Trying to get this STUPID FREAKING DRAWING to be perfect but it isn't working very well at all because I'm just not good enough to get things to be perfect every time now am I?
I'm also busy feeling pointlessly sorry for myself and telling myself how foolish I am for not doing any of my homework because I'm too selfish, foolish, and worthless to even want to do it because I just don't care anymore and I'm tired of caring.
In other words I'm doing my normal, emotional, downward spiral that's become all too common for me anymore. Please excuse me while I break down and slam my head against the dinding until I freaking bleed atau something and crawl into a cave and just hide my stupid self away from the rest of the world forever. Sorry for the mess.
You're going to have a life filled with nothing but a Cinta for sanitation, perfection, balance, numbers, and the beauty that lies in between and will take this idea to such an extreme that anda will have hardly any room left in your hati, tengah-tengah to Cinta anything else and those things will become the only things that anda have to live for and anda will become severely depressed when anda can't have any of these things and have them in the exact way that anda want them. That doesn't sound like much fun to me. (Oh, and please don't reply to this. I'll have it at exactly 8 hidden komen-komen and I don't want to ruin that.)
No really, I'm playing TS3 on the family computer while doing everything else on my laptop. I actually forgot about the trackpad on my laptop so I was trying to use the tetikus for the main computer and for five minit I was like "COME ON anda STUPID THING, WORK ALREADY!" "Oh wait..." *Blonde moment*
Answering this question..... And thinking abbot my komen-komen on the picture for mean girls up there somewhere and thinking that the people in my band don't do thins like that, but thats a lot of hormones that see each other everyday.......... Something's bound to snap for SOMEONE........
