesn't qualify it,
Its lebih like a gigantic fool,
Sorry the bible told me not to use that word on humans,
I guess stupid would do then,
But I'm happy not to be stupid then'
Like I berkata it takes the grace of God,
What do I want in life?,
To be able to "dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to en-quire in His temple"- Psalm 27:4
She was perfect. Like beautiy incarnated. Long, flowing, red hair, shining like the stars. Cole black eyes outlined sejak freckles that were sprinkled over her nose and corners of her eyes.
Seeing her again hurt. Hurt lebih then when I broke my arm in fourth grade, lebih then when my older brother hit me above the eyebrow and busted my skin open and needed stiches.
Her with him was a dager through my heart. She was suppose to be mine...forever.
Thats when she looked at me. Her plump merah jambu lips twiched the slightest. Then shock overtook her features as she reconized the 19- year-old boy she use to love. But that's just it. She USE to Cinta me, but I still loved her. Not even the Marines could stop that, not the 4 years I've spent away changed that. She was still my life.
He was hers.
Seeing her again hurt. Hurt lebih then when I broke my arm in fourth grade, lebih then when my older brother hit me above the eyebrow and busted my skin open and needed stiches.
Her with him was a dager through my heart. She was suppose to be mine...forever.
Thats when she looked at me. Her plump merah jambu lips twiched the slightest. Then shock overtook her features as she reconized the 19- year-old boy she use to love. But that's just it. She USE to Cinta me, but I still loved her. Not even the Marines could stop that, not the 4 years I've spent away changed that. She was still my life.
He was hers.
poem 1:the world
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for anda to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
Cinta is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
Cinta is power
Cinta is strong.
thats why Cinta songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember anda hum.
im sorry i must run.
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for anda to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
Cinta is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
Cinta is power
Cinta is strong.
thats why Cinta songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember anda hum.
im sorry i must run.