She's on the edge
feet dangling below
she knows if she jumps
there's a long way to go
But she's weighing her options
and setting things straight
cause she's tiered of being
controlled sejak her own fate
She thinks she old enough
and that she can choose
She knows what's best
and she has nothing to loose
she's tiered of living
and life's just a game
one anda can't win
with blood, tears and pain
And she turns around
to a noise on the roof
there stands her family
aware not aloof
Her mother's in tears
and her dad is upset
but she promised herself
she wouldn't regret
So she went to the edge
turned around to face them
her tears raining down
like tiny glass gems
She starts to fall
and waves good bye
and now like her
they're starting to cry
feet dangling below
she knows if she jumps
there's a long way to go
But she's weighing her options
and setting things straight
cause she's tiered of being
controlled sejak her own fate
She thinks she old enough
and that she can choose
She knows what's best
and she has nothing to loose
she's tiered of living
and life's just a game
one anda can't win
with blood, tears and pain
And she turns around
to a noise on the roof
there stands her family
aware not aloof
Her mother's in tears
and her dad is upset
but she promised herself
she wouldn't regret
So she went to the edge
turned around to face them
her tears raining down
like tiny glass gems
She starts to fall
and waves good bye
and now like her
they're starting to cry
The feelings anda put in my tummy
When we speak makes me feel funny
And the smile anda put on my face
Makes me put happiness in sadness' place
To hear your voice is like a pleasant melody
That only anda can play for me
It makes my hati, tengah-tengah jump
Against my chest it thumps
And I wish for the feeling of your fingers
To touch my skin, let the feeling linger
anda are my only love
My Angel from above
No matter what others say
With you, I am here to stay
It was Cinta at first sight
anda made my eyes bright
I haven't known anda for very long, my dear
But I know I'll Cinta anda forever, don't fear
anda could never lose me, I'm with you
No matter what people say to you
Cherry, it is anda that is forever in my heart
And there's nothing that can tear us apart
When we speak makes me feel funny
And the smile anda put on my face
Makes me put happiness in sadness' place
To hear your voice is like a pleasant melody
That only anda can play for me
It makes my hati, tengah-tengah jump
Against my chest it thumps
And I wish for the feeling of your fingers
To touch my skin, let the feeling linger
anda are my only love
My Angel from above
No matter what others say
With you, I am here to stay
It was Cinta at first sight
anda made my eyes bright
I haven't known anda for very long, my dear
But I know I'll Cinta anda forever, don't fear
anda could never lose me, I'm with you
No matter what people say to you
Cherry, it is anda that is forever in my heart
And there's nothing that can tear us apart
What I was
I cannot be again
and what I am
I do not want to be
There is no other way
There Has Never Been
I have used my imagination
To give me hope
But now it is all gone
and I am alone once more
It Feels no different
than before
Always the outcast
Never Fitting in
Why should I Be like this
Why Should I try to live
when I just want to say bye
and die
So I take My Blade
That has tasted blood
many times before
I let the coldness touch my arm
wait till I know that it is there
and then I alih it off
The Pinkness has turned Red
The Blood is dripping
And I know That I am Still
Alive When I don’t want to be
And I cannot Change That Yet
I cannot be again
and what I am
I do not want to be
There is no other way
There Has Never Been
I have used my imagination
To give me hope
But now it is all gone
and I am alone once more
It Feels no different
than before
Always the outcast
Never Fitting in
Why should I Be like this
Why Should I try to live
when I just want to say bye
and die
So I take My Blade
That has tasted blood
many times before
I let the coldness touch my arm
wait till I know that it is there
and then I alih it off
The Pinkness has turned Red
The Blood is dripping
And I know That I am Still
Alive When I don’t want to be
And I cannot Change That Yet
Across the road
Not down the street
If anda keep going
Then you’ll meet
A shadowy figure
With a black hood
Death is calling
And u know u should
Be scared, afraid
And begging please
Ciuman his feet
While on your knees
But anda were prepared
And wrote in blood
Cause it’s too painful
And knew anda could
Make it all go away
anda went to the mirror
Broken with ur fist
Shards were biting
Your ruby stained wrist
Holding ur tongue
So no1 can know
And all your pain
Just let it flow
As anda hit the floor
Stained glass raining down
Slowly your smile
Quietly slips to a frown
Suddenly anda realize
anda didn’t want 2 go
But it’s too late
To stop the flow
And in a puddle of scarlet
Gathered at ur feet
The hooded figure anda get to see
Cause anda went down the street
So that why anda go across the road
If you’d listened u would’ve known
Now just like always
Your all alone
Not down the street
If anda keep going
Then you’ll meet
A shadowy figure
With a black hood
Death is calling
And u know u should
Be scared, afraid
And begging please
Ciuman his feet
While on your knees
But anda were prepared
And wrote in blood
Cause it’s too painful
And knew anda could
Make it all go away
anda went to the mirror
Broken with ur fist
Shards were biting
Your ruby stained wrist
Holding ur tongue
So no1 can know
And all your pain
Just let it flow
As anda hit the floor
Stained glass raining down
Slowly your smile
Quietly slips to a frown
Suddenly anda realize
anda didn’t want 2 go
But it’s too late
To stop the flow
And in a puddle of scarlet
Gathered at ur feet
The hooded figure anda get to see
Cause anda went down the street
So that why anda go across the road
If you’d listened u would’ve known
Now just like always
Your all alone
I am in my heaven.
