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It was my 18th birthday. Something Alice had the itch to throw..*sigh* I dont like partys, and i dont like attention. But my wishes seem like dreams when it comes to the Cullens. Do i need a new radio for my truck? No. But Emmett desides to rip it out and put in a new one without notice. Do i need my own fancy room at their house? No. But they get me one anyway.
So when i directly berkata "NO PARTY" Alice had the urge to throw me one.
Anyway, since there was no chance in arguing, i got my fancy green dress out, let my hair fall down to my shoulders..and curled it just a bit. i was getting a jaket when i heard Edwards volvo purr and moan as it came into my driveway. i opened the door and gasped. Edward was wearing a light blue button baju with black pants and his hair was as always..messed into a perfect mess. i slowly investigated him, slowly reaching into his soft golden eyes.
His crooked smile made me forget to breath..crap! what was my name?
he kissed me gently, and as soon as he started, he leaned away. him and his stupid precautions...
i sighed. he laughed a little. "Happy Birthday love" he said. i smiled. "Thanks.." i said, remembering to frown. "what?" he berkata making his own perfect frown. "The.." "party will be fine" he finished my sentence. i grumbled and closed the door.
we were heading up to his house, when i got the Rama-rama again. carlisle would be there. i had a "moment" the last time i saw him. edward and the rest of the family were hunting while my dad was away. carlisle volentered to watch me since he was still good on the blood thirst.
we were in the living room watching a scary movie when i was so scared i hid in carlisles chest...his , mucsles, coldness, and his arm around my waist was so...couple-e-ish...and we were so close to kissing..
"whats wrong?" edward asked. i didnt even relize he got out of the car to open my door for me. "nothing, just re-thinking about this party..again" i berkata as we went to the door hand-in-hand. i was then greeted sejak Esme and Alice, who sang "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA!" i blushed and went into the living room. Emmett was smiling like a doofess (like always) and started wiggling his eyes at me. "hey little sis" he berkata as he gave me a huge hug. "Emmett?" i said. "hmm?" "can anda let me go now? im running out of breath!" i moaned. "oh!" he let go still smiling. rose waved a little, frowning at the very sight of me...typical. "hey rose" i berkata softly. "Happy..um..yea..birthday" she frowned more. rose HATED the fact i was living and growing..changing as she stood frozen. i knew it...the story comes from her eyes.
Alice took a picture of me and Edward..."hey is that my camera?" i berkata as i noticed my intioals imprinted on the left side. "oh, yea..sorry i found it on your bag..hope anda dont mind me using it?" she bit her lip. "its ok" i informed her.
My Rama-rama stared fluttering in my stomach again as carlisle came down the stairs. he looked at me...a moment of memory shown threw his eyes. i blushed and looked down. one minit he was on bahagian, atas of the stairs, the seterusnya minit he was inches away from me and Edward. "Happy birthday Bella" he smiled. "thanks carlisle" i berkata looking at him threw my lashes.
i was opening presents, when Esme handed me hers. it was a card, tied with a fancy red ribbon. on the front of it was my name. "Bella" and i could tell it was Carlisles kuno, fesyen lama currsive writing. i breathed in and slid my finger in between the fold. on my way, i slit my finger just a bit, but enough to make it bleed. my nose wrinkled at the smell, "suuuhhhh , papercut" i looked up to see a sight, one anda never want to see.
jasper was running at full speed, smelling my blood made him thirsty. within seconds, edward pushed me into a desk, saving me from jasper, then throwing him into a piano. him, not giving up, lunched toward me again, only carlisle and emmett grabing him tightly..pulling him away and into the backyard. alice and esme followed, carlisle coming back in. "edward, i think anda should go with jasper..he needs reasurence" Edward looked as though he wanted to disobey, but he walked out, rose following him.
we were in his office, as carlisle stitched my arm up..having a guage from the glass that i broke with my fall. i grabbed his side, holding my arm up. every once in a while i glanced up at him. he was pulling out a shard when i gasped, the pain hurt lebih then it did since it was made.
"sorry Bella" he berkata softly. "its okay..it takes pain to ease pain" i smiled up at him. he smiled back. after a few minit i re-thought about our last incounter..and asked him about it. "carlisle, your married, have ..."kids" i cant stop thinking about..the last time we were ..alone" i looked down.
he was finished with my arm he sat on his chair...motioning for me to sit on his lap. i shook my head no way. he sighed and motioned again. i gave up. and then sat on his lap. he grabbed my waist, holding me to him. "i cant help it bella...your smell, your look..the way anda even talk makes me feel this weird...love-e-ish feeling...i cant help it.." he looked as though he was going to cry. "i feel the same way" i berkata ...feeling weird as i did so.
i wasnt expecting it, but he pulled me up to his face...slowly breathing in and closing his eyes. "i think i need to tell anda something" he berkata with slow persiosion. "hmm?" i mumbled.
