Dream Diary Article: RIP: Melody: LIFE

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posted by SongGirl50701

13 year old me..

Dear Friends and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own Friends told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being Friends when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, anda came back at the time I wanted to die. anda wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck anda Melody."

I can see anda now, and you've started controlling my emotions and my movements. anda have gotten me to studder. anda took my colorful sights and replaced it with my sadness and tears I never try crying out.

In my utama classroom...we were learning about Isaac Newton, and everyone was saying that I could be the one like him to keep myself locked in my room for years working on something. It's true. I bet I could because I never died yet.

Melody, I have has enough. Why do anda still bug me? Why do anda call me a cunt? Remember that hari anda gave me a mental breakdown while I cried to Mallory for help and a friend left. Sure, anda became stronger. Only, everyone makes mistakes and anda just did. anda left me alone for awhile because I havn't heard from anda sejak two days and 75%. Well, I know I am SG (Song Girl) and I know anda are just trying to kill me for leaving. I will listen to the noises and not the voices. No lebih screaming but lebih of my tones. lebih of me and less of Melody the voice. Sure, I created LA (The Lonely Angel) but I believe. I want others to believe in LA because she killed herself. She ended up killing her friend after going on a dangerous journey. Her friend died from one of you. The vioces. I may seem crazy but I will get help. No matter how much I don't want to, I still will have too.

I created a song about anda Melody. I picture as the perfect girl of me,but no one is perfect. For someone like you- I could see anda as if anda died and is haunting me. anda have a busted lip now, bloody eyes, cuts and bruises on you, and I feel so sorry for you... Your face seems like it just continuesly cried forever..I want to help but I don't know how.

For about seven years I am afriad of mirrors. I look in the mirror to see a killer. A face I can't and don't want to claim. I now think I'm ugly. I am even called ugly and other names too. I can't hide my mistakes and I have to run for my life. I want to get out alive. How? I gotta run for it.

My life time sejak years of age- terrible..

not born yet- Daddy, stop killing me and my twin

born-why did my twin give its self to me, it was lebih beautiful and healthier

1 year- this sucks. I;m so small...

2 years- who am I? Mommy, who's daddy?

3 years- I'm sick mommy, keep me away from daddy.

4 years- giggles. I was dropped on my head...

5 years- dad hurted me mommy...he hurt me,mommy where are you? Can I die now?

6 years- Mom, come home! You'll never come back will you?

7 years- Oh God, the mirror wants to kill me. Don't anda see that face too?

8 years- who am I anymore?

9 years- Mom, dad wants to kill you. I've been listening...

10 years- dad tried. He burned our house... so why was I so calm?

11 years- This place is strange...from the streets to this woman's house, get me the HELL OUT.

12- This rent house is OK. I found two Friends and no one can steal them. My arms hurts and my stomach is poisned but I'll be OK.

13- I'm SG. Back off Melody. anda nearly just took my life. it started at 7 when I saw anda again. I am the killer to myself as I hold anda inside. Back off and let me live my life...

-----------------------------------I was left all alone. I have run away 3 times and cut myself about 38 times. i use to count with Melody,and now its my turn for her to hear me out...

Sneak Peak of the lryics:

I've gotta unfold this riddle in my heart, unlock this misspoke and deadlock mind.
Today is for this new generation of me for my happy ending, I've gotta run for my life if I wanna get out.
(Oh,oh,) So far this melody in my head is killing me and my body won't forsaken with one last beat.

Are anda ready?
OK.
Who's got the upper beat?
You.

AOWY.

Stop yourself from falling in a person's hands because they're bond to steal it away. Keep if from your evil bullying spirit and fight it with your faith. Break it down to the happy true inner side of you.

Fight For Life (FFL),
SG

A Good Fake Smile..

Me <->Kat

B-E-A-UTIFUL

Street Sweet

Melody, RIP

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Hatred The Deadly Sin

posted by malmcd

Hatred

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And anda know what I am capable of.
For I am a human instinct,
And yet a daemon from the Pit,
And anda must beware of me,
For I can kill anda in the end.

