How everyone loves you
How everyone thinks you're queen
Do but they really know the true you?
Plastic little insignificance
One hari anda will fall
Realizing that no one loves anda after all
Always a smile on your face
Paparazzi cameras all on you
I know how anda really are
And sweetheart, you're no star.
Little naive girls want to be you
A really bad influence covered in five hari old alcohol
Oh why do anda think you're the best of the best
anda were once a little girl
So real and true
But fame has made anda forget
What you've really been through.
You're lebih of a pest really
A disgrace to women everywhere
You're innocence left years ago
Like every lover anda once had.
People think you're such a goddess
But you're really just a puppet on strings
Amy Lee was right about you
You're just an everybody's fool.
It's louder and so obvious like a glow in the dark neon sign
But people are too blinded sejak the sequins on your clothes
To realized who anda are.
Warna and lights are too hard
To cover up the blackness in your heart
Queen Bee Barbie Doll
Mirror, mirror who is the best of the all?
Like hate written on a bathroom stall
anda really are not the brightest bintang in the sky.
One hari this will destroy you
It will tear anda down and break your knees
anda will cry out and say this is too much
But this is your mess and anda have to clean it up.
anda brainwash little girls telling them is the what a true woman is
But then they are just as bad as you
As anda look into what they once were
Just ordinary little girls
But the media just won't set it up straight
As everything falls apart into puzzle pieces.
How everyone thinks you're queen
Do but they really know the true you?
Plastic little insignificance
One hari anda will fall
Realizing that no one loves anda after all
Always a smile on your face
Paparazzi cameras all on you
I know how anda really are
And sweetheart, you're no star.
Little naive girls want to be you
A really bad influence covered in five hari old alcohol
Oh why do anda think you're the best of the best
anda were once a little girl
So real and true
But fame has made anda forget
What you've really been through.
You're lebih of a pest really
A disgrace to women everywhere
You're innocence left years ago
Like every lover anda once had.
People think you're such a goddess
But you're really just a puppet on strings
Amy Lee was right about you
You're just an everybody's fool.
It's louder and so obvious like a glow in the dark neon sign
But people are too blinded sejak the sequins on your clothes
To realized who anda are.
Warna and lights are too hard
To cover up the blackness in your heart
Queen Bee Barbie Doll
Mirror, mirror who is the best of the all?
Like hate written on a bathroom stall
anda really are not the brightest bintang in the sky.
One hari this will destroy you
It will tear anda down and break your knees
anda will cry out and say this is too much
But this is your mess and anda have to clean it up.
anda brainwash little girls telling them is the what a true woman is
But then they are just as bad as you
As anda look into what they once were
Just ordinary little girls
But the media just won't set it up straight
As everything falls apart into puzzle pieces.
So sweet the hour, so calm the time,
I feel it lebih than half a crime,
When Nature sleeps and stars are mute,
To mar the silence ev'n with lute.
At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes
An image of Elysium lies
Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven,
Form in the deep another seven:
Endymion nodding from above
Sees in the sea a saat love.
Within the valleys dim and brown,
And on the spectral mountain's crown,
The wearied light is dying down,
And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky
Are redolent of sleep, as I
Am redolent of thee and thine
Enthralling love, my Adeline.
But list, O list, so soft and low
Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow,
That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem
My words the Muzik of a dream.
Thus, while no single sound too rude
Upon thy slumber shall intrude,
Our thoughts, our souls O God above!
In every deed shall mingle, love.
No matter where anda go guilt will follow anda there
Don't be scared atau affraid
Guilt will tunjuk anda all the mistakes you've made
It can eat anda alive
The only way to survive is to tell the pahit truth
If anda live out the rest of your days
You'll never escape it you'll be trapped in it's maze
Struggling to forget the guilt in your shallow soul
That is forever rising like a api, kebakaran when anda add coal
Your guilt drives anda insane and follows anda forever
You'll go to your grave with it unless anda
Never tell another lie as long as anda live
The End
For Now Anyways
Don't Be Affraid
Romance, who loves to nod and sing,
With drowsy head and folded wing,
Among the green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake,
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been a most familiar bird
Taught me my alphabet to say
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child- with a most knowing eye.
Of late, eternal condor years
So shake the very Heaven on high
With tumult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Through gazing on the unquiet sky.
And when an jam with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away- forbidden things !
My hati, tengah-tengah would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.
Eldorado
Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and shadow,
Had journeyed long,
Singing a song,
In cari for Eldorado.
But he grew old –
This knight so bold –
And o’er his hati, tengah-tengah a shadow
Fell, as he found
No spot of ground
That looked like Eldorado
And, as his strength
Failed at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow –
“Shadow,” berkata he ,
“Where can it be, -
This land of Eldorado?”
“Over the Mountains
Of the moon,
Down the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride , boldly ride,”
The shade replied,
“If anda seek for Eldorado!”
- Edgar Allan Poe
Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and shadow,
Had journeyed long,
Singing a song,
In cari for Eldorado.
