Currently, my char has been training in using dark magic from the help of a guy named Dark. Now, it seems odd that she'd want to learn how to use such power when she has her light magic. She feels weak, useless, like a damsel in distress. In her eyes, her power is insignificant compared to the others. That it...serves no real purpose, that she just gets in the way.
So she tries to strengthen herself, tries to find her purpose. She wants that fear she gets when she's around a strong enemy to vanish. To stop grabbing a hold of her. But most importantly...she wants her Friends to feel proud of her. To praise her.
So here we have Dark, he radiates an aura filled with power. She's hooked on the idea of getting stronger. Stronger than Mistory, stronger than Tim. She wants to become stronger. She craves it. So what does she do?
She searches for a way to strengthen herself. Searches for someone who'd teach her lebih than just one thing (Smiting) while giving someone else a book with all sorts of things she can learn from.
So she searches and finds him. He wasn't willing at first, she had to prove herself to Dark. Which she did and he took her in. He didn't go easy on her. It hurt her severely sejak using the dark magic he was teaching her. But she kept her pain hidden from everyone, thinking the ends justify the means.
She was aware of the purple orb, several different colored orbs actually. They gave the person inside of them the dark magic they seeked for overnight but with the cost of pain. It hurt them...a lot. Egypt handled it though. She always kept her emotional and physical pain hidden.
Like when she absorbed Haka's stomach (shot) wound. It hurt a lot, but Egypt had her stomach DESTROYED before so she handled it pretty well. She prefers being physically hurt over emotionally hurt actually. So the purple orb didn't really hurt much. Getting out of the orb is a bit tricky for some.
Egypt dyed her hair white. She no longer sees herself as pure, as clean, as light. So why would she dye her own hair white? To represent purity. To hide behind the mask of her Lost purity.
She's filled with darkness now, she Lost her innocence. So the white is a lie to everyone that she's fine. That she's still the same old Egypt. Despite the fact that on the inside, she's shattered, broken and lost. She's a mess, she thinks.
She's not worth anything, she thinks. She had developed bad habits: smoking and drinking. She has also tried to kill herself when she Lost her arm, thinking that she'd be a burden on her Friends with only one arm and that she'd be needing to be saved even more. She has also...self-harmed. Her self-worth is low despite the fact that she hides behind her mask of self-confidence.
So yeah, there anda go. This is just a little insight on my character's emotions and all. I'm probably missing a lot.
So she tries to strengthen herself, tries to find her purpose. She wants that fear she gets when she's around a strong enemy to vanish. To stop grabbing a hold of her. But most importantly...she wants her Friends to feel proud of her. To praise her.
So here we have Dark, he radiates an aura filled with power. She's hooked on the idea of getting stronger. Stronger than Mistory, stronger than Tim. She wants to become stronger. She craves it. So what does she do?
She searches for a way to strengthen herself. Searches for someone who'd teach her lebih than just one thing (Smiting) while giving someone else a book with all sorts of things she can learn from.
So she searches and finds him. He wasn't willing at first, she had to prove herself to Dark. Which she did and he took her in. He didn't go easy on her. It hurt her severely sejak using the dark magic he was teaching her. But she kept her pain hidden from everyone, thinking the ends justify the means.
She was aware of the purple orb, several different colored orbs actually. They gave the person inside of them the dark magic they seeked for overnight but with the cost of pain. It hurt them...a lot. Egypt handled it though. She always kept her emotional and physical pain hidden.
Like when she absorbed Haka's stomach (shot) wound. It hurt a lot, but Egypt had her stomach DESTROYED before so she handled it pretty well. She prefers being physically hurt over emotionally hurt actually. So the purple orb didn't really hurt much. Getting out of the orb is a bit tricky for some.
Egypt dyed her hair white. She no longer sees herself as pure, as clean, as light. So why would she dye her own hair white? To represent purity. To hide behind the mask of her Lost purity.
She's filled with darkness now, she Lost her innocence. So the white is a lie to everyone that she's fine. That she's still the same old Egypt. Despite the fact that on the inside, she's shattered, broken and lost. She's a mess, she thinks.
She's not worth anything, she thinks. She had developed bad habits: smoking and drinking. She has also tried to kill herself when she Lost her arm, thinking that she'd be a burden on her Friends with only one arm and that she'd be needing to be saved even more. She has also...self-harmed. Her self-worth is low despite the fact that she hides behind her mask of self-confidence.
So yeah, there anda go. This is just a little insight on my character's emotions and all. I'm probably missing a lot.
