thanks to everyone who has read and reviewed, both on fanfiction net and fanpop, i really do appreciate it...im kinda going through a small patch of writers block, which i can promise anda i'll be out of soon...so anyways...enough of my ramblings and here's chapter 9...
hit that review button on your way out...
oh...please note: there will be a scene of selfharm, no offence is implied to those who do cut...
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~~huddyaimee~~
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House had sat in his office all day, feeling lebih miserable than was thought possible. He had hurt someone dear to his hati, tengah-tengah and was now beating himself up about it. House was shocked at her anger, he knew it was coming, but he'd never actually seen her like that. House didn't like seeing her upset like that and he was glad that she had hit him, it took some of his pain away.
People had tried to come and see him about what he had done. Whether it was to yell at him atau simply walk past and give him glares. Even Wilson had been giving him glares. Wilson, yes, he had come in to speak to House. Of course he had brushed off everything Wilson had said, but he was listening and he knew Wilson was right.
Cuddy would be so pissed at him it wouldn't be funny. He wouldn't be able to approach her to say he was sorry. So House stood up from his desk, putting down his 'thinky' ball and locked his doors and closed his curtains. He knew he'd be stupid for what he was about to do, but it felt right to do it.
He sat back at his meja and opened up a drawer. He spyed the sharpener and began to un-screw the miniature screw that held in the blade. On releasing the blade he cleaned it off with an alcohol wipe, sighed and then pressed the blade firmly into his wrist. He smiled at the warm blood oozing down his wrist, it was good to have a familiar feeling again. Slowly he made another cut, this time deeper, into his wrist. He felt his pain slowly dissapear and on a finaly cut to his wrist he felt relaxed enough to leave the sanctuary of his office, appear infront of co-workers and head home.
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~~huddyaimee~~
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Cuddy sat on her couch, knees hugged to her chest. She had been crying and now those tears had subsided into small sniffles. Thirteen was in the dapur making coffee for the two of them. A few moments later, Thirteen emerged from the dapur carring a blue mug and a green mug each being the vessel of the much needed energy hit.
Cuddy smiled up at Thirteen and moved her legs so that they were semi-tucked under her. Thirteen came and sat seterusnya to her.
“You feeling okay, now?” she asked.
“Yeah, thanks.” Cuddy said, forcing out a much needed smile. “How are anda doing?”
“I'm pissed off at House, obviously, but not to the same extent; I'm fine.”
“Well, seeing as we've taken a voluntary hari off, what do anda wanna do?”
“I can think of one thing,” Thirteen said, giving a small smirk and bobbing her eyebrows.
Cuddy bowed her head in slight embarrassment, “After our coffee,”
“You got it,” Thirteen told her, giving her a passionate kiss.
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~~huddyaimee~~
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House had arrived utama and sat down on his sofa, kerusi panjang after grabbing all the booze he could find; he was prepared to drown his misery. Unscewing the bahagian, atas of the vodka, he took a swig from it and felt the burn down his throat. It was a good kind of burn though.
He flicked on the T.V. and turned on the DVD player. He was going to cut, drink and watch porn. Pushing they play button, he realised he didn't want to watch porn. He shook his head, trying to erase those thoughts but they wouldn't go away. His body was screaming to him for pain.
House reached into his pocket and pulled out the blade he had, had earlier. He raised it above his opposite wrist, his rational mind screaming 'NO' and his irrational mind screaming 'FUCK YES'. Who was he to oppose his irrational mind? Bringing down the blade onto his wrist was easy. This time he pushed it in the hardest he had in years and smiled at himself.
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~~huddyaimee~~
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i hope anda have enjoyed this fic...sorry about the selfharm bit but it seemed like the right thing to do in this story once i finally get up to that part! lol...
anyways, like i berkata earlier, please read and review its muchly appreciated...
xxx
hit that review button on your way out...
oh...please note: there will be a scene of selfharm, no offence is implied to those who do cut...
xxx
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~~huddyaimee~~
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House had sat in his office all day, feeling lebih miserable than was thought possible. He had hurt someone dear to his hati, tengah-tengah and was now beating himself up about it. House was shocked at her anger, he knew it was coming, but he'd never actually seen her like that. House didn't like seeing her upset like that and he was glad that she had hit him, it took some of his pain away.
People had tried to come and see him about what he had done. Whether it was to yell at him atau simply walk past and give him glares. Even Wilson had been giving him glares. Wilson, yes, he had come in to speak to House. Of course he had brushed off everything Wilson had said, but he was listening and he knew Wilson was right.
Cuddy would be so pissed at him it wouldn't be funny. He wouldn't be able to approach her to say he was sorry. So House stood up from his desk, putting down his 'thinky' ball and locked his doors and closed his curtains. He knew he'd be stupid for what he was about to do, but it felt right to do it.
He sat back at his meja and opened up a drawer. He spyed the sharpener and began to un-screw the miniature screw that held in the blade. On releasing the blade he cleaned it off with an alcohol wipe, sighed and then pressed the blade firmly into his wrist. He smiled at the warm blood oozing down his wrist, it was good to have a familiar feeling again. Slowly he made another cut, this time deeper, into his wrist. He felt his pain slowly dissapear and on a finaly cut to his wrist he felt relaxed enough to leave the sanctuary of his office, appear infront of co-workers and head home.
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~~huddyaimee~~
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Cuddy sat on her couch, knees hugged to her chest. She had been crying and now those tears had subsided into small sniffles. Thirteen was in the dapur making coffee for the two of them. A few moments later, Thirteen emerged from the dapur carring a blue mug and a green mug each being the vessel of the much needed energy hit.
Cuddy smiled up at Thirteen and moved her legs so that they were semi-tucked under her. Thirteen came and sat seterusnya to her.
“You feeling okay, now?” she asked.
“Yeah, thanks.” Cuddy said, forcing out a much needed smile. “How are anda doing?”
“I'm pissed off at House, obviously, but not to the same extent; I'm fine.”
“Well, seeing as we've taken a voluntary hari off, what do anda wanna do?”
“I can think of one thing,” Thirteen said, giving a small smirk and bobbing her eyebrows.
Cuddy bowed her head in slight embarrassment, “After our coffee,”
“You got it,” Thirteen told her, giving her a passionate kiss.
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~~huddyaimee~~
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House had arrived utama and sat down on his sofa, kerusi panjang after grabbing all the booze he could find; he was prepared to drown his misery. Unscewing the bahagian, atas of the vodka, he took a swig from it and felt the burn down his throat. It was a good kind of burn though.
He flicked on the T.V. and turned on the DVD player. He was going to cut, drink and watch porn. Pushing they play button, he realised he didn't want to watch porn. He shook his head, trying to erase those thoughts but they wouldn't go away. His body was screaming to him for pain.
House reached into his pocket and pulled out the blade he had, had earlier. He raised it above his opposite wrist, his rational mind screaming 'NO' and his irrational mind screaming 'FUCK YES'. Who was he to oppose his irrational mind? Bringing down the blade onto his wrist was easy. This time he pushed it in the hardest he had in years and smiled at himself.
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~~huddyaimee~~
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i hope anda have enjoyed this fic...sorry about the selfharm bit but it seemed like the right thing to do in this story once i finally get up to that part! lol...
anyways, like i berkata earlier, please read and review its muchly appreciated...
xxx