Everytime I look into your eyes
I can't stop thinking of all your lies
And though I try so hard not to remember
I can't save myself from breaking up inside

I know anda didn't mean it that way
I know anda didn't wanna betray
But that's not gonna stop my eyes filling them with tears
I know you're sorry somehow
But it's just too late now
And all I want is leave this mess behind with all my fears

Everytime I see anda at school
I wonder how I could be such a fool
And though I try so hard just to forget it
I can't ignore the fact that you've hurt me so

I know anda didn't mean it that way
I know anda didn't wanna betray...

I know I'm a mess
And anda know it's because of you
I wish I could cause
You the pain anda put me through
It's like I burn out
I should stop playin this game
I could shout it out
'Cause it will never be the same

'Cause behind all the tears in your eyes
I can still read all your lies
I can still feel the pain anda caused into me
And behind all the sorries anda say
I can still hear the betray
I can still feel the desire to make anda bleed

I hope anda are down
And if you're not I'll make it true
It takes so long to forget
And it's all because of you
It's like I burn out
I should stop playing this game
I could shout it...

Frustration is causing me to pull my hair out
Desperation is causing me to cry my hati, tengah-tengah out
Imagination has caused my head into the clouds
But realization has caused me to tumble down

Of all the guys I got to know you’re the one I will remember
And I won’t shed a tear, but inside I’ll cry a river

I’m falling back down to earth
My feet steady on the ground
If anything I’ve learned from love
It’s anda get Lost but never found
Broken down from these emotions
I realize how unfair life is
Still I can’t stop believing
There’s gotta be lebih than this

Acting like a jalang, perempuan jalang I abreact on my friends
Hoping...

anda berkata I couldn’t live without you
But I’m doing just fine
You berkata I couldn’t breathe without you
But I’m feeling all right
You berkata I’d feel like a mess
That I’d be consumed sejak loneliness
But I’m still sleeping well at night

Since you’re out of the picture
I feel alive again
You were not what I imagined
And now I won’t ever let anda in
You let me down
Fooled me around
Sayin’ you’ll Cinta me ‘til the end
Now you’re back with your ex, so don’t come around again

You berkata I was cold around you
But anda never asked why
You berkata I never cared about you
But anda were the one full of lies...

So, I decided to write a song about Damon and Elena. It’s from Elena’s point of view. First she’s in denial. She doesn’t want to believe she’s starting to feel something for Damon. Then she’s torn between the two Salvatore brothers. And in the end she chooses Damon :)

I used to hate you
You were everything I never wanted
Every war anda got started
I used to fear you
You could never make me feel safe
I never knew I’d see the light of hari again

There’s no way
You could’ve changed
You’re still the same heartless monster
You were back in the day

Still all I see
Is your face haunting me...

When anda read this
I’ll be gone
Though I never berkata I Cinta you
I wrote it in many Cinta songs
All I ever wanted was to be with you
But I guess it was asked too much
Now all I want to do is run away
‘Cause I’ve had enough

I wanna let go
But my hands are tied on you
I wanna walk away
But my feet refuse to move
I’m Cinta struck, anda got me completely
And now we’ll never know what might have been

Don’t feel sorry
I’m the one to blame
I shouldn’t have been so damn gutless
And told anda straight away
But I guess it’s not very convenient
When you’re living miles apart
Though I know physical distance
Doesn’t...

I can’t get no reach of you
You want me with you
Then anda push me away
And I can’t get no clear view
From these bloodshot windows
In your eyes

I’m torn left and right
You can’t seem to make up your mind
When will anda drop your disguise
And tunjuk me your inner side

I can hear what anda say
But it doesn’t make any sense
When anda say anda Cinta me
Then menelan the words back in
I’m tired of this game
Will anda just pick a side
If anda don’t wanna lose me
Make up your mind

You treat me like a queen
Then anda look at me
Like I’m dirt on your shoes
And anda say the sweetest things
Then anda talk to me
Like I’m...

anda must be so sure of yourself
Now anda think I'm in Cinta with you
You must have great thoughts of yourself
Now anda think I'm in Cinta with you
But I won't waste my time on a dirt-looking keldai like you
I'd rather be alone than thinking 'bout the one anda think i do

I would stand all night in the rain
I would suffer all world's pain
If it would help to get it into your head
That I'm not in Cinta with
You.With every joke anda make
I'd better wipe my smile away
'Cause everytime I look at you
You think I'm in Cinta with you

You must be scared your Friends will make fun of you
Now anda think I have a crush on you
You...

anda think you've got me eating out of the palm of your hand
You think I'm dreaming 'bout being your girlfriend
You think that with anda I want it all
But don't be mistaken, I'm the one in control

I'm like the sand anda try to catch with your hands
The lebih anda try to hold me, the lebih I slip away
I'm like the air you're so desperately trying to breathe
You need me to get just through the day
But I won't stay

I think you've got me all wrong
I think anda need to alih on alone
I think anda should've known better than to expect
You could force me into something I would regret

I'm like the sand anda try to catch...

You're the kinda headache there are no painkillers for
And of all people I wish you'd be the one slamming my door
I'd run away but my hands are tied
So won't anda come and save me tonight

C'mon, Cinta me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't leave me atau wake me
Or say I'd put myself together
Hold me, embrace me
'Cause this could be over anytime
C'mon and save me tonight


You're the kinda hati, tengah-tengah that's taking over my mind
And now all I do is think about anda all the time
I'd run away and leave this all behind
So won't anda come and save me tonight


C'mon, Cinta me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't...

I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling anda how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth peminat girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my hati, tengah-tengah out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of anda and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then anda knocking at my door

I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what anda write
If this is really anda and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a soalan for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet anda don’t wanna see
The damage anda have caused
The Friends anda have lost
‘Cause anda took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things anda berkata were wrong
If this is who anda are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...

So, anda tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how anda can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled anda in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So anda can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my hati, tengah-tengah
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So anda can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now anda tell me
That I should be thankful to have anda around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give anda my hati, tengah-tengah it might break
But I know
That when I’d give anda my Cinta
I gotta give anda all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If anda try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give anda my hati, tengah-tengah it might break
But...

Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to alih on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in Cinta with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause anda are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I Lost my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a Cinta that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear lebih that we will never be

I’m zoning out on anda and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine anda are seterusnya to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much lebih than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please menyeberang, cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna Cinta you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved anda but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why anda have to be the way that anda are
If only anda were different
It would make it much easier for me to alih on

I thought anda finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a Cinta that seems to last

My hati, tengah-tengah breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting lebih obvious everyday
I’m in Cinta with you, again

It’s getting harder
To alih on without anda every day
But anda don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My hati, tengah-tengah breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My hati, tengah-tengah beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place anda will...

I’m looking in the mirror
Staring at what I’ve become
I’ve come a long way
If anda know where I came from
Still I have not seen the light
At the end of the tunnel yet
‘Cause seterusnya to all the good things
There’s still one thing I can’t forget

I wanted to have
Everything I can’t get
I wanted to be
Everything that’s out of reach
I wanted to go to places I can’t get to
I wanted you

I go to work everyday
And I chat with my friends
I read, listen to music
And go to the Filem now and then
People say I got my life
All figured out
But when I take a closer look
It’s nothing I dreamed about

I wanted to...