I never asked anda to be my Dad,
To slap me around and treat me bad.
I never asked anda to drink alcohol,
I never asked for anything at all.
I never asked for the hurt and pain,
atau for the nights that were half insane.
I never asked for fights that were wild,
atau to grow up a bewildered child.
I never asked anda to beat up my Mom,
atau for a blanket to help keep me warm.
I never asked anda to leave me alone,
atau to grow up in a broken down home.
I never asked for this horrible life,
atau for the conflicts, the quarrels and strife.
I never once asked that I be defiled,
atau to grow up a bewildered child.
I never asked to be raised in prison,
atau to see darkness though the sun had risen.
I never asked anda to raise Holy Hell,
atau for my bedroom to be like a jail cell.
I never asked to be used and abused,
atau to sit in my room dazed and confused.
I never asked for the crap that has piled,
atau to grow up a bewildered child.
I never asked for a brand new bike,
atau for any toys that I used to like.
I never asked anda to throw me a ball,
atau for the bruises when I took a "fall".
I never asked once but I'm asking anda now,
I hope anda make me understand somehow.
How anda could treat me so freaking bad,
That I never asked anda to be my Dad.
sejak Ronnie Doe
To slap me around and treat me bad.
I never asked anda to drink alcohol,
I never asked for anything at all.
I never asked for the hurt and pain,
atau for the nights that were half insane.
I never asked for fights that were wild,
atau to grow up a bewildered child.
I never asked anda to beat up my Mom,
atau for a blanket to help keep me warm.
I never asked anda to leave me alone,
atau to grow up in a broken down home.
I never asked for this horrible life,
atau for the conflicts, the quarrels and strife.
I never once asked that I be defiled,
atau to grow up a bewildered child.
I never asked to be raised in prison,
atau to see darkness though the sun had risen.
I never asked anda to raise Holy Hell,
atau for my bedroom to be like a jail cell.
I never asked to be used and abused,
atau to sit in my room dazed and confused.
I never asked for the crap that has piled,
atau to grow up a bewildered child.
I never asked for a brand new bike,
atau for any toys that I used to like.
I never asked anda to throw me a ball,
atau for the bruises when I took a "fall".
I never asked once but I'm asking anda now,
I hope anda make me understand somehow.
How anda could treat me so freaking bad,
That I never asked anda to be my Dad.
sejak Ronnie Doe
Make My hati, tengah-tengah Beat
Uncontrolably
i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You
i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You
i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See anda With Another Girl
i Hate How anda
Make Me Care
About You
it's To Bad
i Do...
... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.
i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte anda So Much,
That i Cinta You."
But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...
...Again.
Another one to anda guys:D
A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...
A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A Cinta uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...
A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...
Cinta to all:D
A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...
A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A Cinta uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...
A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...
Cinta to all:D
Mirror
sejak Alyssa Rivers
Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever
Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One sejak one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back
All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call atau pled
Until now
She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die
Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.
sejak Alyssa Rivers
Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever
Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One sejak one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back
All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call atau pled
Until now
She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die
Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.
I still cry.
Why did anda leave me like this?
Why did anda have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
anda knew anda would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep anda from being blue
But anda resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like anda did
I starve myself, like anda did
I hid my feelings like anda did
Now, Will I die like anda did?
Maybe if anda would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude komen-komen please...
~OfmiceandDes
Why did anda leave me like this?
Why did anda have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
anda knew anda would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep anda from being blue
But anda resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like anda did
I starve myself, like anda did
I hid my feelings like anda did
Now, Will I die like anda did?
Maybe if anda would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude komen-komen please...
~OfmiceandDes
In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished jawapan of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My hati, tengah-tengah beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one sejak one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do anda know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished jawapan of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My hati, tengah-tengah beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one sejak one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do anda know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
anda berkata forever.
When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.
anda come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
anda a smile.
I always listen to the
Same melody,
And anda keep appearing
In my memory.
I think of anda every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.
I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see anda one last
time,
But I can only see anda in my
Mind.
anda will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.
I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from anda are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like anda were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if anda wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one hari we'll fly together and have those great times again