" I would like to Run away from You, But If anda din't come and Stop Me, I would Die..!! "

Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called Cinta to Me.. I was in Cinta and this was the Cinta at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. Cinta took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.

I turned back to face utama while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me sejak Hand.

"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.

"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.

"Can anda please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for anda on the Terrace" I requested.

"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.

I went straight to the bahagian, atas Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. atau may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.

"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, Cinta finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.

"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do anda keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced

I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.

"So would anda like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made anda so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself ke hadapan to Hug Me.

"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.

"Did anda meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently

"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.

"... atau May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell anda later" I added.

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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last hari I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.

"I Cinta You"

A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.

"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.

I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. sejak Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.

I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's hari when I was all Alone on the Roads.

Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in Cinta with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his hati, tengah-tengah one Day.

I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in katil before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.

Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.

"Where are anda Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.

I ran to Alice.

"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.

"What's Going on ??" Alice said.

"I will tell anda later" I snapped.

A part of Me didn't want to alih a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.

I leaned back in the katil and Dialed his Number.

"Oh My God.. anda finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.


I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...