I am the reason
You hold a grudge against your friend,
For I am the reason anda cannot forgive him,
And I am also the reason why anda murdered
The man who wronged anda in plain sight.

I am the reason
That Jacob and Esau fought so
Badly and yet held a grudge.
I am also the reason why Cain and Abel
Did not get along,
And why Cain murdered Abel,
His own brother.

I am the reason why the Israelites
Made the Golden Calf
While Moses...

Greed The Deadly Sin

posted by malmcd

Greed

Do anda want everything in life?
Do anda always want everything?
Anything anda can ever imagine?

My friend, I am your worst enemy.
I am the reason anda are
So materialistic and so miserable,
For anda know that I am
One of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And anda know that I will kill you
Eventually,
And it amuses me to see anda suffer.

All anda want is money
And lebih money,
And anda want the newest car,
The newest cell phone,
Expensive watches,
The newest TV,
The newest appliances,
The new iPad,
And the new iPhone.

Money is your god,
And anda have forgotten about Him,
The one who has telah diberi anda everything,
The one who is the reason...

Sloth The Deadly Sin

posted by malmcd

Sloth

'Do anda ever get off the couch, sir?
Do anda ever get off the sofa, kerusi panjang and stop watching TV?
Do anda ever go for a run?
Do anda ever simply walk around atau exercise outside?
Do anda just play video games all day, sir?
Do anda even do any work?
Man, anda are lazy! '

I would not be surprised if someone
Said this to you, my friend,
For I am the cause of it all.
I am one of the Deadly Sins,
As anda humans call me,
For I am what makes people a lazy bum.

I am a daemon from the pits of hell,
As are all my other brothers,
But I must say,
That I am not a sin,
But rather a human instinct.
And it amuses me to see anda sit around...

If Tears Left Scars....

posted by malmcd

If tears left scars then the world would know who anda truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would tunjuk them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would tunjuk them your pain and sadness that anda always have tried to keep in
But one hari anda just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because anda long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one anda want most is breaking anda but anda still Cinta him in the end?

Maybe it's all of those things...
atau maybe your just hurt and afraid that anda can never fix your self again...

If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in lebih ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that hari comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...

Fierce & Cinta
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald

Surround Me in Darkness- Chapter 3

posted by allicyn1234

I woke up to Moms voice
"Anneri I need anda too go out to the vines today!" Me and Anneri lay on the floor, me against the wall, Anneri pressed into my chest. At Moms call Anneri sat up, her black hair a mess.
"Coming Mommie!" she shouted and quickly ran a brush through her hair, grabbed her hoodie and grabbed her usual sack. I walked with her into the kitchen, Dad was sprawled out sitting in a chair his face on the table. Not surprisingly, another bottle in his hand. Mom handed Anneri a bottle of water and brushed Anneri's hair out of her eye.
"You know which vines to pick right? And which...

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There's A Crack In My Heart...

posted by malmcd

There's a crack in my hati, tengah-tengah from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.

My hati, tengah-tengah has your name written all over it
My hati, tengah-tengah beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.

Why.
Why did anda leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let anda go
Your the only one that can fix my heart

But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...

I can't trusted anda
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave anda and never look back
But I can't because my hati, tengah-tengah can't last much longer

Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but anda don't hear
anda just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain

How can anda be so curl when I gave anda everything I had
Your a hati, tengah-tengah breaker
anda don't get it do you
anda broke me
and anda hurt me
and anda felt nothing...

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Through Her Eyes... Chapter One- Life No More?

posted by malmcd

Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked strawberi red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm Ciuman on the check and saying, “I Cinta anda dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I Cinta anda two.” As he turned into the seterusnya road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were...

