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coriann said:
lolz srsly? XD Cinta this question, um, i'd probably feel kind of weird, especially because im a virgin, and...i, im going through a lot of emotional problems, and gender identity problems, im not doing well in school so the poor dear probably won't have a good life....goodness knows, that poor kid! im not a mom, and even if i am a mom, im still not a mom! XD im not cut out for it, i have a baby sister and god knows the crazy things i let her do when im playing with her, i let her do whatever she wants and then laugh my head off, and then i give her a bunch of junk, sarap to eat and laugh when she eats it and i even put stuff in her mouth when she's not hungry and she still eats it! ha ha, and then when mom comes i itik and hide....or get in trouble...again, i would probably panic, even consider abortion, i don't know if i would do it if were really pregnant, but right now, no i don't ever want to do it because i don't know what damage i'm causeing to my own baby, i just don't know, and even if it wasn't bad persay, just. like "i killed my own child" im not sure if i could live with that...maybe, maybe not....oh and what about all the people in my house they don't trust me to take care of my own baby sister(for good reason) other than the fact that i berkata i wanted to eat her *i still do* *sigh* it will have to be adoption, because i couldn't stand the act that my family will probably be taking better care of my own baby for me, and think of all the criticism i will get! yeah, adoption man....i'd miss it though, im a sucker for Bayi :'( GOODBYE MY SWEET BABY!!!!!!!!!!
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