"i think im in Cinta with anda Bella"
"i feel the same way" i repeated my words with a seriousness tint in my tone.
It was my 18th birthday. Something Alice had the itch to throw..*sigh* I dont like partys, and i dont like attention. But my wishes seem like dreams when it comes to the Cullens. Do i need a new radio for my truck? No. But Emmett desides to rip it out and put in a new one without notice. Do i need my own fancy room at their house? No. But they get me one anyway.
So when i directly berkata "NO PARTY" Alice had the urge to throw me one.
Anyway, since there was no chance in arguing, i got my fancy green dress out, let my hair fall down to my shoulders..and curled it just a bit. i was getting a jaket when i heard Edwards volvo purr and moan as it came into my driveway. i opened the door and gasped. Edward was wearing a light blue button baju with black pants and his hair was as always..messed into a perfect mess. i slowly investigated him, slowly reaching into his soft golden eyes.
His crooked smile made me forget to breath..crap! what was my name?
he kissed me gently, and as soon as he started, he leaned away. him and his stupid precautions...
i sighed. he laughed a little. "Happy Birthday love" he said. i smiled. "Thanks.." i said, remembering to frown. "what?" he berkata making his own perfect frown. "The.." "party will be fine" he finished my sentence. i grumbled and closed the door.
we were heading up to his house, when i got the Rama-rama again. carlisle would be there. i had a "moment" the last time i saw him. edward and the rest of the family were hunting while my dad was away. carlisle volentered to watch me since he was still good on the blood thirst.
we were in the living room watching a scary movie when i was so scared i hid in carlisles chest...his , mucsles, coldness, and his arm around my waist was so...couple-e-ish...and we were so close to kissing..
"whats wrong?" edward asked. i didnt even relize he got out of the car to open my door for me. "nothing, just re-thinking about this party..again" i berkata as we went to the door hand-in-hand. i was then greeted sejak Esme and Alice, who sang "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA!" i blushed and went into the living room. Emmett was smiling like a doofess (like always) and started wiggling his eyes at me. "hey little sis" he berkata as he gave me a huge hug. "Emmett?" i said. "hmm?" "can anda let me go now? im running out of breath!" i moaned. "oh!" he let go still smiling. rose waved a little, frowning at the very sight of me...typical. "hey rose" i berkata softly. "Happy..um..yea..birthday" she frowned more. rose HATED the fact i was living and growing..changing as she stood frozen. i knew it...the story comes from her eyes.
Alice took a picture of me and Edward..."hey is that my camera?" i berkata as i noticed my intioals imprinted on the left side. "oh, yea..sorry i found it on your bag..hope anda dont mind me using it?" she bit her lip. "its ok" i informed her.
My Rama-rama stared fluttering in my stomach again as carlisle came down the stairs. he looked at me...a moment of memory shown threw his eyes. i blushed and looked down. one minit he was on bahagian, atas of the stairs, the seterusnya minit he was inches away from me and Edward. "Happy birthday Bella" he smiled. "thanks carlisle" i berkata looking at him threw my lashes.
i was opening presents, when Esme handed me hers. it was a card, tied with a fancy red ribbon. on the front of it was my name. "Bella" and i could tell it was Carlisles kuno, fesyen lama currsive writing. i breathed in and slid my finger in between the fold. on my way, i slit my finger just a bit, but enough to make it bleed. my nose wrinkled at the smell, "suuuhhhh , papercut" i looked up to see a sight, one anda never want to see.
jasper was running at full speed, smelling my blood made him thirsty. within seconds, edward pushed me into a desk, saving me from jasper, then throwing him into a piano. him, not giving up, lunched toward me again, only carlisle and emmett grabing him tightly..pulling him away and into the backyard. alice and esme followed, carlisle coming back in. "edward, i think anda should go with jasper..he needs reasurence" Edward looked as though he wanted to disobey, but he walked out, rose following him.
we were in his office, as carlisle stitched my arm up..having a guage from the glass that i broke with my fall. i grabbed his side, holding my arm up. every once in a while i glanced up at him. he was pulling out a shard when i gasped, the pain hurt lebih then it did since it was made.
"sorry Bella" he berkata softly. "its okay..it takes pain to ease pain" i smiled up at him. he smiled back. after a few minit i re-thought about our last incounter..and asked him about it. "carlisle, your married, have ..."kids" i cant stop thinking about..the last time we were ..alone" i looked down.
he was finished with my arm he sat on his chair...motioning for me to sit on his lap. i shook my head no way. he sighed and motioned again. i gave up. and then sat on his lap. he grabbed my waist, holding me to him. "i cant help it bella...your smell, your look..the way anda even talk makes me feel this weird...love-e-ish feeling...i cant help it.." he looked as though he was going to cry. "i feel the same way" i berkata ...feeling weird as i did so.
i wasnt expecting it, but he pulled me up to his face...slowly breathing in and closing his eyes. "i think i need to tell anda something" he berkata with slow persiosion. "hmm?" i mumbled.