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What Dosnt Kill Us Makes Us Stronger

posted by allicyn123

This is a little song I wrote after I herd that one song :P

(Female Solo)
What won't kill me will make me stronger
I'll try to stand a little taller even thought hurts
Tryin to keep my head up high
When other people beat me down
But I just say

What dosn't kill me makes me stronger
I'll try and stand a little taller
Then I'm lean'n over to help others up
And hold there hand when I'm trying to get braver
Trying to get smarter
Maybe when I'm dead they will understand
But my Friends pull me back up
And we will say together

(Two lebih girls sertai in)
What dosnt kill us makes us stronger
Make ourselves a little...

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Magically Gone

posted by snootygirl50701

~Magically Gone~
Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. utama that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your Angel wings won't work and anda atleast knock down your mother's diary. The Cinta twisting story will bring anda alive to the real world. Your Angel atau rama-rama, taman rama-rama wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!

This is for ALL anda fly fellows! *giggles*

♥ SnOoKiE♥
♪♪♪♪

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Magically Gone

posted by snootygirl50701

Rose

~Magically Gone~
Book 1: Blown Away
Proluage
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Dear Diary,

I never knew I was pregnant. No one would have expected it. Only,I am. Eight months pregnant with a little girl in me. I know she will be great as her owner. For her too live the life she wants to. I believe I might name her Bella atau Rocky. I'll just have to wait and see....

Love to my little girl in me,
Vanessa
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Dear Diary,

Its the ninth month. I'm ready. I hope. I'll be right her...

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Thundering Night Chapter 2- Cry

posted by allicyn123

"Just a waste of time," when the words hit me I didn't expect tue extreme shock even Dana looks back at Izzy with surprised eyes. I cant move, it hurts. Music? A waste of time? I can't even stop my mouth from barely falling open as Izzy stares back at us coldly and almost hisses "What? It's a waste of my time!" I'm sure anda wouldn't have berkata that a tahun ago I almost blurt out but I know better and just watch Izzy angrily walk away. What about all the times we spent just having a half jam a hari to at around as Izzy lightly played her gitar and I sat there Singing the lyrics. Those ads are...

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bintang Crossed Dreams...

posted by malmcd

SOME WORDS AND THERE MEANINGS

The Golden Race- Golden Race is a race to the Dream Star.

Dream Star- The Dream bintang is a magical light that can grant any wish atau dream all anda have to do is touch it.

The hati, tengah-tengah Festival- The hati, tengah-tengah Festival is the hari when the pick the three names out of the jar to go into the race.

Unica- A place (country) were the people and creatures are ruled sejak a President. The President desides what anda do when anda do it and how anda do it. There is no freedom.

Hangor- Hangor is the Capital of Unica.

Ulla- Ulla is part of Unica. It is the poorest part and it was boomed because...

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FORBIDDEN DESTINIES part 6

posted by allicyn123

Izzy's hati, tengah-tengah thumped What's happening?!?! Izzy tried to thrash out of it but nothing happened, and she tried to scream at herself as she walked down the stairs What are you!?!? and a voice rang out in her head in a snake like hissing voice that made her want to cringe My name is Trinsessa, the spirit of dark teachings, and I have been sent here to teach anda what you've wanted for quite a while... Izzy's mind swirled What is that? Trincessa laughed To be evil! Izzy felt a knot in her stomach Someone to teach me? Maybe this is for the best..... as Trincessa walked Izzy down the stairs and...

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NEWS FLASH!!!! Izzy Dana and Sasha, CHANGE

posted by allicyn123

Okay so anda know Izzy Dana and Sasha finally discover who their mothers are. But, they also realize that they have to change, this enclueds new adituides and a new look. so here are their new 'profiles'

Izzy: Izzy is now the 'leader' of her 'pack' and she makes all the disicions. she is quiet in class and completly ignores Envy Harma and Misty instead of challenging them, as for her new look, she died her hair so at the bahagian, atas until about her ears its just white but as anda go down it slowly turns blue until at her knees its completly blue and then ends at mid calf. She wears a strapless tee that...

