I woke with a start, I heard the phone ring and then I heard my mother's voice. "No, sorry, Jake, she is sleeping. She was exhausted. I think the excitement of everything wore her out. Ok, see anda in the morning." She was talking to, Jake. I couldn't remember the dream I had, I could just remember that he was in it, but whatever it was, I felt a sudden urge to be with him. I wanted him, I wanted all of him. I jumped out of the katil and changed back into the clothes I was wearing that day. I opened the door and saw my mother and father tucked into each other’s arms on the sofa. "Ness, I thought anda were sleeping. Jake just called I told him call in the morning because anda were in bed."
"Yeah I heard. Look, mom, dad, would anda mind if I went to see him?" I asked as nicely as I knew possible. I was surprised I hadn't started batting my eyelids.
"Is there something wrong?" My father's tone sounded worried.
"Oh no nothing is wrong."
"But the heavens have opened out there, Nessie, anda can't drive in that."
"I'll run," I told him.
"And what get soaked?" My mother questioned.
"Guys, anda know I'll go anyway." It was true; I would have left through the window.
"Ok, ok. But be careful." She insisted giving in as she stood up and got my jaket from the hanger.
I ran to, Jacob's house, the rain was refreshing on my face. I knocked on the door lightly, I didn't want to wake, Billy. But then I remembered, Billy was staying with, Rachel for a few days. I banged harder on the door. "Come on, Jake." I murmured. This urge was becoming too much for me to handle. I couldn't breathe another saat without seeing him - over dramatic, maybe, but that is how it felt. He opened the door slowly. His eyes widened as he saw me. His broad muscular chest was bare. I found myself needing to take in a lung full of breath as I looked at him. I had no idea how he did that to me but I loved it.
"Ness, what's wrong?" Seeing him made me want him even more. I felt my eyes begin to fill with tears and I had no idea why. It felt like my hati, tengah-tengah was about to explode. "Ness come in, you're soaked."
"I Cinta you, Jacob." I blurted.
"I Cinta anda too, Ness." He stuttered, he had no idea where this was going.
"No let me finish, Jake." The rain pelted off of my skin. "I want anda and only you. I want all of you. I have thought about this. I've never been so ready for anything, Jake. I had no soalan in my mind if we were doing the right thing last night and I don't n. We're meant for each other. I'm yours. All of me, tonight and forever. So please, Jacob, don't try and stop this for my benefit."
He stared at me a moment, his eyes wide. They had the same need in them as mine did. He walked out so the rain was hitting off of his bare chest. The moon glistened on the raindrops that fell onto his body.
"You know I can never say no to you, sweetheart." He smiled as he took my face in my hands and kissed me. He took me in his arms so my legs were wrapped around his waist. His sweet breath swimming over my mouth.
"Forever." I whispered. Then, he led me into the house and we continued were we left off the night before.he house and we continued were we left off the night before.
Jacob's P.O.V.
Waking up with perfection sejak your side is never easy to explain. She was beautiful. Her long dark hair brushed over her bare shoulders and fell onto the pillow. The white sheet caressed her flawless curves. Her head was leaning on her arms.
Last night was pure bliss. I must admit, seeing Nessie at the door caught me sejak surprise, but the over-whelming sense of relief I got from seeing her made my hati, tengah-tengah want to explode out of my chest. Being away from her was almost impossible. When Bella told me she was sleeping last night I thought I was about to die. Our life had suddenly become perfect, especially now, that Leah had imprinted. I still hadn't even found out whom with but the only important thing to me was the beauty lying beside me.
I closed my eyes lightly and pictures of her standing in the rain outside my house flashed before me. Her face glistened as the raindrops fell from her hair, onto her kolar bone and down her rounded breasts. I couldn't resist her, I couldn't say no to her. What was the point when we had forever, not that I could ever say no to her? I just wanted it to be her decision, and it was.
I heard the sheets rub off of the mattress and I opened my eyes only to see hers sparkle back at me as she breathed in heavily, a soft smile forming on her sweet lips. I sat up leaning on my elbow. God, I was never going to get used to looking at her, she literally took away whatever breath I had in my lungs.
"Hi," she whispered tiredly. "Sleep well?" How the hell did she do that? What did Bella call it? Oh yeah, dazzle. She bedazzled the life out of me and I really did not care.
"Only to dream of you." I replied. "So, yeah, anda could say I slept well, I'd say amazing." She laughed that laugh I loved so much, the laugh that made me want to Ciuman her like the world was about to end.
"I Cinta you, Jacob Black." She berkata as she leaned over to Ciuman my lips. Her vanilla scent echoing off of my face.
"I Cinta you, too, Renesmee Carly Cullen." She laughed again and made her Ciuman travel down my jaw line, down my neck and back up to my ear. "Very sexy." She breathed. "Now how long have we got till your father gets back from, Rachel's?" She asked.
God, this girl was driving me insane. "Oh, only about two days." She ran her finger down my torso. Christ, I think insane was too mild of a word.
"My, my. Whatever will we do to occupy our time?" She bit on her bottom lip.
"I could think of a few things." I winked at her.
She giggled and started clapping her hands, "Oh really, Jacob? I never knew anda had monopoly." She chuckled loudly.
"That wasn't exactly what I had in mind."
"Well, I think anda could tunjuk me better than anda could tell me, don't you?" She giggled while wrapping her arms around my neck.
"One hundred percent." I agreed, leaning over to lock my lips with hers.
"Yeah I heard. Look, mom, dad, would anda mind if I went to see him?" I asked as nicely as I knew possible. I was surprised I hadn't started batting my eyelids.
