When Cuddy arrives at the hospital today, she feels uneasy and tense. She has the impression that everybody looks at her. Relax, Lisa, it’s just your imagination, how can they know for anda and James ? anda really need some days off. She goes to her office. There, she can try to relax and takes a little time to think about last weekend. But she has a lot of work to do, and certain tasks are urgent. She works since an jam maybe, when someone knocks at the door and enters her office. It’s Wilson. What a relief ! She was afraid it could be House. She’s not ready yet to face him.
-Wilson !, she says, I’m glad to see you. And she smiles. Wilson melts, this woman is driving him crazy.
-Hey, Lischen ! We need to talk about …. us. How do anda think we have to behave here at the hospital ?, he asks and sits down in the chair in front of her.
-Well, I don’t know.I think that everybody knows that I broke up with House and that he’s now married to Domenica. But I wonder if to announce our relation is a good idea. What do anda think of it ?
-I think it will be good to hide it for a while, I don’t really know how House will react, and he’s at the moment kinda nervous and upset, so…, Wilson balas without leaving her eyes.
-I agree with you, we’ll wait a few days atau a few weeks before we make our relation public.
-Just a few days because I’m gonna miss anda the whole days, Wilson adds with a smile, I hope we can have lunch together at least, and maybe I can come to your office atau anda can come to mine and…
-Stop, Wilson ! Ok for the lunch, but no sex at the hospital ! And as she ends her sentence, the door opens brutally. House comes in and stops when he sees Wilson. He stares at him, wondering why his friend is here and what they were talking about as he came in.
-Hey, I need your authorization for a risky treatment, he says without leaving Wilson’s eyes. He tries to see a shade of embarrassment in Wilson’s eyes, a sign of his betrayal, but Wilson turns away and looks at the floor. Really weird, House thinks, they hide something, I can feel how uneasy they are. And this thought makes him angry, angry at himself because of this stupid wedding – of course he really thought that Cuddy will have stopped him, he just wanted to hurt her as much as she hurt him- and angry at Wilson and Cuddy to plot something in his back, probably something against him.
-What kind of risky treatment ?, Cuddy asks without looking at House, she keeps her eyes riveted on papers in front of her.
-I want to open the brain of my patient to cari a tumor. He has already telah diberi his agreement, I just need yours.
Cuddy takes a quick look at the patient file and gives House her agreement. She hopes that House will go now, so she can be alone with Wilson. But House seems not to want to leave, he observes alternately Wilson, then Cuddy.
-Do anda need anything else ?, Cuddy asks him. I’ve got a lot of work, so if anda could leave, I could work.
-You and Wilson are plotting something, but I’ll find it out !, House says and leaves her office.
Wilson stares at Cuddy, but doesn’t say anything. She looks at him, she seems tired.
-We do like we said, we keep our relation secret for a while. Are anda ok with this ?, she finally asks him, and a little smile illuminates her face.
-Yeah, that’s the best solution, he balas with a smile. He stands up and comes near Cuddy to give her a soft kiss. She gives him a lovely gaze and sends him out of her office .
-Go to work, James !
-Alright, but I will miss anda !
Cuddy follows him with the eyes, what a charming gentleman ! He’s so nice. Her phone rings and gets her out her thoughts. She picks it up and is amazed as she hears House on the phone.
-Cuddy, we have to talk, I know I behaved like a teenager, but I need to talk to you.
-….
-Cuddy, are anda listening to me ?
-Yeah, I … , House, I don’t wanna talk to anda yet, I can’t, she almost shouts, I’m too heartbroken, too hurt, give me some lebih time. And then maybe we can talk calmly about the situation, she says in a breath.
-Cuddy ! I Cinta anda !, he balas desperate. I need you, only anda can make me happy and a better person ! You’re the only one in my life, you’re mine !
-House ! Stop it please. I Cinta anda too, but I need time to think things over. I dumped anda for a good reason, I didn’t take this hard decision all of a sudden. And sejak the way, you’re married now, why don’t anda talk with your … wife, she says with a pahit taste in the mouth. It should have been her on House’s sides on Friday evening, not this girl !
