THIS IS ONLY MY saat peminat FIC... I HOPE anda ENJOY THIS! THIS HAS lebih TO DO OF THE EMOTIONS OF BLAIR AND CHUCK... I TRIED TO CAPTURE THEIR MOOD! YOUR komen-komen WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!__________________________________________________How could he do this to her again? how could he come to her and basically fall into her arms then abandon her AGAIN? she was mad... not mad at him but mad at herself for falling asleep...

serena had been calling her once an jam since it happened... serena grew worried... blair's "condition" had gotten so bad since he left. she believed that blair was past mourning, past forgetting, she was on an emotional shutdown... she didnt speak... she ate little and threw up alot... blairs mother barely noticed because cyrus rose took all her undivided attention... blair was grieving the loss of her love...

when blair was told chuck was in her bedroom the night of her moms wedding sejak the housekeeper Dorota she was intent on yelling at him until one of them ended up crying... but when she was him... his eyes red, and hair messy, staring blankly at her... her hati, tengah-tengah melted... she hugged him so tight she had to stop for a saat to make sure he was still breathing... she had told chuck bass that she loves him. she had tried desperatly to get him to stay... but in that moment when they lay there together in her bed... him silently sleeping and her staring at him and holding on to him she forgot everything bad that had ever happened to them... she wanted that moment to last forever...

she tried to grab for him but he wasnt there... the only thing left was his letter:

I'm sorry for everything.
anda deserve much better.
Don't come looking for me.
-Chuck

she shook her head because she didnt believe what he was telling her! she didnt believe she deserves better... she believed she had who she needed... she was of course going to look for him but then decided not to. thats when the emotional shut down started. she decided there was no point in looking for him. he wouldnt be found. she was sure of it. she layed back down and rested her body in the spot he lay silently only an jam ago...that was over a week an a half ago... but she felt numb.. her life just passin sejak quickly she tried her hardest not to think about him.

"Blair?! Earth to Blair?!" Serena yelled and waved her hand in front of her best Friends face."oh yeah what were anda saying?" Blair said."Blair I was saying that my mom called...chuck's... uncle Jack and he found... Chuck... in Bangkok. There coming here right now!" Serena berkata in a tone of something between sarcasm and excitement.

Blairs hati, tengah-tengah sped up even sejak the mention of his name. she ran downstairs strapped on her Monolo's and ran out the door. she stood there in the cold New York air for what seemed ike forever but in reality was 15 minutes. the bass limo drove up to a spot close to where she was standing. Serena gripped Blair's hand. after all she didnt know Chuck's condition.

Jack bass lifted Chuck out of the limo in one pantas, swift movement. as blair saw the unconcious Chuck she closed her eyes then quickly opened them again. she helped him up to the van Der bass Suite. as Jack lay him on his bed... blair got a stray blanket and put it over his legs. she lay there seterusnya to him gripping his hand in hers and crying soft tears of joy and grief.

"Whoa, is that my nephew's girlfriend?" Jack interuppted Serena's thinking. "Oh well it is much lebih complicated then that, Jack!" she berkata using her charm. "And who might anda be?" he asked. "Serena van der Woodsen, Chucks step sister!" she reached out her hand for him to shake but instead found her self in his hug. "It is so lovely to meet anda Ms. Serena! Now where is your... mother? I presume." He said. "She is in the dapur making some teh for Chuck. This way." she gestured him towards the kitchen. When the conversation between her mother and Mr. bass got dull she strode back towards Chuck's bedroom. She slightly opened the door and saw Blair still in the same position she was when she last saw her but this time she was gently rocking him from side to side. he still lay there unconcious.

TO BE CONTINUED...