In this dark world that gets darker sejak the minute, we can only rely on your self,

And no one else. anda start to fade in and out, anda can barely hear your self call for help!

Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your hati, tengah-tengah thumping, your last minit here are coming.

anda see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.

anda go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. anda know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.

The darkness closing in, all your sins coming in. Your taking your last glances around, and finally realize what you've found. anda hear your name, your name screamed with all the pain etched in.

anda smile your last smile, anda smell that vile smell one last time. Now that anda see that face, that face that comes to anda in such haste... anda except it, even if your still perplexed sejak it. How this came to be, how all your shame flew away.

anda whisper with your final breaths 'come closer, come closer' anda say deciding its finally time to make them lose there composure. anda touch their cheek and they tell anda that anda should stop talking, your voice is too meek.

anda look in their eyes, trying to find what you've been looking for all those years, those eyes that are shedding all those tears. anda look in those eyes, that hold all your fears.

anda wipe away the tears, anda wipe away the fears. anda lift your head and they lower theirs, and anda listen to your old argurments, to everything anda said. anda fight against your body, anda pour your hati, tengah-tengah and soul, as your eyes turn dark as coal...

anda spend your last breath brushing the tips of your lips, trembling your fumbling trying to hold the others hand. anda smile and they cry. anda start fading off into a natural high, starting to fly away....

anda say before anda leave "I'm... s... sorry.... I........" and anda hang that sentance in the air, anda spirit starting to leave fighting to stay and do whats fair. anda hear them crying and your soul can't menanggung, bear it. anda go into a fit then anda see all white and anda leave continuing to bleed....

Your other nods and smile tears falling, they ball their fists, they nod and anda know anda have nothing to fear. anda know. They know. No foe can take away your final words as they linger in your others head, they finger anda wound and with one last scream, anda deem it ready for anda to pass on, going up higher than the sun...

~The End~