O_O noone know what going to happen tommarow atau what time we may have to borrow :| what did i say anda say? -.- are anda crazy? no my mind i slightly hazy.. but ... -.- live for today.. -.- and forget the past.. because moments in that hystory have allready passed... -.- even though some of those memories we might want to last... O_O someone should me a memory chest and told me the memories kept in it are the best.. -.- so i had to jest.. -.- but who am i to say? XD im just going thru these expireces hari sejak hari as we go thru trials and joys... our ... memories increase.. and they will allways unless we are now have mental peace* dead* but what when he have grow old and we allways are cold? -.- in that time we may have to rely on a another supply but =) when he rediscover these happy memories we can do not but cry......
those poems repeseent the way i feel... and my emotions will never heal.. so theres nothing to do... and those clouds will continue to grow... as me mind hati, tengah-tengah slowly start to go... no this cant be !! this cant be me!! DX do i hate my life!! beacuse its full of painfull strife! no no stop it i wont end it with a knife! im against such things as it is not natural but my minds feelings toward such matters are now null DX no.. i dont want this.. not.. me.. ple..... *Cries * why is it that once in my mind i wished that everyone dies... is it people i am starting to despise!? nooO! this c ant happen i wont let it i wont let it end and i pray that my hearts feelings do mend DX
i fall asleep and dream of a crystal stream ... the beautfull current passses by... as the wonderfull Warna makes anda want to cry.... the water shifts between yellow and blue what a strange colored hue.. then the stream spreads into a fine mist.. which is something that could be easly missed.. the dreams i have they never make sense to me.. and im sure they make even less sense to you... admit it its true.. i see spectreal clouds float by... and i give a relieved sigh... then i hear a voice who gives this reply.. "the time to dream is over , now its time to go!" i reply "NO! i will not leave.. and to these imej i will cleave!" but the voice tosses me away and awakens my mind to the light of day... what could i say? if the dream was real then today should be good..
Look at the sea... its color a sapphire blue... the sun shines on it forever for me and for you... = ) the waves... they roll up to and hit the pantai shore.. ^_^ anda stop and think to your self ... "could u ask for anymore?" as anda think of those perfect thoughts.. seagulls soar above... ... . . . . . . that would be a place were anda could fall in love.. the clouds. float thru the sky smooth and fine... anda might think.. this hari will be forever mine... it will be..you will see.. as long as the sea has its perfectly colored hue.. of the color blue... the hari will allways belong to anda
i walk thru a vast valley whilst dreaming of a flying galley *ship* as i ponder and dream i come across a sudden stream... and at that moment my face begins to glem *shine* as i look at the waters clear surfece i remember my perpose and my thoughts i finally am able to decern and thru that i am able to learn... i realize that us humans wernt raised to die. and this i know is no lie.. we never were ment to perish if we were.. our lives we wouldent cherish. when i talk to someone who wants to end there life.. as they pick up there knife.. i ask them "you want to die? but why? life is worth living even if nothing to anda is giveing." the person useally dousant respond as if those words are too beyond there comprehensin even though the ending of there life i tried to do a preventsin -.- we may have hardships and trials but dont forget thru all that we allso have smiles. im just a simple man... but these words that i speak i hope anda understand....