But he grew old –
This knight so bold –
And o’er his hati, tengah-tengah a shadow
Fell, as he found
No spot of ground
That looked like Eldorado
And, as his strength
Failed at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow –
“Shadow,” berkata he ,
“Where can it be, -
This land of Eldorado?”
“Over the Mountains
Of the moon,
Down the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride , boldly ride,”
The shade replied,
“If anda seek for Eldorado!”
- Edgar Allan Poe
cry, cry, let the tears roll down.
the willows will weep for thee.
sejak the river i see thine frown.
and thine bloodshot eyes see me.
the Bunga covered in morning dew.
droop and hang their heads.
the water runs on one atau two.
they cry into the riverbed.
i wade across the water cold.
to embrace anda in my arms.
for be anda young atau be anda old.
a hug will do no harm.
anda see me fight the current.
as i try to get across.
i see the helping hand anda lend.
and i see the tears have lost.
anda smile and, despite being sodden.
anda bungkus, balut your arms around me.
the darkness inside anda has finally fallen.
and i know that sad anda will never be.
the willows will weep for thee.
sejak the river i see thine frown.
and thine bloodshot eyes see me.
the Bunga covered in morning dew.
droop and hang their heads.
the water runs on one atau two.
they cry into the riverbed.
i wade across the water cold.
to embrace anda in my arms.
for be anda young atau be anda old.
a hug will do no harm.
anda see me fight the current.
as i try to get across.
i see the helping hand anda lend.
and i see the tears have lost.
anda smile and, despite being sodden.
anda bungkus, balut your arms around me.
the darkness inside anda has finally fallen.
and i know that sad anda will never be.
and each one of us lived their lives.
Can't anda see where anda are now?
anda and me where now?..
I am very sorry for us,
that parting shouldn't have happened to us.
But what can I say?
My hati, tengah-tengah has expired!
But I can't blame you,
this was the life fault.
Oh darling, even if had passed billion years would never forget who eased my mind such as you!
Come back please!
Who's else anda can feel the peace of mind with?
I swear my life without anda isn't a life,
anda still on my mind.
Come back again!
Wasn't me, weren't you, but the life fault.
That sound...where have I heard it before?
* Tick tick tick tick tick*
That sound.....it sounds so fimliar...where have I heard it before?
My hati, tengah-tengah stops as I remember......
That the sound of my memories fading into nothing...but vague dreams.
Vague dreams that I do not want to remember....but have to...or everything will stop.
*Tick tick tick tick*
How much time left...until it all disappears?....
* tick....tick...tick...*
Ah, there it goes...the memories I had of you...of them.
They are starting to leave ...to fade.
*Tick.*
Haha, there....it's done.
*Click*
Remember Forever....nothing ever really disappears ....
I will never involve myself
in any-thing that isn't estranged
from me being inside your hati, tengah-tengah
and soul that anda expose only
to me.
As anda find an impylse to
any-kind of reason that will
imply me being amazed by
what anda do with your life as
it comes to you.
inside your hati, tengah-tengah and
your soul, lies a man
that cannot stand on
his own two feet alone,
as he looks for ways to
escape the terrifying
out-look on the life that
he wants and needs to
leave out now.
But anda carry the weight
of Cinta on your shoulders
as anda give away your delayed
response to the soalan that
seem to be playing around inside
your mind as of right now.
in any-thing that isn't estranged
from me being inside your hati, tengah-tengah
and soul that anda expose only
to me.
As anda find an impylse to
any-kind of reason that will
imply me being amazed by
what anda do with your life as
it comes to you.
inside your hati, tengah-tengah and
your soul, lies a man
that cannot stand on
his own two feet alone,
as he looks for ways to
escape the terrifying
out-look on the life that
he wants and needs to
leave out now.
But anda carry the weight
of Cinta on your shoulders
as anda give away your delayed
response to the soalan that
seem to be playing around inside
your mind as of right now.
