This has already happened to me a few years back...
To be honest, I cried for days. It hurts even lebih than you'd think. People never really appreciate someone until they are gone.
However, there is really nothing anda can do but cry. We gave him a proper burial... And that was it. It made me feeling helpless, but what could I do?
But it has already been years. I learned to alih on.
Actually, a good friend of mine committed suicide a few years ago. I was young and didn't really quite understand why she would do that. She was a lot older than me and was someone that I had always aspired to be like. I was really angry with her at the time and began to resent her for it and I felt very betrayed. I still don't know why she did it, but I don't hate her for what she did. In a way, it changed my life drastically. Now I try and help anyone who is going through a hard time atau having suicidal thoughts regardless of how I feel about that person, because that person means something to someone. Nobody should feel like their life is so meaningless that they must take it, and even though I have suicidal thoughts myself, I stand against the idea firmly and tunjuk my support to the people in need whenever I can.
I'd probably cry and cut myself really badly.... If I Cinta someone I get EXTREMELY attached. I'd just lay in katil all hari trying to sleep, crying even when I was... Literally wouldn't be able to alih for months.
First things first, I would bawl my eyes out for like a week straight, not go to school probably. Then I would start to blame myself for it, then after I stopped blaming myself I would know that everything happens for a reason, then for about two years I would cry like everyday.
This DID happen to me. I was in Cinta with him. And I watched as he took his own life. Anyway, what I did was I dropped outta school for the rest of the tahun and went into a really deep depression period. Then the seterusnya school tahun started and I pretended everything was fine. Then his death tarikh rolled around and I Lost it. Then decided I couldn't let someone else's decision ruin my life. I decided to be happy. And now I am. I can think about him and smile at all the good times we had, and how amazing he was :) And if I could do it all over again, I would've figured that out sooner.
In this order: My bf:Cry a fuckin lot,think about suicide,but chicken out(yeah im SERIOUS) My best friend:Cry a lot,think a little bit about suicide My family member:Cry a whole fuckin truck load,and come close to commiting suicide
I would feel bad. Honestly. I don’t look up to anyone, but whenever I hear of someone committing suicide I wonder what went wrong. But if it ever happened to someone close to me… I would live like I’m dying. I would live for them.