anda don't now how much it hurt when I heard anda say"yea, im going out with___". While anda berkata those words my hati, tengah-tengah broke, I felt like i'd been slaped in the face. All I could do was leave because if I stayed I know that I would've broken down and cried with anda standing there. anda know what hurted the most though? It wasn't that anda had forgotten what i had told anda the hari before, about how much I liked anda and how if anda asked again we could give it a try, no that was part of the pain.What hurt the most though was that anda saw the hurt and anger in my face and anda just didn't care anda acted as if anda didn't give a fuck about me atau wat i thought. As I cried in the bathroom I though about all the funny and special moments we'd shared and debated weather you're even worth all the pain. Now i don't now wat to do should I just forget about anda and alih on atau should I fight for your love. I seriously don't now anymore, anda always make me laugh but at the same time anda cause me a lot of pain. I do now one thing though, I still Cinta anda and I think I always will.
---Michelle♥