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The Quest For Nova- Chapter 16- The soalan and Caring

posted by malmcd

Chapter 16- The soalan and Caring

    “The Omega Dimension we can’t go there!” berkata Musa
    “Remember the last time we went there!” berkata Timmy
    “We barley made it out!” berkata Flora
    “Were else is it as cold as the Omega Dimension?” Asked Viva
    “There lots of other places were it’s cold!” berkata Stella
    “Like what? Asked Artista.
    “I don’t but I bet there is!” berkata Stella.
    “I promised Lunette...

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The song of the sparrow -chapter 3 (part 1)

posted by snootygirl50701

The song of the sparrow -chapter 3 (part 1)
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Ashia placed herself up on her katil to see her baby Nokia,asleep in anjing, anak anjing form. His anjing, anak anjing bulu was black and white with sleek shinyness. Nokia bounded up and barked happily. Ashia knew what how to speak animal and smiled at his greetings.
"Yes,I'm going to that konsert and anda can come to!!!" Ashia smiles but Nokia nodds his head no! Ashia understands and kisses the bahagian, atas of his head.
Ashia gets ready and puts on a merah jambu fancy black pok- a -dot dress and fluffs her hair. Ashia grabbed her pink...

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The Quest For Nova- Chapter 13- Remembering

posted by malmcd

Chapter 13- Remembering

    “What?!!” Yelled everyone but Luna.
    “That can’t be true right Viva?” Asked Eric.
    “Yes it’s finally happened!” Yelled Luna with joy.
    “It’s not true!” berkata Rick.
    “How dare anda soalan are rights and in are Kingdom! Bow down to the rightful Princess’s of Nova for they have returned to save are home!” Yelled Luna proudly.
    “This is all happening to fast!” berkata Eclipse.
    “I’m not...

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Amber's life chapter 1

posted by Horsegirl202

Hope anda enjoy!

Him my name is Amber Stark, I am 13 years old and I live in New York city my father is Tony Stark atau Iron Man. I'm also apart of the team known as the Avengers the first teenager in the team. I like fighting with the Avengers but I can get hurt at tines, like last week where I got shot in the arm it still hurts a bit. I found out I was also a fairy only two days ago. I was walking down the trail in the woods I thought I heard something it was a strange site to see. The voice berkata " Not so sunny now are you?" I went to check it out and I saw a girl no not a normal girl but a fairy! Her hair was in pig tails and she wore orange baju and pants. This girl was named Stella fairy of the shining sun.....

This my best story I wrote so far,
Cinta Horsegirl202

Keep watch for lebih to Chapter 1

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The Quest For Nova- Chapter nine- Viva's Song

posted by malmcd

Chapter 9- Viva’s Song- The Quest For Nova

Words hurt when written
from the chore of the heart
Where pain resides
Hidden in the folds of memory
They sometimes fester and die
The shocking secret of a child
I had to dig deep
I had to convince my soul
It was okay
That secrets could be revealed
Once buried deep and safe
Away from prying eyes for years
Behind the veil of hidden tears
I used to smile
Mask in place
hiding from my devastating past
My child mind convinced it was my fault
Never wanting them to know
My innocent life shattered
Shards of mirror reflecting
the emptiness inside my soul
Never trusting
A fugitive...

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The Song of the Sparrow -chapter 1 (part 1)

posted by snootygirl50701

The Song of the Sparrow -chapter 1 (part 1)
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DEAR DAIRY,
2/5/12
Hi,as the princess of delalasiona. I here sejak had one same day.I danced at the subway and park.I got kidnapped sejak another guy,again.I met some curiously creatures. GTG!!!!

ELIGENTLY,
ASHIA MENA NOKIA
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DEAR DAIRY,
2/6/12
CONGRO!Hey,its me... Ashia Menace Nokia.I'm still curious about the people I met at woods of haydra.If that's what it's call.I NEED to know more!!! Wait,hold on someone's at my window!I need...