Ok on March 4th of 2012 at like 5 or 7 p.m my family and I had this huge arguments and it was a disaster. My mom was screaming at the top of her lungs saying how she hates her family and saying "I was mistaken to have this family." I was so upset and angry at my family. They don't respect each other or love each other and it's getting on my nerves lately. At 9 or 10 p.m, my family started throwing things and yelling at each other. Once my brother grabbed a knife and almost killed our father cause my brother want our father to get out and my other brother was hitting him on our father's head like 10 or 20 times.I was disappointed at my family.They were out of control and I couldn't stop them.i used all my strength to fight them back but they weren't listening to me they just continue to argue.I'm so sick of them hearing them fight like this.If they fight more bad things will happen they'll you know kill each other to death and I'll be home empty no one to care for me or feed or comfort me.I was a shame and embarrass of myself and my family.I USED to love them but I don't want to do now since they all hate each other now and maybe for the rest of the year.What should I do?Should I cut myself?Sacrifice myself like get ran over a car?Run away from them?Or stay home just constenly hearing my family argue again?PICK ONE!