One lebih reason I should never have met you
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would anda take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing pancuran, pancuran mandian she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the sofa, kerusi panjang waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what lebih do anda expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know anda have one. because even when anda are drunk anda think about what anda say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when anda are sober anda think about the consiquences of what anda say and when anda are drunk anda just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem anda are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault atau not? Soon anda will not be here and anda wont have to worry about taking care of me atau cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He berkata a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. anda are mad at me because I am leaving anda and everyone else behind? so since anda know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would anda say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. anda should want to stay on your own because anda know as well as I do that everyone here needs anda and loves anda and when anda leave we are going to be a wreck not only because anda are a key asset to the team but anda are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our Friends but now anda just made it so much lebih difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for anda when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what anda think of this and how anda feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She berkata angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I berkata I've meant is how I feel about anda leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because anda have been here for me so much and anda are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason anda are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did anda come here, what did anda expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never berkata any of that, so now anda are just putting words in my mouth. So are anda going to stop interrogating me for five fucking saat and let me speak for myself atau should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as anda have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would anda take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing pancuran, pancuran mandian she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the sofa, kerusi panjang waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what lebih do anda expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know anda have one. because even when anda are drunk anda think about what anda say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when anda are sober anda think about the consiquences of what anda say and when anda are drunk anda just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem anda are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault atau not? Soon anda will not be here and anda wont have to worry about taking care of me atau cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He berkata a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. anda are mad at me because I am leaving anda and everyone else behind? so since anda know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would anda say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. anda should want to stay on your own because anda know as well as I do that everyone here needs anda and loves anda and when anda leave we are going to be a wreck not only because anda are a key asset to the team but anda are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our Friends but now anda just made it so much lebih difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for anda when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what anda think of this and how anda feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She berkata angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I berkata I've meant is how I feel about anda leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because anda have been here for me so much and anda are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason anda are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did anda come here, what did anda expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never berkata any of that, so now anda are just putting words in my mouth. So are anda going to stop interrogating me for five fucking saat and let me speak for myself atau should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as anda have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