"Is there something wrong?" My father's tone sounded worried.
"Oh no nothing is wrong."
"But the heavens have opened out there, Nessie, anda can't drive in that."
"I'll run," I told him.
"And what get soaked?" My mother questioned.
"Guys, anda know I'll go anyway." It was true; I would have left through the window.
"Ok, ok. But be careful." She insisted giving in as she stood up and got my jaket from the hanger.
I ran to, Jacob's house, the rain was refreshing on my face. I knocked on the door lightly, I didn't want to wake, Billy. But then I remembered, Billy was staying with, Rachel for a few days. I banged harder on the door. "Come on, Jake." I murmured. This urge was becoming too much for me to handle. I couldn't breathe another saat without seeing him - over dramatic, maybe, but that is how it felt. He opened the door slowly. His eyes widened as he saw me. His broad muscular chest was bare. I found myself needing to take in a lung full of breath as I looked at him. I had no idea how he did that to me but I loved it.
"Ness, what's wrong?" Seeing him made me want him even more. I felt my eyes begin to fill with tears and I had no idea why. It felt like my hati, tengah-tengah was about to explode. "Ness come in, you're soaked."
"I Cinta you, Jacob." I blurted.
"I Cinta anda too, Ness." He stuttered, he had no idea where this was going.
"No let me finish, Jake." The rain pelted off of my skin. "I want anda and only you. I want all of you. I have thought about this. I've never been so ready for anything, Jake. I had no soalan in my mind if we were doing the right thing last night and I don't n. We're meant for each other. I'm yours. All of me, tonight and forever. So please, Jacob, don't try and stop this for my benefit."
He stared at me a moment, his eyes wide. They had the same need in them as mine did. He walked out so the rain was hitting off of his bare chest. The moon glistened on the raindrops that fell onto his body.
"You know I can never say no to you, sweetheart." He smiled as he took my face in my hands and kissed me. He took me in his arms so my legs were wrapped around his waist. His sweet breath swimming over my mouth.
"Forever." I whispered. Then, he led me into the house and we continued were we left off the night before.he house and we continued were we left off the night before.
Jacob's P.O.V.
Waking up with perfection sejak your side is never easy to explain. She was beautiful. Her long dark hair brushed over her bare shoulders and fell onto the pillow. The white sheet caressed her flawless curves. Her head was leaning on her arms.
Last night was pure bliss. I must admit, seeing Nessie at the door caught me sejak surprise, but the over-whelming sense of relief I got from seeing her made my hati, tengah-tengah want to explode out of my chest. Being away from her was almost impossible. When Bella told me she was sleeping last night I thought I was about to die. Our life had suddenly become perfect, especially now, that Leah had imprinted. I still hadn't even found out whom with but the only important thing to me was the beauty lying beside me.
I closed my eyes lightly and pictures of her standing in the rain outside my house flashed before me. Her face glistened as the raindrops fell from her hair, onto her kolar bone and down her rounded breasts. I couldn't resist her, I couldn't say no to her. What was the point when we had forever, not that I could ever say no to her? I just wanted it to be her decision, and it was.
I heard the sheets rub off of the mattress and I opened my eyes only to see hers sparkle back at me as she breathed in heavily, a soft smile forming on her sweet lips. I sat up leaning on my elbow. God, I was never going to get used to looking at her, she literally took away whatever breath I had in my lungs.
"Hi," she whispered tiredly. "Sleep well?" How the hell did she do that? What did Bella call it? Oh yeah, dazzle. She bedazzled the life out of me and I really did not care.
"Only to dream of you." I replied. "So, yeah, anda could say I slept well, I'd say amazing." She laughed that laugh I loved so much, the laugh that made me want to Ciuman her like the world was about to end.
"I Cinta you, Jacob Black." She berkata as she leaned over to Ciuman my lips. Her vanilla scent echoing off of my face.
"I Cinta you, too, Renesmee Carly Cullen." She laughed again and made her Ciuman travel down my jaw line, down my neck and back up to my ear. "Very sexy." She breathed. "Now how long have we got till your father gets back from, Rachel's?" She asked.
God, this girl was driving me insane. "Oh, only about two days." She ran her finger down my torso. Christ, I think insane was too mild of a word.
"My, my. Whatever will we do to occupy our time?" She bit on her bottom lip.
"I could think of a few things." I winked at her.
She giggled and started clapping her hands, "Oh really, Jacob? I never knew anda had monopoly." She chuckled loudly.
"That wasn't exactly what I had in mind."
"Well, I think anda could tunjuk me better than anda could tell me, don't you?" She giggled while wrapping her arms around my neck.
"One hundred percent." I agreed, leaning over to lock my lips with hers.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just berkata that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine anda can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell anda that anda had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 jam later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just berkata that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine anda can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell anda that anda had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 jam later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he berkata to me. "yeah and anda should be hunting." I berkata with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see anda later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what anda looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he berkata to me. "yeah and anda should be hunting." I berkata with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see anda later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what anda looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told anda I was a vampire and not the good kind, would anda believe me? Of course not. anda live in a world where Vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. anda must not let your Friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once anda turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell anda is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect anda to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where Vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but anda my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before anda turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask anda again to keep this book a secret, if anda don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
anda may now enter. If anda dare.
What if I told anda I was a vampire and not the good kind, would anda believe me? Of course not. anda live in a world where Vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. anda must not let your Friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once anda turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell anda is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect anda to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where Vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but anda my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before anda turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask anda again to keep this book a secret, if anda don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
anda may now enter. If anda dare.