I was finishing up the spageti when a loud crash echoed from the front room. I couldn't see what it was. I was about to get up, to check it out, when Edward strolled in and sat seterusnya to me. I stuffed the remaining amount of spageti in my mouth, watching him. He grabbed my plate and headed for the kitchen. I followed. I had some soalan for him.
"What was that noise I heard?"
"I threw something down the stairs. I was angry, but I have something for you."
That took me sejak surprise.
"For me?"
I doubted it could be better than the present he'd already telah diberi me. How could any present beat him? He...

As I slipped into the room, I heard her sleeping. I watched her dreams, she was dreaming about us. I layed down beside her, watching her sleep. She didn't talk in her sleep like Bella did, but she did kick. I felt her kick at me, but I didn't want her to hurt herself, so I stuffed the cover in between us. I watched her dreams. We were at the alter. She has a really vivid imagination. Everything was so realistic, it reminded me of Alice's visions. I looked over at the window dinding for a few seconds, when she screamed. It frightened me so. If anything had happened while I wasn't paying attention......

My eyes unfocused, I was reminiscing that night that I proposed to Bella. I remember how in Cinta we were, atau at least how in Cinta I thought we were. Was I ready for this to happen? I didn't know.
"Edward? Be honest, if anda don't want to marry me, then tell me, but I would really appreciate it if anda berkata something."
I focused back on her, realizing my mouth was open. I was determined to make this sound right.
"I'm not saying no, but are anda sure anda want to?"
I watched her expression as she thought. I needed to understand her.
"I definitely want to. I mean, I Cinta you, I've had experience dating,...

I watched as the Cullen's gathered in a bulatan and I sat down to wait. I watched their mouthes moving, but heard no sound come out. I wondered what they were talking about. I watched intently, trying to read their lips, but I failed.
"Are anda ready,"Edward asked as he turned back to me.
"Ready as I'll ever be."
I couldn't wait to see what was myth and what was true.
"First Emmett and Rosalie, they will demonstrate our strength and how impenetrable we are. Only vampire teeth and werewolf teeth can cut through our skin."
Edward sat down beside me. Werewolf teeth? Serigala Jadian exist? That was neat and...

I watched her come out of the room where she spent the last week getting better. She walked over to where I stood, waiting to take her to her apartment. I thought about how much Bella had meant to me, how much she had changed me. I thought about how easy it was to forget her now that my existence finally had a true meaning. I remember how I used to think that Bella was the whole point of my existence, how she was what kept me alive, but I now knew that she was just to help me control myself for the only true Cinta I could have. I saw through Sam's mind how Emily was his whole world. I knew...

An jam later I was waiting at the airport. I watched as Carlisle's flight moved closer and closer to the top. I walked the slow human pace towards his departure point. Everywhere I looked I saw something that reminded me of Bella,this person had the same eye color atau that one was the same height. I had to find a way to distract myself. This was what was best. For her to grow old and die a happy life. She deserved that, even if I didn't. I couldn't let myself wallow in self-pity, but to think a dog was better for her, at least she would stay human. STOP! I screamed in my head. I pushed those...

"Bella, I"... I didn't know what to say. In that moment, my no longer beating hati, tengah-tengah was torn in two. It was like she tore it from my chest, stuck it in her mouth, chewed it up and spit it out on my feet. I couldn't believe she chose that dog over me. But it was her decision. I looked down, I knew this was coming, I could see it in her eyes.
"Bella, if that's what anda want, I'll leave now."
"Of course it's what I want, anda left, I tried to deal with it, but now I realize that Jake is the one that I want."
"Yeah bloodsucker, I was always better for her."
I turned and started walking, but I just...

Sorry, to all my fans, I haven't had the time to write, so I hope anda like this chapter.


I slowly opened my eyes to stare into the world's most beautiful eyes. They were sparkling with joy. The plans were settled and Edward was going to soalan me and I was full of joy. I couldn't stop picturing it in my head. He smiled at me. I couldn't wait to walk down the aisle. I'd already had the final fitting for the dress and Edward was going to a bachelor party with his brothers tonight, while I was going to a bachelorette party with my soon-to-be sisters-in-law and mother-in-law.
But there was a downside....

I awoke, chilled to the bone. Part of the reason being that the Cinta of my life was right here beside me. He was a vampire, so of course I would be cold. But the other part was the dream I just awoke from.
Edward and I were at the wedding ceremony, we were reciting our vows. I was wearing a beautiful white gown, of my own design, that Alice created for me. Edward was wearing a black, traditional tux. My bridesmaids were wearing ungu, lilac colored floor length dresses, that I also designed. I was holding a bouquet of white roses, freesia, pic, peach blossoms, and little white flowers. Those Bunga also...

Why? Had she come back to finish destroying what was left of my peace? I could see she was crying, yet I felt no urge to comfort her.
"I just came sejak to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to anda first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. atau about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want anda back, I still Cinta you. I see how much I need anda now. How can...

After she was safely asleep, I went back to talk with my family.
"Can anda guys just all go on a hunting trip for now. I need to talk to Liz and I don't want interuptions. I'm sure we can talk through this, but it would be most helpful if we were alone. I'm not trying to exclude you. Please let us alone until Monday, if we're don't get through this, she can stay, I will go."
"No, Edward, we don't want anda to go,"Esme complained.
"I will, I already made her leave her apartment. She has no where else to go."
"Where will anda go?"
"I will head up to Denali."
"Then we will go with you, we will let her...

I waited outside the restaurant for what seemed like hours. The time dragging sejak as I waited for her. I couldn't believe how antagonizing it was to wait. I hate waiting.
Look at that hottie. Some moron was thinking. I looked to that direction and there, walking towards me was the most beautiful girl in the world. Elizabeth Martin.
Her brown hair reminded me of the warmth I used to feel from Bella. Her bright blue eyes reminded me of the ocean in the sun. Her pale, rosy complextion reminded me of cream colored milk. So beautiful yet so out of reach. I remember that night that I proposed to...

I walked out of the room to Edward, my savior.
"You didn't have to wait for me,"how easy it was to act like I didn't care,"you don't have to take me home."
"I don't have to, but... I want to."
"Are anda sure anda don't have a problem with this?"
"Of course not, now I know anda just got released, but I thought I might treat anda to dinner."
"That would be really great, anda know, you're really great."
Oh no, I can't believe I just berkata that.
"Thank you."
He looked into my eyes.
I wonder what he's thinking right now. I wonder if he's thinking about me. Maybe he likes me too. Maybe, no no no, I just can't get...

I put the box on the floor carefully, I didn't know if there was anything breakable in it. I peered inside. I closed my eyes and inhaled, I was angry, I wanted her to keep things, to remind her of me, but she mustn't not have wanted to. The CD I made her in its jeweled, plastic case was sitting on top. I pulled it out and put it aside. The diamond hati, tengah-tengah I gave her, to go with Jacob's carved wolf. The stereo from her truck, a copy of the gift Emmett, Rose and Jazz gave her for her 18th birthday, the one that I replaced. All of the notes that I left her. And a black velvet box. If I could cry...