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From time to time, human emotions encapsulate me. If it weren’t for Zafrina, my friend from the Amazonian Coven, I don’t know if I’d be able to tunjuk Edward those emotions. She helped me realize my capabilities, and taught me to use them to my full potential. He loves it though, when I do let him in. Somehow however, I think he’s quite happy not knowing everything. It’s foreign to him, exciting. I guess it keeps him wondering, which isn’t something Edward is used to. Mostly, I’ve used this capability to tunjuk Edward how deeply, truthfully and...

"Tanna, please, your going to wake your mummy" Alice pleded downstairs.
IT was too late for that, how could i with this strain on my back? the cuts are still burning.
But too Many things are too late, like the fact that i'm pregnant, again.
I never taught i would be again, jacob and I never even wanted a baby, so unexpected, and i had told myself so many years ago, that i dont need children when im with edward.
When Tanna came, i Knew, this was it, she was all i wanted, so beautiful, and that i diddnt need anything else.
I Think im stranded on a burning bridge between "Take it out" and "Just...

i dont understand why bella gets her happy ending with that parasite its not like im jelous atau anything im just saying.All i wanted was my (SAM ULEY) somtimes i wonder at night how would my life be if i didnt turn into this stupid wolf. Would me and my fairytale long Lost lover have kids but that would nevr happen now that my female organs dont work.I learned to get over after me and jacob had that long talk in the woods that hari in the woods at the cullens house on potrol.But only if i could take back the hands of time i wouldnt have ever invited emily daown here she wouldnt have ever meeet...

The room was silent , no-one spoke a word as i entered the room.
Tanna laid silent in the deepth of my hair.
A chilled palm rested on my shoulder, i turned.
"I can take her, if anda want bell" Rose offered.
i tightened my grip on my baby. no i wanted to keep her, i needed something to hold on to, now with Edward.
"no it's ok Rose, i need her" i moaned silently.
I heard low groans and murmurs from Carlisle.
I scuffed my feet accross the floor.
I glided past Alice who seemed all healed, well that one down, one to go.
edward came into sight.
I Lost all breathe, and stength in my legs, i felt esme's...

"hey bella, wake up ,bella" Alice whispered while she shook me awake lightly. i woke from a deep sleep, i tried to shake off the exhustgin off my eyes. I just wanted lebih time, i felt like i was back at school, early mornings. but i dont why it was such a surprise anyway, being a mother of a 4 bulan old, really gets anda up at all hours.
"im sorry, Bella, but i was going to do the shopping for you. what do anda need? what do i get?? i haven't been shopping a long time." she chuckled. This was the first time she has smiled the since port angles trip. I dont remember much. only because i was knocked...

Waking to his side. what lebih can be said.

A light knock sounded from the door a few feet away.
"Bella"i knew this voice, my best friend, Alice.
"Yeah come in" i groaned. I still felt hazy from the night before. man i have a lot of explaining to do.. how my hati, tengah-tengah will need a excuse.a pretty good one. but what the hell, wow i feel like a rebel, noew i feel like a loser for jsut thinking that...
Alice stepped throught the door so gracefully, she put Bidadari to shame, i rocked back, she was soo beautiful, she dressed in a caress voilet jumpsuit, it clung to every perfection of her body, oh my envy....

ok i really cant remember who i promised chapter 14 to, so this is that person, that will remember, im soo sorrryyy!!!!

anyhoo!
JACOBS POV!

I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied.
This was like de ja vu.
her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters.
SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME.
i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her hati, tengah-tengah that was broken.
She would hold on forever if she was allowed....

i woke with the sun lieing on my legs, and alone,
i rolled to see jacobs side empty, but what could i expect, this was the morning routine, the way it was was since our marriage five months ago.
he had his werewolf duties along side sam.I dont know why this morning felt different to every other.i had a feeling today was different, like for some reason today is a hari i was going to remember and jacob wasnt there to see what it was.
It was early 9.00, and i was shocked to see the sun, out , instead of the gloomy clouds as always.
I had hoped to raise Tanna in Pheonix, in the sun and the heat,...

Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. anda were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...

i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened"
she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat seterusnya to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat seterusnya to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair seterusnya to the katil and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, anda are sick and even though this is a hard time for us anda will not be allowed to cry." he...

Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i berkata so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought anda couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do anda see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one anda hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...

I knew anda where a vampire, and anda seemed like a belle. I find it very ironic that anda of all people showed up, just after I started buying shit tons of sand from your now employer. This is how I get to know you. I am the wicked which of central, the only one not deceased. I am 13 similar to 11 from stranger things, predator from universe 13. Nanahuatl otherwise know as sauron, when a slave to Satan. I suppose anda work for Satan as most Filem do. Is this a trap? I usually break up with movies, except my loves who are deceased. I have 3 v devices and a few v minus, Vampires hate them. I also...

These are my fave Petikan from the Eclipse book and movie.I hope anda enjoy them.

The word boyfriend had me chewing on the inside of my cheek with a familiar tension while I stirred. It wasn’t the right word, not at all. I needed something lebih expressive of eternal commitment… But words like destiny and fate sounded hokey when anda used them in casual conversation.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.6

It worked — your cooking skills have me soft as a marshmallow.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.9

I wrenched the door out of my way — ridiculously eager — and there he was, my personal...