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  • Female, 21 years old
  • Florence, Italy
  • Favorite TV Show: Many many things tbh
    Favorite Movie: Also many many things
    Favorite Musician: T-Swizzle
    Favorite Book or Author: The Hunger Games & Harry Potter
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HOW DARE anda TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? lapor NOW!!!!!!!!!!! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull anda down, I just needed anda to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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The Delena endgame is the only thing that I wish for, the story itself allows no other way to be ended, and I put everything else aside in the last eventful years (taking care of my Dad, mourning with my family after that, making a real start in working life, losing my unborn nephew, feeling with my sister after that, …) and made DE what kept me going through everything because I had no doubt about them truly belonging together and ending up with each other (hints, signs, parallels, …). I am still very hopeful, but I don’t have them that present anymore to get me through whatever I have to face, and I can’t get over all of it until the story – atau at least, Damon’s part (the remaining Delena part) – will be over for good. I have never been so obsessed about something, I desperately NEED their happily-ever-after, but my condition already improved in me being able to eat eggplants again and coming back to enjoy watching DE peminat videos. hampir setahun yang lalu
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Delena scenes from the tunjuk have silent moments that allow me to think, and it is hard for me to deal with times when I have nothing to do and my always present sadness hits me even harder. I have no experience with strong emotions, I have always been a rational person with not many emotions, and I haven’t cried in I don’t know how many years before; but I now tear up several times each hari for already much lebih than half a year. And I can’t tell many people around me what is wrong, I wouldn’t understand someone being broken because a fictional couple was put on hold, so that I can’t even work things out with other people around. hampir setahun yang lalu
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But Delena will always be my true life purpose, and although I am grateful for the on-going DE beauty and have never Lost my confidence in the final end of the story, I am Luar Biasa sad and devastated as well as incredible emotionally empty and numb at the same time. It can only be healed sejak the Delena endgame, that is the only hope that I have left, while a part of me is probably broken beyond repair for good. hampir setahun yang lalu
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I didn’t want anda to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply Lost in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed atau smiled in lebih than half tahun now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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I can only continue because of our wonderful DE family, and I always feel better when I see your beautiful Delena posts. I would also appreciate new posts on your Damon spot, but nobody can really help me these months, and I only survived because I truly am a strong person. I tend to feel even worse though when I have to see how sad and helpless my loved ones feel because of my condition, that is so emotional and completely different from my so far rational and emotion-weak character. hampir setahun yang lalu
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But I agree with and like your moto about not having to apologize for surviving, I hope that anda had a great time in Paris (sorry for being late with that wish), and to answer your question: It changed here just a couple of months ago, but like anda berkata yourself, not that much. hampir setahun yang lalu