You're So Damn Hot: Kristen and Robert

ESME'S POV!!for something different..

DEDICATED TO JOAN_VRX!!!

watch the television, esme, don't think about it, dont think about edward, oh my edward. darn it. i did again, watch the Bunga watch the pretty flowers, ohh WHEN IS HE COMING BACK!
it been three days.
"Esme, kerang, kima down, sweetheart" Alice sighed. She knew i was stressed out edward's disappearance. HE diddnt even tell me.. ous.
It had to come from alice.Oh why is my family falling about. Ever since we left forks, its hasnt been the same. It's silence all the TIME! oh how i want darling Bella back, she brighted this family. And with her...

This is what i would say to my jacob, if i can even say he is mine.


How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my hati, tengah-tengah out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, atau the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my hati, tengah-tengah out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. anda wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet anda on a saturday, on the first saturday...

edwards POV

to LAURA!!!! anda are one the best ppl i have spoken too. Cinta ya!
omg i gong to cry !!!! i finsished and my computer fucked *accuse me up!!!!!!!!!! KILL ME NOW! START AGAIN!!!!!!!!!


This was all going so fast. i dont know what happeneded what back there, atau even what was said, but all i knew was that i was running. running as fast as i could. for Bella.
This was my chance. Over all my years of immortality i learnt many things. that some humans did not. But now all i knew was that i Cinta Bella. And thats all that matters right now will always matter.
I picked up her scent, and run faster....

Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. anda were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out, i diddnt...