-Cuddy, I know I hurt you, but anda broke my hati, tengah-tengah ! And that’s the only way I know to behave when I suffer, and anda know me so well ! Cuddy, please, I need you.
-House, give us time. And she hangs up.
She feels very bad, very sad. What a mess-up ! She really needs to clarify her mind. She still loves House, and she’ll probably Cinta him for the rest of her life, but to be with him, that’s another thing. He’s too immature on certain points. She needs a man on whom she can count all the time, a man who takes care of her, a man who’ll be there when she needs him. That’s Wilson. She really likes Wilson, and maybe with time he can be the man she’ll live with. But she knows, that House will always be in her heart, and she doesn’t know if Wilson can deal with that in the time.
****
House feels bad, sad and angry. He goes in the room where his team is working on the case of the week.
-Any new symptoms ? Any reactions to our treatment ?, he asks.
-Nope, not yet at least, Chase answers. We’re waiting for the results of the brain surgery.
-Well ! Does any of anda know something about what Cuddy and Wilson are plotting ?
They all look at him surprised and finally Taud asks :
-Why do anda think that they’re plotting something ?
-Well, I went yesterday to Wilson and he was still in bed, he told me that he was with a woman he met in a bar, but he was in a hurry to see me leaving, I found it weird, House replies.
-Well, I understand Wilson, if he was with a woman in katil and anda came and disturb his… sexparty, then he was right to want anda to leave ! Don’t anda believe it ?, says Chase with a smirk.
-Yeah, maybe… but he didn’t want to tell me her name, he just berkata that I don’t know her, but I’m sure he was lying.
-And I suppose that anda think that maybe Wilson and Cuddy were…, adds Taub slowly.
-No, Taub, you’re kidding ! That’s impossible ! Wilson is House’s best friend and Cuddy… well, Cuddy was his girlfriend 2 weeks ago, they wouldn’t do that !, Foreman exclaims.
-You’re probably right, says Taub, that would be miss tact.
-Why do anda think that Cuddy and Wilson could be together, asks House suddenly interested.
-Forget it, that was a stupid thought, I’m sorry, balas Taub embarrassed.
House looks at him, but Taub doesn’t say anything.
****
Wilson comes into Cuddy’s office to take her for the lunch.
-Are anda ready ? Can we go to eat something in the cafeteria ?
-Yeah, I’m coming.
They go together to the cafeteria, but none of them remarks House who observes them.
House tries to find something in their behavior that would pasti his idea. But they’re very cautious. Maybe is Wilson a bit too close to Cuddy, he cares a little too much, and House thinks of having caught a glimpse of … of Cinta ??!! in Wilson’s eyes ! House is completely annihilated sejak this, no, he must have imagined it, it’s impossible, his friend won’t betray him, most of all in these hard times. But what if this is true ? He must find some proof of a possible relation between Wilson and Cuddy. A small smile appears on his lips : He’s going to organize a close surveillance, but for it he’s going to have to involve his team, excepted Marta. He bleepers his team and explains them his plan. Foreman and Chase seem to find the idea funny, Taub is at first reluctant, then he gets convinced.
When Cuddy comes to her office, she feels the eyes of someone on her back. She turns around but sees nothing abnormal. But the feeling doesn’t quit her. She calls Wilson to ask him if he noticed something weird in the behavior of his colleagues.
-Well, I didn’t notice anything, but I’ve got the impression that someone observes me, he says. And what about anda ? Do anda feel the same ?
-Yeah, that’s why I call you. I’m sure that’s a House’s plot. We have to be carefull, James.
-Yes, we’ll be. … I’d really want to be at utama with you, Lisa. And he hangs up.
Me too, James, thinks Lisa. She feels annoyed with House’s behavior, why does he always act like a teenager ? Suddenly the door opens and Chase comes in.
-Chase ? Is there a problem with House ? What has he still invented to make me the life even lebih difficult ?, she asks with a sigh.
-Nothing, everything’s ok, Chase replies.
-So, why are anda here ?, she asks with a bad feeling.
-Oh, I just wanna see if you’re fine.
