I would have really liked to have met my foster mother and my foster sisters and brothers, but I was only able to meet my foster father. He took his life not caring what would happen to me... but now my Friends are my family.
To Deusxibit and TheFullRhythm: anda guys are my real family. I could never live without you, and I hope anda know that I Cinta anda guys from the bottom of my heart. I don't know how I would ever be able to live without anda guys.
Drawing. And I guess the references that this computer provides that assists me in drawing. It might sound silly to someone else, but when my dad deleted all the references that i had gathered over the years, i thought that he cut of my means to hapiness and and felt like life had systematically ended. That just demonstrates how severe the dependence on references grew on me. But it's over and I've partially gotten over it.
1. Most people have NO IDEA just how important their mother is. I moved away from her to live with my dad and I miss her every day. 2. My girlfriend. She may live almost as far away as my mom but none the less she is often my emotional support.
God, My family, friends, dance, music, Russell Brand, my computer, my phone, Dr. Pepper, My cat & dog, Fridays, Makeup, Shoes, Clothes, Jewlery (my girlyness is menunjukkan :P...)
My freind, As much as i would Cinta to say something like manga, computer, anime. I can honestly say that when I'm with my freinds I'm the happiest girl in the hole world to have freinds like that. Ones that make anda laugh, to help anda when anda fall and to be there when anda need it :)
I couldn't live without Muzik and cutting. The Muzik is basically my shield from the world. It's what I use to keep me grounded. The cutting is the main way I know I'm still alive. It keeps me sane.
There are things that make me happy, but I can live without them. But there are also things that make me happy and I can't live without them. My parents. My cousins. Music. :) Those are three things I can't live without.
My boyfriend makes me happy beyond limits, but I'd like to think that I'm strong enough to live without him. But I think I can. :)
Family, all my family is so awesome and fun.. :) Steph and Darin. (My 2 bestest friends..) I don't have very many Friends so Darin and Steph (Stephanie) mean a lot.. :) Anyways, i know this sounds really stupid.. But my kitten. :) Her names Annie.. <3 <3 Trust me, If anda knew me before and after i got her.. Theres a difference. A big one. :) <3 :)