poem 1
The step that I took
The fear in my eyes
That electric feel that ran through my body
It got me where I am today.
It made me who I am because I am with you.
It got me to realize that things do come true,
And fairy tales aren’t always dreams.
anda and your self make me smile when I sleep at night.
And when I think about it, it always feels so right to be here with you.
poem 2
And in the end I followed my hati, tengah-tengah but tore his all apart.
I mean where we going to last.
Was it lust atau Cinta we were feeling?
I take his hand and Ciuman it goodbye
All I see is tears in his eyes.
How can I turn and walk away
How can I live with myself?
When I am putting him through so much pain?
I made him believe that we were meant to be
I made him believe that together forever him and me.
I know what his thinking
I know what I have to do.
I have to choose him over my self
I have to stay with this boy
Who in the end I could never love
But life is pain.
The step that I took
The fear in my eyes
That electric feel that ran through my body
It got me where I am today.
It made me who I am because I am with you.
It got me to realize that things do come true,
And fairy tales aren’t always dreams.
anda and your self make me smile when I sleep at night.
And when I think about it, it always feels so right to be here with you.
poem 2
And in the end I followed my hati, tengah-tengah but tore his all apart.
I mean where we going to last.
Was it lust atau Cinta we were feeling?
I take his hand and Ciuman it goodbye
All I see is tears in his eyes.
How can I turn and walk away
How can I live with myself?
When I am putting him through so much pain?
I made him believe that we were meant to be
I made him believe that together forever him and me.
I know what his thinking
I know what I have to do.
I have to choose him over my self
I have to stay with this boy
Who in the end I could never love
But life is pain.
A special world for anda and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your hati, tengah-tengah beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
when Cinta dies
Cinta is the cause of innocent cries,
As when Cinta dies,
Cinta becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the Cinta they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A Cinta that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their Cinta to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
atau is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
atau were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When Cinta dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when Cinta dies,
We fall apart inside
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Cinta is the cause of innocent cries,
As when Cinta dies,
Cinta becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the Cinta they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A Cinta that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their Cinta to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
atau is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
atau were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When Cinta dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when Cinta dies,
We fall apart inside
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Drip Drop, Drip Drop,
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A Cinta that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had Cinta for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would anda know what to do,
would anda know what to say,
would anda know how hed feel,
would anda see how hes sad,
would anda understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what anda do fix things
atau make them worse,
for the better atau for the worst,
this Cinta must have been cursed
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A Cinta that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had Cinta for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would anda know what to do,
would anda know what to say,
would anda know how hed feel,
would anda see how hes sad,
would anda understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what anda do fix things
atau make them worse,
for the better atau for the worst,
this Cinta must have been cursed
Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto anda
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
anda shake and cringe
anda stare and anda wave
anda grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
anda whisper a note
anda whisper a love
anda turn to walk
but find anda can't move
anda take some breathes
and count to 10
anda hold on to chest
once again
anda start to calm down
anda start to see
anda find a mirror
and see what he now see's
anda whisper soft
but yet still clear
anda take one lebih breath
and start to quiver
anda shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could Cinta anda and still it was never enough?'
what happens seterusnya is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that anda realised
anda were lebih than enough
and anda always had been
it wasn't anda
it wasn't anda and him
it was him that anda didn't see
who played anda along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto anda
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
anda shake and cringe
anda stare and anda wave
anda grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
anda whisper a note
anda whisper a love
anda turn to walk
but find anda can't move
anda take some breathes
and count to 10
anda hold on to chest
once again
anda start to calm down
anda start to see
anda find a mirror
and see what he now see's
anda whisper soft
but yet still clear
anda take one lebih breath
and start to quiver
anda shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could Cinta anda and still it was never enough?'
what happens seterusnya is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that anda realised
anda were lebih than enough
and anda always had been
it wasn't anda
it wasn't anda and him
it was him that anda didn't see
who played anda along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As anda know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and kambing biri-biri (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, atau mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, belukar, bush ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some puisi that the belukar, bush had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", anda know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some puisi that the belukar, bush had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", anda know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and Cinta another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and Cinta another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I berkata was true.
And when I berkata I Cinta you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought anda would be there through the times that I needed anda the most.
I thought anda would be there to help me
When your Cinta was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking anda would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I berkata was true.
And when I berkata I Cinta you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought anda would be there through the times that I needed anda the most.
I thought anda would be there to help me
When your Cinta was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking anda would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My Cinta So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Ciuman and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This Cinta is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But lebih dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see anda someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My Cinta So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Ciuman and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This Cinta is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But lebih dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see anda someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.