Lilith let out a sigh. But not just any sort of sigh, but a long and exasperated one that ended in a groan. "And nothing was gained from this story at all. There was a reason that I had taken the time to tell it." She said with a small gesture of hand. "You know, some things are better left to be unsaid by those who know nothing of them. Especially as it is when it comes to individual people. I don't believe that those who are just souls stuffed into a toy have a say in such matters, because that is not the response of a person. If things have gotten this far with this Wiezen fellow, then I know that somewhere along the road, he has admitted to many things. He may have even apologized for many things along the way. But most are either to stupid to realize it, or being blinded by the words of someone who only seeks to see things fail because of their own intentions. Or maybe putting one person in the same categories as others is something that will never work to anyone's benefit. But something I must say, is that the worst feeling a man could ever have is one that singles him out as an outcast. And as far as I'm concerned, the only time that I've ever tried to "get back" anything, is if it was worth it. Now I can honestly say that there are things that may never be learned or understood by even the elderly souls." She sighed once more and picked herself up from the bed. "And if there's something that I can say, it's that comparing one person's relationship with another's his completely ludicrous and insulting. And no matter how much one is willing to sit and sulk, it will never bring anything to hand. Most individuals in this world lack self-discipline and expect the world to just be given to them without a proper fight for what they desire. And I find it unnerving. Cowardly to have someone stand in the presence of another just to tell them that someone else is at fault for what they are feeling. If that's the case then neither of you has accepted anything but the sugar coated bullshit that you feed one another, and that's putting it nicely." She whispered a small chant and a pair of gauntlets appeared on her hands. "And that's precisely the problem. One thinks that they are more hurt and in pain than the other. One thinks that they are more this and that than the other. Its sickening." She spoke dully. Her attention turned fully to Helga now. "Instead of one being at fault, isn't it both of your faults?" The bed sheets twisted and threw itself to the ceiling for a moment. "Instead of thinking of only yourself, aren't you both in pain? Aren't you both suffering?" Her emerald eyes then gazed over to the bear. "And you...I knew I'd recognized the sound of your voice from somewhere. Stop filling people's heads with you crap you soulless knit. Your opinions have done nothing but tear apart things so far, I'd assume, yes?" She waved her hands over her feet and legs and greaves covered them in armor. "If you would really blame this on one person not willing to admit their own sins, which I highly doubt, then here I'll say this. The young witch of that story had to kill her husband because that's what he wanted in the end. He knew what would happen if he would return to her, so he gave her his heart beforehand. He knew that the urges he had wouldn't be able to be kept at bay, therefore, he went to put distance between them no matter how hard it hurt him to do so. And men like this only stop trying to fight it when there's no other choice. Just so he wouldn't hurt her. Or would you have rather him return and slaughter her along with his own children? I think not. And the witch didn't tell lies, she just stated all of the bad aspects of her husband that she had come to witness. The worst of him. And if there is something she came to understand, it was that certain things are said for a reason. But what baffles me most...is how much people think that the name "Quartz" means any other damned thing except what its meant to be. A surname. And just that. Nothing special. Nothing meaningful. Nothing more than to tell who we are, and nothing less than that. It's just a bloody name. Strip that away from us, and what are we? Just normal witches. And it seems that no one is capable of understanding that, but me." She says, her hair falling gracefully over her shoulders as she spoke. "And if you want a confession, bear, just know that the witch within that tale was no other than I, minus the addition of children. And that young man was someone that I truly cared dearly for. But if it was one thing, I would never compare him to the likes of anyone else because he meant that much to me." She gave her shoulders a small shrug and pauldrons appeared upon them. "However, I do not think that any of this generation will be able to understand what that means, to have someone that you cannot compare to anyone but themselves. And that, is truly sad." She paused for a moment. "Have you ever thought of how it must feel to never be properly understood? Or has that not been taken into consideration yet?" She asked to no one in particular with a raised eyebrow. "Oh but yes, I take it that things are becoming less understood." She flexed her fingers within her gauntlets before a chest plate of magic appeared over her chest and strapped itself to her. "How easy do you think holding something as dangerous as the Mark of Carnage back is? Do you assume that it is just some walk in the forest? If anything, you should be willing to try and appreciate that he's taken both you and the children into consideration instead of feeding in to something of that tier. Honestly, I'm surprised he hasn't done so yet. So tell me, what seems to be the problem? He's fighting for both you, AND his children. But not just that, but also for everyone around him. He's taking away people's marks to the best of his ability. It's completely--" She cut herself off with a chuckle and a shake of her head.
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Macross took a few minutes to level out her breathing, but was making it harder for herself to do so while placing long and separate kisses along her lover's neck, as well as biting and nibbling there to leave her signature of affection.
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Macross took a few minutes to level out her breathing, but was making it harder for herself to do so while placing long and separate kisses along her lover's neck, as well as biting and nibbling there to leave her signature of affection.
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