I was in my house waiting my father and my brother
I heard something ,it's calling me since I was a kid ,and it always say "weak up" even If I'm not sleeping
I want to leave my house ,I opened the door and felt the air touching my hair ,the sun was cold in my cheeks ,it was summer ,and I feel the cold winter coming and escaping autumn
I walked away from my house , this is the first time I feel my house is very hunting that way ,while I was walking there ,I realized one thing and it was the most important thing I should realized in my dark life
I'm now a real human ,I were always close to live ,I don't want to live in a world that pretty soft Ros bleed in the light ,or Cinderella istana, castle turn to prison at night ,I walked away looking at my neighbors ,they were bleeding ,not just them ,everything ,the gardens ,the houses ,people ,animals even children ,I want to help them but they refused ,they think that I'm evil cause I hate the Warna merah jambu and green , I walked around my neighborhood ,there were a house, the door was open ,and it sounds like the house is full with people , I entered people start staring at me like I'm the town freak ,I looked at the walls ,the walls were bleeding
a man came and told me to leave for ever
thinking that I'm the one who made this world harder
I was crying ,screaming ,I don't want to leave this world ,it's seem very save and worm
he's there ,I can feel his strong steps hit the ground , people calling him the king of the earth ,he take people's money and gave them a fake emas ,a fake hope ,a fake world
he was looking at me ,I know he want to do something to me
I don't want to look at him ,that make me feel powerful ,I took my pisau ,and walked away smiling that evil smile ,he was following me ,I crossed that world to another world ,to a real world
a world that when anda see Ros ,then anda see Ros not skulls ,a world that has a mata air, air pancut of blood it was the only red blood anda can find in my real world ,a world, that black ,gray and red are the only Warna that anda can see ,people there make me their Queen
he's now behind me ,king of the fake world want to take his chance to destroy me ,but he couldn't take what he see in my world ,so he died ,he ran ,I don't care what happened to him ,he's not going to hurt me anymore ,that's what I care for

I want to close my world before anyone came ,when I looked through the door ,I saw happiness ,laughs ,roses ,birdies Singing ,I see sun ,but I know that all that was a lie ,I closed the door forever ,here I belong ,and here is save ,and here I'll be forever



(I hope anda get what I meant with all this ,and I hope anda get my point )