If I don't know it myself
Just can tell anda I'm not an angel
I will never be
Will probably burn in hell one day
I will never be an awesome person
Always just be me
I'm simple
I'm boring
Not good at school
Soon I'll finish school
I will be a babysitter
Nothing special
Just a girl who takes care of kids
A young woman becoming a woman
But my hati, tengah-tengah is honest
That's one thing i can say
My face isn't that pretty
But my hati, tengah-tengah is good
I'm a loving person
faithful
honest
fragile
always there for the ones i love
my hati, tengah-tengah is always opened for my love
Maybe my being so fragile is annoying sometimes
Often
All the time
But that's just...
Me
Vanessa
That is my name
A name
Does it mean anything?
I don't know
I am a dreamer
Dreamer
Dreamer must be my name
Loving dreamer
Dreaming of love
Dreaming
Doesn't mean I deserve it
Doesn't mean I should get it
Because I'm still just Vanessa aka IsabellaAzuria
A small girl having trouble all the time
Living a weird life
A life in front of my computer
I want to get behind it
I will
I know when
But it's taking so long
Too long
I'm a desperate lover
But I will not stop fighting
Until the end
Yeah
That's me
Vanessa
