a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see anda cry, the first to make anda smile when anda arrived, the only one to welcome anda as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what anda feared,

What made anda laugh,

And what made anda hurt.

The one person that actually cared for anda and anda cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

anda blame yourself.

If anda hadn't Lost your temper, if anda had just listened to what he was going to say, anda would be with him where ever he is.

anda know anda cant live without him.

The one anda grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those zamrud, emerald green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave anda alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

anda cant take it much more, as anda stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as anda remember the hari he demanded the bahagian, atas appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh anda give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

anda curse the fact he brought anda to do this.

anda hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always Cinta you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

anda do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.