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At that moment Lucas walked in.
I saw House turn sharply and his hands ball up into fists. Lucas came over and put his hand around my waist. It took all I had not to cringe away and leave his touch.
I looked into House's eyes he looked suprised that i was letting Lucas touch me.
"Honey lets get out of here."I heard his voice say. House was suddenly suprised.
"Honey? What's that about? anda let him call anda that?" House berkata getting angry again.
Looking in House's eyes I felt my hati, tengah-tengah being ripped out of my chest. He was vulnerable. How did i let this happen?
"Lets go."Lucas almost demanded.
"What are anda even doing here?" I spat at him.
"I was worried...I knew House was going too, so I followed you." He finished quietly.
"You had not right to follow me! I am a big girl! I can handel myself!"
I had almost had forgotten House was standing there. When I looked in his innocent eyes. I felt like crying, crying until there was no lebih reasons to cry.Cry until House held me in his arms. I knew it wasn't going to happen.
House got angry for a reason beyond me. He started to walk towards the dinding then he punched it. sejak now Wilson was there and took House away from us.
"Whats wrong?" Lucas asked seeing I was upset.
"I..I Cinta House..not you."I berkata trying to hold back my tears.
"I know."He berkata flatly.
"What?" I asked suprised.
"I know anda Cinta him and he loves you. Don't worry about me. Go after him."
"Then why-"
"Go before its too late." He berkata cutting me off.
I hugged him and told him I wanted to be Friends then I ran after House.When i got out there I ran around the hotel and tried to find him. When I didnt find him anywhere i knew where he was. I ran to the elevator and went to the top. I felt my hati, tengah-tengah start beating faster when I saw him. I knew why this place was so fimillar, we had come here for med school.
"House..."I berkata trying to keep my breaths steady.
"What Cuddy?" He asked. He sounded so..so broken. I wanted to cry.
"I..Im sorry...I never wanted to hurt you...I..I just thought I needed someone for Rachel and well...I didn't think anda would want her...so I went out with Lucas....But tonight I realized...I could never Cinta anyone but you." I started to cry as I though of had happened her last time. We had kissed when we were in college.
"I...I Cinta anda too Cuddy and Lucas knew that that's why it bothered me lebih that it should have."
"Can anda forgive me?" I asked hoping he would say yes.
" Cuddy, I will always Cinta anda but it will take a while to get over this..."
"Ok."
He started to walk away..I had to think quick I grabbed his hand and spun him around. I gave him a quick Ciuman to tell him that I really did still Cinta him and I let him go.
When he walked away I looked out at the city lights they were beautiful and then I sighed. Cinta was a losing game.
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When does Cinta become something we need, rather than something we want? Cinta was seen as something special a long time ago. Now Cinta is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. Cinta is common currency when anda are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older anda get. Do we not care about the substance of what Cinta was and not what it has been made into today sejak commercialisation from American Filem and Televisyen commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience Cinta for real, can we komen and judge others who are in Love. Cinta means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of Cinta is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? Cinta is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.
