I'm just going to say this to warn anda guys. Some contents aren't for people under 12 years old. So don't give me bad komen-komen saying that this is gross atau whatever. Ok? If anda don't want to read it, I'm going to put the summary of the chapter in the bottom of the page. Alright then :)

rd person's POV


"I died on my 21 st birthday." Bella repeated.

"How?" Edward whispered.

Bella looked at the Cullens with a sorrowful expression on her face. "To put it short, I pretty much died the way Rosalie did."

Rosalie gasped along with the rest of the Cullens.

"Victoria went out to town to go hunting, and left me alone in the house, in the basement." She started.

"I broke the basement window in order to escape. There was no one guarding the house, so I was safe. I was free. I went to town to look for somewhere to stay, without trying to confront Victoria. Though, I was very desperate for something to eat and drink. I was stupid enough to follow the man, Mr. Kelli into the field. He told me he would take care of me, and keep me alive. I was grateful for him. I'm still surprised that I fell for that nonsense. There was a door in the ground, a little hideout to sneak into.

(A/N: If anda read atau saw the Lovely Bones, yes, it's the way how Susie died, and this should make sense to anda then. If anda didn't, I hope I described it well enough) He told me that it was a great place to stay in. There was a fridge for Makanan and drinks. I was full of gratitude for him. After a few moments I realized that something was off. I felt a little uneasy being in Mr. Kelli's presence. I told him that I needed to leave."

(A/N: If anda are sensitive to this type of violence, I recommend Membaca after the page break, and skip this part.)

"I went up the ladder, but Mr. Kelli pulled me off sejak grabbing one of my legs. He took me off the ladder and began to taunt me and take off my clothes. I didn't listen and he ripped them off himself. I screamed for him to stop and let me go. He didn't comply. He just kept on torturing me. He scrapped me, causing me to bleed. I kept on yelling begging for mercy. After that, I was….. Dead." Bella whispered the last statement.

The Cullens stand there stunned, at Bella's proclamation.

"What does it feel like, to die?" Rosalie whispered.

"Honestly, very pleasant, but once your spirit is out of your body, anda feel very light, as if anda could fly around. The moment I felt myself drifting away, I saw my body, which freaked me out a lot. I started yelling for help, but then I realized that no one could help me."

"What happened next?" Edward asked. He didn't want to know, he didn't want to know what his Cinta had went through, but it was out of necessity. He wished for Bella to return.

"I was dead." Bella berkata in a "duh" tone.

"We know that. But he meant as if why anda are still here? Aren't anda supposed to be in Heaven atau whatever there is in the afterlife? Is there even an afterlife?" Carlisle asked. He was always wondering what there was in the land after anda died.

Bella looked on the ground, trying to think on what to say to the Cullens. She knew what happened of course, but she wondered if the Cullens would think of her differently.

"I- I have many issues when it came to the afterlife. I have spoken The Creator Himself. He told me I wasn't supposed to die then. I didn't enter Heaven atau Hell. The Creator berkata I have some "unfinished business" to attend to. He told me to stay in this house and stay. I was frustrated of course. I didn't understand what there was to do here if anda guys already left. Though, the Creator begs to differ. I stayed in this house since then. I grew very frustrated and angry for Him to leave me down here. I grew angry enough to haunt this house with the Ouija Board to get some entertainment. I became out of control, and began to kill." Bella took a breath and continued. "I know that most of anda are worried of being a monster. But here's news for you, anda are only a monster, if anda enjoy other people's suffering and torture, and that's was I became."

"But-"Alice was about to interrupt her, but Bella expected that to happen. Bella made a gesture that told Alice to not talk.

"Please don't interrupt; it's hard enough for me to tell anda all of this." Bella whispered. Alice nodded and had an apologetic expression on her face.

"Edward." Bella said. Edward stood up suddenly and his attention turned directly to see Bella's face. It made Edward's hati, tengah-tengah quench in pain. It was full of sorrow and regret, along with regret.

"I believe anda researched about the killing that occurred here a couple years lalu correct?" Bella asked. Edward nodded.

"I was the cause of that. Though, particularly it wasn't for the reason anda think." Bella explained. "The Conrad family are related to my murderer, which set me off right and then. I didn't care that they didn't know about what Mr. Kelli have done. Though after they were murdered, I began to think about the matters and the consequences of my actions. I begged The Creator for forgiveness "Bella made a weak smile. "I repented and continued to live and wait patiently. After a couple of years of waiting and meditating, anda came along, and here we are."


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Emmett blinked.

"So what happened? What happened to your parents? Where's your body?" Emmett began to ramble many questions.

Rosalie wacked him on the back of the head. "Don't anda think that sounds a little insensitive?"

"Sorry." Emmett muttered.

Bella made a small laugh, which made Edward turn his full attention to Bella once again. He missed hearing his Bella's sweet laugh.

Bella looked at Emmett with a sad expression.

"My parents are still living; Charlie is still in Forks, though he is not as cheery as before. He grieved for my loss, along with Renee but she has Phil." Bella said. "Though, my body… It was thrown into a river. My murder did anything to avoid getting caught. He cleaned all of my blood, and kept that place in the hole hidden. I still don't understand something though." Bella whispered.

"What?" Alice eyes widened seeing what Bella was about to say.

"I don't think my murder is human. The field I was killed underground is in Forks, where anda guys played baseball. It was the exact location where we saw James, Laurent, and Victoria. " Bella whispered.

Summary:Bella finally told the Cullens how she died. She escaped the house after Victoria went hunting. She was stupid enough to follow a man, who offered her a place to stay. The man was named Mr. Kelli. He brought Bella to a clearing and there was a room underground, and did some VERY bad things and killed her. Though, Bella admitted the confusing part was that the clearing that she was killed in is in Forks. She is wondering if her murder is human.

I know, I'm using some ideas from the Movie The Lovely Bones. No need to tell me