anda are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because anda do not exist much...
Why do anda run away from such a place as this?
anda liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. anda like and Cinta this place...
anda born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt Lost without anda and like I lose anda more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will anda stay for me, then… sejak my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with anda as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to anda that I will not run away-from anda atau from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I Cinta you... and want to Cinta anda lebih again...

I am missing anda and losing anda as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, anda fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few lebih minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some soalan of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would anda do the same thing for me?
Would anda sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will anda save me when I need your help?

Would anda do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet anda again- in the Soul Society atau elsewhere, but I hope I can meet anda there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting anda wherever, anywhere and I cannot menanggung, bear to think about that...
I just can cry and lebih and lebih within I cry waiting you... just waiting for anda to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing lebih of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...