All he berkata was "I Cinta you", before turning around and walking away. I knew from the way his eyes glinted that every word he berkata was true. I gasped when a (as he called it) dark corridor opened. as he entered the portal, he faced me for a fraction of a saat and berkata "goodbye". I felt my hati, tengah-tengah sink like a stone into the turquoise ocean of despare, I got that feeling every time he left. Like a part of me had gone with him, like I couldn't function properly without him there caressing me and guiding me through the depressing life I lead.
The seterusnya few days, I missed him too much. every evening I stood on the landing (where I first met him) WISHING he'd come back, but somewhere deep in my hati, tengah-tengah I knew he wouldn't. I doodled him in my spare time, and didn't speak to anyone for a week, because it felt like I'd never lay eyes on his blazing red hair, atau hear his lighthearted laugh ever again.
And to my despair I couldn't me closer to the truth.
My life seemed to be dragging now, without his face to look ke hadapan to in the evenings. But one evening he came back.
that hari had passed as usual, boring classes, boring homelife. but then in the evening, I saw it, The dark corridor that I'd yearned to see for so long. and he stepped out, but it wasn't the axel I'd come to love, he looked pained and deeply upset. I went to give him a hug when he pushed me off and berkata "GO... GET OFF ME!!" his entire body was quaking with anger and sadness. I knew that he'd never cry, but to my suprise a trickle of tears slowly crept out of his amazing eyes. "I can't come and see anda any more. it's roxas... he's gone... though he di-" "WAIT WHO IS ROXAS??" I asked, thinking out loud really. but I got an answer sooner than I'd expected. "He's a friend... but he's gone, he killed himself to save that JERK of a body and soul... I hate him!!" Braking away from my embrace he opened the dark corridor and ran through.
I knew then HE was GONE...
the end
The seterusnya few days, I missed him too much. every evening I stood on the landing (where I first met him) WISHING he'd come back, but somewhere deep in my hati, tengah-tengah I knew he wouldn't. I doodled him in my spare time, and didn't speak to anyone for a week, because it felt like I'd never lay eyes on his blazing red hair, atau hear his lighthearted laugh ever again.
And to my despair I couldn't me closer to the truth.
My life seemed to be dragging now, without his face to look ke hadapan to in the evenings. But one evening he came back.
that hari had passed as usual, boring classes, boring homelife. but then in the evening, I saw it, The dark corridor that I'd yearned to see for so long. and he stepped out, but it wasn't the axel I'd come to love, he looked pained and deeply upset. I went to give him a hug when he pushed me off and berkata "GO... GET OFF ME!!" his entire body was quaking with anger and sadness. I knew that he'd never cry, but to my suprise a trickle of tears slowly crept out of his amazing eyes. "I can't come and see anda any more. it's roxas... he's gone... though he di-" "WAIT WHO IS ROXAS??" I asked, thinking out loud really. but I got an answer sooner than I'd expected. "He's a friend... but he's gone, he killed himself to save that JERK of a body and soul... I hate him!!" Braking away from my embrace he opened the dark corridor and ran through.
I knew then HE was GONE...
the end
