uve all bin wondering this and I was afraid to post iyt because of the beginning and ull worry and then I have to reasure u and thats hard when I cant even reasure myself.
here it goes:
I was watching house on monday at 11pm I felt horrible so I took a tylonel then when it was over I went to bed. i woke up at 5 am my body was killing me so I injected stuff into my leg and my arm went into my drawer and took 5 pain meds with a cooler. The pin didnt go away so I got my scarf tied it round my necc onto the katil post. I realized I couldnt do it id miss yall to much I untied it and got mad at myself for attempting then 4 stopping. so I grabbed my pisau went to slit my throat but instead cut my arm. I grabbed my jaket and ran out the door. I ran and ran and ran till I colapsed in this meadow. where I met jackson we talked 4 hours and then I went home. Tada
here it goes:
I was watching house on monday at 11pm I felt horrible so I took a tylonel then when it was over I went to bed. i woke up at 5 am my body was killing me so I injected stuff into my leg and my arm went into my drawer and took 5 pain meds with a cooler. The pin didnt go away so I got my scarf tied it round my necc onto the katil post. I realized I couldnt do it id miss yall to much I untied it and got mad at myself for attempting then 4 stopping. so I grabbed my pisau went to slit my throat but instead cut my arm. I grabbed my jaket and ran out the door. I ran and ran and ran till I colapsed in this meadow. where I met jackson we talked 4 hours and then I went home. Tada
this is my Rawak 5 verse poem hehe
Why is there so much pain
Why wont it go away
Why cant we live
Why cant we smile
Why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
Why cant tears stop falling
why cant people stop stalling
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant life win
Why cant we be one
why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant serial killers vanish
why cant disese disapear
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant death disinagrate
why cant it stop
why is there so much pain
why
Why is there so much pain
Why wont it go away
Why cant we live
Why cant we smile
Why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
Why cant tears stop falling
why cant people stop stalling
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant life win
Why cant we be one
why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant serial killers vanish
why cant disese disapear
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant death disinagrate
why cant it stop
why is there so much pain
why
another poem from me my thoughts my feelings this is the real me this is inner Jackie.hope u enjoy.
it's kinda strange
and different but here it is:
ashes to ashes
falling
covering
filling gaps
Ros to roses
breaking hearts
bringing love
tearing anda appart
life to death
the time your full
the time your right
your golden time
Cinta to hatred
pulling anda
apart
killing you
forcing you
to be
mean
forcing you
to be
like
me
it's kinda strange
and different but here it is:
ashes to ashes
falling
covering
filling gaps
Ros to roses
breaking hearts
bringing love
tearing anda appart
life to death
the time your full
the time your right
your golden time
Cinta to hatred
pulling anda
apart
killing you
forcing you
to be
mean
forcing you
to be
like
me