"i think im in Cinta with anda Bella"
"i feel the same way" i repeated my words with a seriousness tint in my tone.
sejak the time Benjamin was a full grown boy, the girls were almost grown too. It saddened me to know that, yes I would have to KILL my own daughters to make them live on with me.
I had realized that not one of my older daughters atau sons stood behind me anymore. They had quickly dispersed after Rennesmee's death. Now we were alone, forever moving around the world. I knew something was coming though, something to do with Benjamin.
I sighed, once again, I was pregnant. I couldn't deal with not having a baby now that I'd experienced it. Carlisle didn't care anymore, he wasn't even around. I had my suspicions, Bella. But he wouldn't do that again, would he? This time it wouldn't be worth it if he did.
But I didn't care. I didn't care about any of it anymore. Nothing mattered except.....I knew my son, and my son was not pure. He was evil. Possessed sejak Rennesmee I knew I would have to kill him, for good.
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I had realized that not one of my older daughters atau sons stood behind me anymore. They had quickly dispersed after Rennesmee's death. Now we were alone, forever moving around the world. I knew something was coming though, something to do with Benjamin.
I sighed, once again, I was pregnant. I couldn't deal with not having a baby now that I'd experienced it. Carlisle didn't care anymore, he wasn't even around. I had my suspicions, Bella. But he wouldn't do that again, would he? This time it wouldn't be worth it if he did.
But I didn't care. I didn't care about any of it anymore. Nothing mattered except.....I knew my son, and my son was not pure. He was evil. Possessed sejak Rennesmee I knew I would have to kill him, for good.
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NOTE: This tajuk is perfect so thanks K for posting this right before I started Penulisan this! :)
As Benjamin grew, my suspicions did too. What I had initially thought correct was wrong. He was not human, even with the extra doses of the antidote Carlisle had telah diberi me during the pregnancy. His abilities were beyond normal, and his eyes were the same dark brown of that of a hungry "vegetarian" vampire.
I had been slipping animal blood into his bottle since he was born, and when I did, he sucked it down. But his personality was what struck me right. Everything reminded me of my granddaughter.
The laugh, the smile. The way his hair hung in tight curls on-top his head. His porselin skin and the brightness of his ways. But most importantly the way his voice never was there just his thoughts. anda could tell no one wanted to believe it, but this was Rennesmee, reincarnated.
Sorry it was short! :)
As Benjamin grew, my suspicions did too. What I had initially thought correct was wrong. He was not human, even with the extra doses of the antidote Carlisle had telah diberi me during the pregnancy. His abilities were beyond normal, and his eyes were the same dark brown of that of a hungry "vegetarian" vampire.
I had been slipping animal blood into his bottle since he was born, and when I did, he sucked it down. But his personality was what struck me right. Everything reminded me of my granddaughter.
The laugh, the smile. The way his hair hung in tight curls on-top his head. His porselin skin and the brightness of his ways. But most importantly the way his voice never was there just his thoughts. anda could tell no one wanted to believe it, but this was Rennesmee, reincarnated.
Sorry it was short! :)
Carlisle's POV.
When she rounded the corner I saw the most beautiful girl.
Renesmee was in a navy blue non-wedding dress,her hair was red and had ringlets,her lips were bright red and her skin was a beautiful white color.
As she drew closer I could see that her eyes were wide with excitment and sparkleing.
When I berkata "I do."Renesmee burst into tears,when Renesmee berkata "I do."I was very happy.
When the preacher berkata "You may Ciuman the bride."
I bent over Renesmee,took her head in my hands,and gingerly kissed here on the lips.The taste on my lips when we kissed was sweet and tasty.The Ciuman lasted for several wonderful minutes.
When I started to pull away,Renesmee wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me back to her,I kissed her once lebih and then pulled away.
I took her hand within my own and turned to face forward.We walked down the isle,out the door to go to Isle Esme.
When we arived,we went to the bedroom and tried.
When she rounded the corner I saw the most beautiful girl.
Renesmee was in a navy blue non-wedding dress,her hair was red and had ringlets,her lips were bright red and her skin was a beautiful white color.
As she drew closer I could see that her eyes were wide with excitment and sparkleing.
When I berkata "I do."Renesmee burst into tears,when Renesmee berkata "I do."I was very happy.
When the preacher berkata "You may Ciuman the bride."
I bent over Renesmee,took her head in my hands,and gingerly kissed here on the lips.The taste on my lips when we kissed was sweet and tasty.The Ciuman lasted for several wonderful minutes.
When I started to pull away,Renesmee wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me back to her,I kissed her once lebih and then pulled away.
I took her hand within my own and turned to face forward.We walked down the isle,out the door to go to Isle Esme.
When we arived,we went to the bedroom and tried.