Your soft embrace is like the warm sun,
When I am in your arms,
My head nestled against your chest,
Your arms lovingly wrapped around my body,
The sound of your hati, tengah-tengah beating in my ear,
There can be no better place.
anda are like a goddess to me,
I admire, love, honor and respect everything that is you.
When we are apart,
anda are the only thing I can think of.
But I Don't Know Why I Am Here,
I Need Help I Need To Know Why Im Here Someone,
Anyone Help!
This Poem Is To pantas, swift Yuki <3
Your soft embrace is like the warm sun,
When I am in your arms,
My head nestled against your chest,
Your arms lovingly wrapped around my body,
The sound of your hati, tengah-tengah beating in my ear,
There can be no better place.
anda are like a goddess to me,
I admire, love, honor and respect everything that is you.
When we are apart,
anda are the only thing I can think of.
But I Don't Know Why I Am Here,
I Need Help I Need To Know Why Im Here Someone,
Anyone Help!
This Poem Is To pantas, swift Yuki <3
I am so cold
My blanket I must hold
Why can't I stay warm
Is it because i ain't holding your arm
Why have anda left me here so alone
So long youve been gone
I wish you've stayed
because now i must wait for the day
Here as I lay
I dream of us having a day
A hari to ourselves is what i want
but instead i must be taunt
with the hope of anda coming back
please oh please do come back
i Cinta anda lebih than anything
and as i keep on blabbing
i notice how i start to cry
oh how i wish my eyes would dry
But they will keep dripping
As my hati, tengah-tengah is ripping.
Why must anda leave me so coldly
anda didnt have to do it so boldly
anda brought many joys in my life
but now im left here to strife
When i hug you, anda turn away
I wish i could like we used to everyday
will our seterusnya Ciuman be our last
was it ever meant to last....
</3
My blanket I must hold
Why can't I stay warm
Is it because i ain't holding your arm
Why have anda left me here so alone
So long youve been gone
I wish you've stayed
because now i must wait for the day
Here as I lay
I dream of us having a day
A hari to ourselves is what i want
but instead i must be taunt
with the hope of anda coming back
please oh please do come back
i Cinta anda lebih than anything
and as i keep on blabbing
i notice how i start to cry
oh how i wish my eyes would dry
But they will keep dripping
As my hati, tengah-tengah is ripping.
Why must anda leave me so coldly
anda didnt have to do it so boldly
anda brought many joys in my life
but now im left here to strife
When i hug you, anda turn away
I wish i could like we used to everyday
will our seterusnya Ciuman be our last
was it ever meant to last....
</3
No words are spoken
They don’t need to be
The feeling is mutual
Anyone can see
They found each other
When they weren’t even looking
They came across their treasure
When they didn’t think anything was missing
Past relationships are forgotten
As well as memories of hati, tengah-tengah brake
Everything they need is shared between them
Past wounds they think of as mistakes
This time there’s no regrets
They’d run miles forever
And they’d give up all they had
Just so they’d be with each other
They don’t need to be
The feeling is mutual
Anyone can see
They found each other
When they weren’t even looking
They came across their treasure
When they didn’t think anything was missing
Past relationships are forgotten
As well as memories of hati, tengah-tengah brake
Everything they need is shared between them
Past wounds they think of as mistakes
This time there’s no regrets
They’d run miles forever
And they’d give up all they had
Just so they’d be with each other
It’s been too long, like a sebelumnya life.
And my feelings for anda still burns inside.
No one has moved me the way anda did.
No one has left scars as deep as anda did.
The warmth anda spread in my heart, I miss.
The joy anda blessed my soul with, I miss.
The twinkling light that glows in your eyes-
Like a million stars in a new moon night.
I still see it in dreams and wake up crying.
The feeling of loss still boils in mind.
Like a summer rain in the barren land,
anda passed through my life,
Like an Angel of light.
I know you’ll read this,
Sweet my friend,
These words that bleeds
Through the pen from inside.
The parting agony will be healed
As time moves on- I thought.
I was wrong.
It only grows worse as life goes on.
It burns my soul from the deep of its core.
Read these words, please, sweet my friend.
You’re always the one I wanted the most.
Never can I go on without anda along,
So this noose before me is my painkiller now.
And my feelings for anda still burns inside.
No one has moved me the way anda did.
No one has left scars as deep as anda did.
The warmth anda spread in my heart, I miss.
The joy anda blessed my soul with, I miss.
The twinkling light that glows in your eyes-
Like a million stars in a new moon night.
I still see it in dreams and wake up crying.
The feeling of loss still boils in mind.
Like a summer rain in the barren land,
anda passed through my life,
Like an Angel of light.
I know you’ll read this,
Sweet my friend,
These words that bleeds
Through the pen from inside.
The parting agony will be healed
As time moves on- I thought.
