As most of anda know I wrote a letter to my friend who's a girl that I'm in Cinta with. I gave it to her early at school, I told her not to read it until she got utama and not to tell anyone about it, especially her boyfriend. When she got utama and she read it she called me and it turns out she loves me too. I use to ask her if she had those kind of feelings for me and she berkata no but today she told me she lied. So this is what Disney Cinta feels like! WE'RE IN LOVE! She's going to break up with her boyfriend but it's not just because it me. Actually she thinks he's really clingy and that he's kinda a creepy stalker with disturbing thoughts. CuteDiana suggested that I tunjuk everyone my letter, so here it is.

hei Candice, it’s me Chris! Look I know you’re moving away but I wish that I could do something to stop anda from leaving. I’ve had other Friends alih to different schools but it was different with anda because you’re lebih than just my best friend. In choir I was trying not to cry and to hold back the tears so anda wouldn’t see me cry. I got really mad at anda and berkata that I hated anda but anda know I didn’t really mean it. Actually the truth is that I actually think of anda as lebih than a best friend atau a sister. When I got utama I listened to sad Cinta songs and I cried, than I realized why I was crying because it takes something really strong to make me cry. When I was thinking about anda I had knots in my stomach and I really care about you. Actually I felt that every time I thought about you, and it took me a long while to realize it but I’m in Cinta with you.

I know that we sort of tried to tarikh during freshman tahun but that didn’t really count because it was only for a day. Messing that up sejak breaking up with anda was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. I was just scared because I was afraid of committing to a relationship and if it didn’t work out what would happen to our friendship. I know what anda and Ryan are together but I really wanted anda to know how I feel. If anda truly Cinta Ryan lebih than anything and would to anything to be with him, I’ll just leave anda alone. Ryan’s our friend and I don’t want to make him mad at me for stealing anda from him. anda and Ryan have known each other since kindergarten and I’ve only known anda since freshman year. However ever since we broke up I kept thinking if anda and me were meant to be. I even sometimes had dreams where we were at school and a natural disaster happened, I thought we would die and I berkata that I loved you. I kept thinking if anda and me were like one of those stories where the main character and the best friend fall in love, but they were unaware of their real feelings until the end.

I know anda use to think of me that way and I don’t know if anda still do but if anda do than tell me. Even if anda don’t we’ll always be best friends. Also I wish anda would try to convince your mom to let anda stay here and not go to a different school because you’re the only one at school who keeps me sane. You’re the only unique girl at the school the others are either stuck-up snobs, perky girly girls, girls who are messed up(like on drugs, smoking, atau got pregnant) and angry with their parents, atau Emo’s/Goths who cut themselves. I can’t go on without you! I need anda sejak my side at school! I can’t live without anda because my life wouldn’t be complete without you. Please just try to convince her! Even if anda can’t and anda do Cinta me, I’ll get my license and drive to see anda every Saturday. I’ll call anda everyday to talk to you! Even if anda don’t Cinta me I’ll still call anda every hari to talk to you. I would give up everything to have anda stay here! I’ll be a nicer person, I’ll be less aggressive, I’ll be less hotheaded, in fact I’d even give up my career as a book writer!

Even if you’re hati, tengah-tengah was never meant to be mine, we’ll always be best friends. I wanted to take a chance and see what would happen. If you’re truly happy with Ryan and Cinta him than I’ll be happy for you. You’re happiness is my happiness! I know anda don’t want to leave and anda won’t be happy so anda really should try to stay! Please stay! I don’t wanna lose you! Without anda I won’t be able to make it through high school. Even if anda don’t Cinta me please at least try! I didn’t know what would happen if I didn’t try to tell anda about this and I’m still scared. So what do anda have to lose? Your mom is just running away from her problems and that’s something parents are suppose to teach kids not to do! I’d do anything to help anda stay! I Cinta you! You’re nice, funny, pretty, entertaining, a good friend, and the most unique person I’ve ever met! Please don’t leave me, I Cinta you!