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From everyone else's view...
Every one was crying around me and roc cam was rite sejak my side holding my hand and roc was holding my other hand. Cam shed one tear and then the room got silent and looking at cam. Cameron was like me we didn't like to cry in public so when we cry we never made a sound and hung our heads down. Only I have seen him cry tho. It always seems like that one tear in a rain fall always noticed and examined sejak each glossing and shine. But its different with different types of tears like a disease it is contashous. It can spread across a dark room like wild firs and that's wat happen. One thing about life is that everyone has a time where it feels like its just not real. Like every thing was made up atau a dream. But then u think about it. And for my religion its like to forever live in a place for the rest of ur spiritual life is beyond wat I can ever imagine. I bet even scientist are scared for wat happened to them after they die atau how this world would end. But to be rite there on the edge of it all. It makes u ask questions. But only u know u don't have time...
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Doctor come quick they are back on pulse. Me and roc were holding hands through the whole thing my eyes opened Nd I looked at both of our hati, tengah-tengah rates it was legit the same like no error atau slip up. This is strange their hati, tengah-tengah rates are the same the doctor announced. It chaugh everyones attention. The doctor tried to unlock me and rocs hand but I just wouldn't budge. Even when I tried. After a while it did and there were cris marks on our hands the hati, tengah-tengah rate on rocs meter died down again but not all the way. I smiled at roc (wow that was amazing we were holding hands so much I made his hati, tengah-tengah beat) I thought to myself. Roc moved his head cam helped me up. Easy teetee said. I sat up my hand that I used to hold roc hurt and was red and I looked at it and it was still in the same position. Cam asked for some time alone with me. Faith. Beauty I got to talk to u. I smiled ya anything u want he said. He bit his bottom lip worried and smiled back and said. I Cinta ur whole upward affect on everything ... but.... I made a frown face... cam its not good news is it I said... he looked up at me I saw his eyes water. Faith I'm leaving tomorrow. He said. I didn't feel like being the girl in the movie that always cries after this part so I sucked it up and and gave him a hug. He kissed me on the neck like he always does. Roc coughed and opened his eyes. Cam kissed my forehead and berkata ill talk to u later today. I smiled and he left. Roc I said. Why'd u do it u asked... Cuz we're so into deep cant think about giving it up. He sang. But I never knew Cinta could feel like a hati, tengah-tengah attack. Its killing me I swear I never cried so much. Cuz I never knew Cinta he smiled would hurt this fuckin bad... worst pain that I ever had.
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From everyone else's view...
Every one was crying around me and roc cam was rite sejak my side holding my hand and roc was holding my other hand. Cam shed one tear and then the room got silent and looking at cam. Cameron was like me we didn't like to cry in public so when we cry we never made a sound and hung our heads down. Only I have seen him cry tho. It always seems like that one tear in a rain fall always noticed and examined sejak each glossing and shine. But its different with different types of tears like a disease it is contashous. It can spread across a dark room like wild firs and that's wat happen. One thing about life is that everyone has a time where it feels like its just not real. Like every thing was made up atau a dream. But then u think about it. And for my religion its like to forever live in a place for the rest of ur spiritual life is beyond wat I can ever imagine. I bet even scientist are scared for wat happened to them after they die atau how this world would end. But to be rite there on the edge of it all. It makes u ask questions. But only u know u don't have time...
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Doctor come quick they are back on pulse. Me and roc were holding hands through the whole thing my eyes opened Nd I looked at both of our hati, tengah-tengah rates it was legit the same like no error atau slip up. This is strange their hati, tengah-tengah rates are the same the doctor announced. It chaugh everyones attention. The doctor tried to unlock me and rocs hand but I just wouldn't budge. Even when I tried. After a while it did and there were cris marks on our hands the hati, tengah-tengah rate on rocs meter died down again but not all the way. I smiled at roc (wow that was amazing we were holding hands so much I made his hati, tengah-tengah beat) I thought to myself. Roc moved his head cam helped me up. Easy teetee said. I sat up my hand that I used to hold roc hurt and was red and I looked at it and it was still in the same position. Cam asked for some time alone with me. Faith. Beauty I got to talk to u. I smiled ya anything u want he said. He bit his bottom lip worried and smiled back and said. I Cinta ur whole upward affect on everything ... but.... I made a frown face... cam its not good news is it I said... he looked up at me I saw his eyes water. Faith I'm leaving tomorrow. He said. I didn't feel like being the girl in the movie that always cries after this part so I sucked it up and and gave him a hug. He kissed me on the neck like he always does. Roc coughed and opened his eyes. Cam kissed my forehead and berkata ill talk to u later today. I smiled and he left. Roc I said. Why'd u do it u asked... Cuz we're so into deep cant think about giving it up. He sang. But I never knew Cinta could feel like a hati, tengah-tengah attack. Its killing me I swear I never cried so much. Cuz I never knew Cinta he smiled would hurt this fuckin bad... worst pain that I ever had.
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