I was wrong.
It only grows worse as life goes on.
It burns my soul from the deep of its core.
Read these words, please, sweet my friend.
You’re always the one I wanted the most.
Never can I go on without anda along,
So this noose before me is my painkiller now.
I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will Cinta no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The saat passed like hours
After she berkata that she was done
She was going to Cinta me forever
At least that is what she said
Her hati, tengah-tengah belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my hati, tengah-tengah is broken
I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will Cinta no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The saat passed like hours
After she berkata that she was done
She was going to Cinta me forever
At least that is what she said
Her hati, tengah-tengah belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my hati, tengah-tengah is broken
I can't stop crying today
How do anda heal a wound inside?
It’s something that can never heal, it only hides,
Don’t anda see?
I need some help, not only me,
But anyone who feels this way
Hell at home,
The devil’s saint.
anda can’t believe your eyes but sin’s a feeling
anda can’t help it…
Broken and alone you’ll only find inside pain
And look there on my arm, hate.
I’ll put up those walls so anda all can take them down,
No use in painting them now.
Just another hari in fear and loneliness.
I’m helpless,
There is no use for me.
I’m a hollow book- no pages-
The pen in my hand only stabs.
Unwanted graces, shivering inside your mind
Let out from captivity of stupidity,
You’re better than that,
whispering, deceiving, making even pain and sorrow.
I’m looking ke hadapan to nothing from tomorrow.
Counting ages restless, finger to your mouth,
Realize the taste of blood on your tongue,
Nothing left to do now
It’s something that can never heal, it only hides,
Don’t anda see?
I need some help, not only me,
But anyone who feels this way
Hell at home,
The devil’s saint.
anda can’t believe your eyes but sin’s a feeling
anda can’t help it…
Broken and alone you’ll only find inside pain
And look there on my arm, hate.
I’ll put up those walls so anda all can take them down,
No use in painting them now.
Just another hari in fear and loneliness.
I’m helpless,
There is no use for me.
I’m a hollow book- no pages-
The pen in my hand only stabs.
Unwanted graces, shivering inside your mind
Let out from captivity of stupidity,
You’re better than that,
whispering, deceiving, making even pain and sorrow.
I’m looking ke hadapan to nothing from tomorrow.
Counting ages restless, finger to your mouth,
Realize the taste of blood on your tongue,
Nothing left to do now
Secret song sings in my ears
Stumbling down the jalan in tears
Head held low no need to see
The cars swerving to avoid me
I've forgotten fear
A stupid sheep
Makanan for a pack of Serigala to eat
Give me some pills just let me sleep
Oh dear I'm anchored down so deep
But there's nowhere I'd rather be
Than this eternal nowhere dream
My rage is gone
There's no desire
To cut atau light my skin on fire
I'll just lie here on the bathroom floor
And drown and choke on blood anda whore
Oh it's not anda who I abhor
It's just anda opened up that door
With the fucking soalan mark
Rooms dark and laughing at the dead
Hark the hollow hellbound bled
Just go ahead say what anda will
Give anda a gun so can anda kill
It isn't anda I do not think
It's only me that's on the brink
A debt I owe myself anda see
I'm just a worm a rotten deed
I'll never change
But I won't squirm
So fucking bang I guess I'll burn
Stumbling down the jalan in tears
Head held low no need to see
The cars swerving to avoid me
I've forgotten fear
A stupid sheep
Makanan for a pack of Serigala to eat
Give me some pills just let me sleep
Oh dear I'm anchored down so deep
But there's nowhere I'd rather be
Than this eternal nowhere dream
My rage is gone
There's no desire
To cut atau light my skin on fire
I'll just lie here on the bathroom floor
And drown and choke on blood anda whore
Oh it's not anda who I abhor
It's just anda opened up that door
With the fucking soalan mark
Rooms dark and laughing at the dead
Hark the hollow hellbound bled
Just go ahead say what anda will
Give anda a gun so can anda kill
It isn't anda I do not think
It's only me that's on the brink
A debt I owe myself anda see
I'm just a worm a rotten deed
I'll never change
But I won't squirm
So fucking bang I guess I'll burn
Remember when we were happy?
Now a cold shroud of bitterness
Is the only remnant of what used to be.
I'd like to think anda still care,
But I'm not ignorant.
I know the truth.
What ever we used to have is gone.
I'm not sure if it was even ever there.
When we met don't anda remember the sparks?
Oh how they flew.
I guess anda don't remember,
This part I always knew.
Friendship was never an option for us.
We held too much hatred for that.
I hope one hari anda realize
Just how much harm you've caused.
And one hari I will realize
There is lebih to life than you.
Now a cold shroud of bitterness
Is the only remnant of what used to be.
I'd like to think anda still care,
But I'm not ignorant.
I know the truth.
What ever we used to have is gone.
I'm not sure if it was even ever there.
When we met don't anda remember the sparks?
Oh how they flew.
I guess anda don't remember,
This part I always knew.
Friendship was never an option for us.
We held too much hatred for that.
I hope one hari anda realize
Just how much harm you've caused.
And one hari I will realize
There is lebih to life than you.
