Cinta is Pain

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posted by scarykids-emo

Laying on my katil and tugging the sides of my skinny jeans. I stare at the bleach white ceiling above. Studying the patterns of the drywall I hear a knock on my closed doors.
"it's open" I say looking at the door.
Its Ashley "hi sissy"
I look down at her and smile "hey honeybee. What's up sweetie?"
She snuggles under the crook in my arm and lays her head on my chest. "Nichole berkata we have to go to bed"
I sigh and look down at her "okay" I Ciuman her on the cheek and she hugs me tightly.
I stand up and pull her with me. "come on babe I'll take anda to bed"
She hops on my back and I walk up...

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*sighs* This sucks

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xD

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screw it

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To Sara.

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One Hand In My Pocket (To Sara)

posted by LucasWetch

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy. Yeah!
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm Lost but I'm hopeful. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working. Yeah!
I care but I'm restless.
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is...

Ashes In The Sky

posted by LucasWetch

I close my eyes and fall back. My body falling from a height. Suddenly, I open them and I`m in my katil room. On my bed, bir in hand and pain in my head. I look up and sigh, then take another sip. I liquid pours down my throat and into my stomach. My own personal medication. I grab my TV remote and switch it on. Nothing good. I toss the remote to the side and get up as soon as I hear a patter at the door. I open it and find that it is Anna. She smiles, wires gone from her teeth.
"What are anda doing Lucas?" She laughs, jumping into my arms.
I smile and lift her up. "Watching TV, how about...

The Pain I Feel, A Constant Reminder

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

The only regret I have is having to live tomorrow.
For my past is full of sorrow,

I fought my battles so far away,
For Queen and country until that faithful day.

Upon my return I was full of joy,
I could not help it, but felt my hati, tengah-tengah glow.

Never had god bestow me with such a gift,
Then when he gave me my two little angels, his ultimate gift.

My girls were my everything, my world my life my love,
A family made in heaven send from above.

I did not know what to expect that day,
When daddy came utama from wars so far away.

The door I opened wasn’t the same,
When daddy could hear mummy upstairs getting carried...

Am I insane?

posted by scarykids-emo

I scream at things that aren't there
Jumping at shadows that belong to disembodied souls.
They call me freak
They call me names
Telling me everything.
I'm not the same.
Crawling in a corner where their sharpened claws can't touch my internal instincts.
They call to me, asking for help
Hurting me.
Scratching my limbs and bruising my legs
Waking up in my slumber.
Talking and talking they take a number.
I yell "go away" but it only gets worse.
Pulling my hair, shoving me down the stairs.
Taking my source, my only life force.
I scream at them.
Slowly going insane.
As I await my white padded cell.
Laughing as my eyes roll back.
They whisper and shout.
While I cower and scream.
Scratches and bruises, but who's to blame...
Watching the days stretch on as they play their games.

Breath In, Breath Out- Set It Off

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Out In The Rain

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

The only thing I can see through the window is thick rain drops piercing down on my conscious.
I stay in the middle of my katil curled up and trying to shield myself from the unknown.
I feel like it is never going to shine and never going to stop raining.
The night seems restless and everlasting.
A loud Roar of wind comes crashing down on my window.
I feel that it’s trying to get inside and take me away.
Why can’t this night end soon?!
I’m utterly alone in confining myself to this prison called home.
I’m in solitude that has despair written all around it.
There’s no where else to turn.
Desperate...

I guess this means goodbye?

posted by scarykids-emo

I want you.
Need you.
Crave your warm embrace.
You are forbidden.
Alone I sit in this unforgiving world.
Waiting, wanting.
Listening to the wind.
Hearing the whispers of your laughter.
The bloody tears fall from my arm.
As my pisau drops.
Black salty tears streak my face.
Hearing anda walk away.
Every step a cut on my heart.
Every saat a shuddering breath.
Bringing me closer and closer to death.
"I Cinta you" I whisper to the pouring rain.
I run to you.
Slamming into you.
"I can't let anda go" I whisper into your chest.
I grip your baju and press my freezing cold lips to your...

Why Now?

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

I've written everything I have to say
But the words, they rot and fall away
So with a hole in the bottom, I'm stuck in the same bot as before
And slowly sinking just in sight of shore

I work so hard to make my life worse
Sometimes I think I'm better off in the back of a hearse
But I know I could never leave her behind
She's the one I've been searching for all this time

And though she confesses to me all of her love
Selfishly I feel that it is not enough
I know it in my heart, oh my god I swear
There is someone so much better for her out there

I dream about her all hari long
Yet when we're together it all...