"Bella, come here, i need to put lebih gloss on anda and fix up your her and i sear if anda fall up on that.............""
I flashed out of my new fresh vision. Bella.
i sighed a heavy sigh for hurt still growing from the loss of my best friend.
She was pretty, all dressed up, she was surronded sejak people making her pretty. puzzled over what the lady holding a merah jambu gloss towards bella, was about to say before my vision finished.
"Alice! STOP IT!!! I CAN BLOODY HEAR YOUR HEAD!!" edward roared from the deeps darkness of his room.
i fear for my brother, he never leaves his room.
He needs bella, he just thinks that bella doesnt need him, doesnt need him to live.. if only he knew the real truth.. ive seen Bella after he left.. idiot!!
"ALICE!! SHUT IT!!" he was vicious now.. i was scared of him now...
he scares all of us now, we dont even try to ask what we can do to easy his pain... he just doesnt want it he just wants bella.
Even though we wish his pain could vanish from his soul, we still wouldn't wish he had never meet bella, Bella taught him,, she meant..
"FUCKING HELL ALICE!!!!!! I CANT menanggung, bear IT STOP!!!!!!!"
I had Lost my brother in the trip, the brother that was cheeky, the brother that was lovely in every way, who was kind, Brave and jsut plain pure, this new Edward, we sad, darkness, depressed, angry, vicious, sly, and nasty. Even to his family.
i wimpered sounded behind me, i pantas, swift around.
i sw esme, broken sejak Edward remarks.
Edward was her son, she couldn't menanggung, bear his pain as much the seterusnya mother. It was like watching a mother see her baby crying with hurt and pain and cant do anything to do stop it.
Edward had always bee her first son, her favourite,m always her favourite.
I glided towards her and cradles her now teary eyes. she rested her head on my hard shoulder. I hated him for this. Esme? the kindest creature in this family, this world?
She diddn't desvere this!. Carlisle glided in beside me, offering to take my place. I resigned backing away.
i retreated to the now withered sofa, everything now seemed withered, old, boring and meh. i turned on the tv, not actually interested in it...
MTV was on, great, all i need is some 12 tahun get on stage and sing like they think they are cool! and sing baby, ohh, i Cinta ya shawty over and over...
i nested my head on the nearest pillow, wishing now that i could really sleep, i wish now that i could kedai and kedai and be me, i havent been out in ages, we have sticken together as a family, we fear if we separate and leave "him" our family will become one of this derro familys anda see on "True life" on MTB. i might jsut start Penulisan my speach now.
"Herro, my names (snort) Alice (wipes booger on Ros faces and chuckle)"
I giggled. i was shocked? the first good emotion in what feels like a MILLION YEARS!
"Hi EVERYONE IM BELLA angsa, swan AND IM HEAR TO SING TO anda ALL HERE, I HOPE anda ENJOY!" the tv spoke to me.
WHAT! Edward heard, and rushed to my side.
"What?"" his face torn.... Wow,, not only has his hati, tengah-tengah been shot and bleed out but soo has imortal beauty.