-You just wanna see if I’m fine ?, she asks totally amazed. What the hell are anda telling me ?!
-Don’t get me wrong, after Friday evening, I thought anda were very bad and I just wanted to help anda to feel better.
-I’m fine, thanks, so go to work now !
-Ok, but …. If anda need someone to talk to… I’m here.
-Go out !, she says sejak containing with difficulty her anger.
-Do anda want to have makan malam, majlis makan malam with me this evening?, he asks with a smile.
-Doctor Chase ! I’m your boss ! Did anda forget it ?, balas Cuddy stunned.
-No. I just thought we could learn to know each other better, and …
-And ?, she asks and rolls her eyes.
-And …, well anda see what I mean, he continues embarrassed.
-Doctor Chase, am I dreaming atau are anda trying to pick me up ?, she says and smiles, thinking that’s another House’s trick to make her …. Angry ? To put her in an uneasy position ?
-No, no, well … maybe… anda know you’re stunning and … I like beautiful women, so … If anda change your mind, anda know where I am.
-Go out !
Chase goes then to Wilson’s office. Wilson will be maybe lebih willing to speak with him.
-Hey, Doctor Wilson ! May I talk to anda ?
-Chase. I’m very busy, can’t anda come later ?, Wilson asks apparently annoyed.
-Sure, I can, balas Chase, but it takes just a few minutes…, he adds and stands in front of Wilson’s desk.
Wilson gets down to work, but Chase doesn’t alih and waits. Wilson holds his head, irritated and says :
-Doctor Chase, what do anda want ?
-I just wanna know if anda think that Cuddy would accept to have makan malam, majlis makan malam with me this evening ?, Chase asks and stares at Wilson to see how he’ll react to this.
-What ?, balas Wilson a little shocked. anda wanna have makan malam, majlis makan malam with Cuddy tonight ? Wilson can’t believe what he’s just heard.
-Well, she must be quite depressed after House’s wedding, so I wonder if I…
-Stop it ! I don’t want to hear anything else ! Go out of my office !, Wilson says in an irritated voice and with some anger. And Chase isn’t sure of it, but it seems to him that Wilson reacts a little too much violently.
-Ok, I’m going.
****
In House’s differential room. So, what did anda find out, tell me, House asks to his team.
-I think, there’s something weird with Cuddy, balas Chase. I talked to her and she was a little nervous.
-And do anda know why ?
-No, she threw me outside before I manage to know why.
-What did anda tell her ?, wants to know Foreman.
-I just ask her to have makan malam, majlis makan malam with me tonight, Chase replies.
-What ? anda ask her out ??!! , Foreman and Taub exclaims. House stares at Chase and tries to figure out what Chase did.
-No, I just wanted to have makan malam, majlis makan malam with her, that’s it !, Chase says a little embarrassed because of House’s glance.
-And with Wilson ?, asks House with angry eyes. Did anda ask him to have makan malam, majlis makan malam with anda too ?
-No, Chase replies. Same thing, he seems to be on burning thistles.
-And what did anda tell him ?, Taub asks with a smirk.
-Shut up !
-That would interesting me indeed, House says.
-Well, I just asked him if he thought that Cuddy would accept to have makan malam, majlis makan malam with me.
-Well done, House says. And how did he react ?
-A little too much violently, if anda want my opinion.
House thinks a moment, then he turns to Foreman and Taub. Did anda find anything in Wilson’s apartment ?
-No, we found nothing, jawapan Foreman.
-Except a woman’s perfume, but we’re not sure it’s Cuddy’s, because we never were close enough to Cuddy to smell her perfume, adds Taub.
-Was it a scent of lily ?
-Yes, how do you… know ?, asks Taub and understands what this means.
-I see, jawapan House with a strange glimpse in the eyes.
-But a lot of women have to wear a perfume with lily scent, anda know, Foreman adds. That’s not a proof that Cuddy was with Wilson.
-I don’t believe in coincidences but … I want other proofs before to attack.
******
seterusnya chapter is coming soon ! :)
How Cuddy has changed
"I always want to kiss you,"