Their hooves going
"Clippity clop, clippity clop"
Running faster than the wind
Its mane flowing in the air
Around and around the track it goes
Not stopping
Faster and faster the hati, tengah-tengah is pumping
Heaving, breath after breath
One hoof goes over the other
Nostrils flaring
Its green eyes lighting up
The bit squeezes the jaw
The whip thundering down onto the horse
Crossing the finish line
Being rewarded with glory
And back into it's lonely stable it goes
Your words trasform me
And pancuran, pancuran mandian upon me like a water fall
Your touch so calm as the sea
Makes me come alive
Only to be turned off when anda leave
The thought of anda helps me to survive
I stare at anda from affar
Waiting for anda to notice me
My Cinta for anda slowly burning out like a bintang
And finnaly dying out
With no feelings left at all
Why do I feel this way
Like I want to scream
Like my mouths on mute and I have nothing to say
Do I need anda to be my cruch
When I'm hurt
Do I rely on anda depend on anda and such
And why do I dream of anda every night
And think of anda everyday
Even though your out of my eyesight
And pancuran, pancuran mandian upon me like a water fall
Your touch so calm as the sea
Makes me come alive
Only to be turned off when anda leave
The thought of anda helps me to survive
I stare at anda from affar
Waiting for anda to notice me
My Cinta for anda slowly burning out like a bintang
And finnaly dying out
With no feelings left at all
Why do I feel this way
Like I want to scream
Like my mouths on mute and I have nothing to say
Do I need anda to be my cruch
When I'm hurt
Do I rely on anda depend on anda and such
And why do I dream of anda every night
And think of anda everyday
Even though your out of my eyesight
Cinta is enough: though the world be a-waning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this hari draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this hari draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes bulatan moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that Cinta would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes bulatan moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that Cinta would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Life
What if Life Happens
Life dose happen
What if i Cant Take it
ill Take it
What if.....,
anda say ur nothing
i know ur Everything
Cover ur hati, tengah-tengah With my Soul
I Hate u
Hatred
Sarrow
pain
Love
You
Forevever
Tonite stay with me
Close ur Eyes And Let the Heavans dream
Tomorrow Cinta me say my name
Your Voice like Angels
Everything
u are
Nothin
i am
Cinta
We are
Compadable
never leave me
I Never Hurt
Sorrow
Despair
Pain
Anxiaty
Never
you
Never
Me
Come to me i will Cinta anda in a world That has Forgotton
I Rember
I Rember ur Name Frome the first time we met
I Rember
Sadness Tell me You
anda Cant Tell a Sad Story To hati, tengah-tengah Thats Been Torn
anda Can Tell me cuz my Torn hati, tengah-tengah Just Morns
Groken peises Falling Down
We Are
I am
Coming to an End
Hatred
Me
Cinta
You
Never Fix me
Never Cinta Me
never HURT me
What if Life Happens
Life dose happen
What if i Cant Take it
ill Take it
What if.....,
anda say ur nothing
i know ur Everything
Cover ur hati, tengah-tengah With my Soul
I Hate u
Hatred
Sarrow
pain
Love
You
Forevever
Tonite stay with me
Close ur Eyes And Let the Heavans dream
Tomorrow Cinta me say my name
Your Voice like Angels
Everything
u are
Nothin
i am
Cinta
We are
Compadable
never leave me
I Never Hurt
Sorrow
Despair
Pain
Anxiaty
Never
you
Never
Me
Come to me i will Cinta anda in a world That has Forgotton
I Rember
I Rember ur Name Frome the first time we met
I Rember
Sadness Tell me You
anda Cant Tell a Sad Story To hati, tengah-tengah Thats Been Torn
anda Can Tell me cuz my Torn hati, tengah-tengah Just Morns
Groken peises Falling Down
We Are
I am
Coming to an End
Hatred
Me
Cinta
You
Never Fix me
Never Cinta Me
never HURT me
There are times
when I feel your presence
at my side
There are times
when I hear anda say
it will be alright
There are times
when I see
your face in a crowd
and I turn around
There are times
when I miss you
and my hati, tengah-tengah begins to ache
and I smile through the pain
But then there are times
when I realize
this is just the way
it has to be
there’s no anda and me
This poems (not written sejak me) are dedicared to my best Friends who I missed very badly.
There are times when
I feel strong
and I know that I
can finally alih on
There are times when
my mind is at ease
and I can enjoy life
and all it can bring
There are times when
I miss you
and times when I’m okay
it’s getting better everyday
No matter how much time
there is in this life
I’ll think of you
from time to time
and remember anda with a smile.
when I feel your presence
at my side
There are times
when I hear anda say
it will be alright
There are times
when I see
your face in a crowd
and I turn around
There are times
when I miss you
and my hati, tengah-tengah begins to ache
and I smile through the pain
But then there are times
when I realize
this is just the way
it has to be
there’s no anda and me
This poems (not written sejak me) are dedicared to my best Friends who I missed very badly.
There are times when
I feel strong
and I know that I
can finally alih on
There are times when
my mind is at ease
and I can enjoy life
and all it can bring
There are times when
I miss you
and times when I’m okay
it’s getting better everyday
No matter how much time
there is in this life
I’ll think of you
from time to time
and remember anda with a smile.
In this night
composed of beads sprinkled
of the memories and remembrance of
the days that sill live in the hearts of sorrow.
In this night
I cari for one soul
who can understand my thoughts,
in this night I whisper...
Your name like a blessing,
your hug like a consolation.
In this night,
magic is real,
weakness of the past has been stopped
sejak this moment of fidelity,
this moment belongs to us.
Make my demons go away,
I know,you're the only one,
the only one who can stop the pain.
Beads are sprinkled all over,
this beads of past,
rolling to the floor to my foot
just to remind me,
just to punish me
for the days when my strength
was gone,
when I was gone,
burried sejak the thoughts of darkness and grief.
But this night belongs to magic,
the magic of your presence,
this night will forgive my weakness,
so I shall forgive,
I will pick these beads and I will be free,
fear won't find me,
the night will forgive me.
composed of beads sprinkled
of the memories and remembrance of
the days that sill live in the hearts of sorrow.
In this night
I cari for one soul
who can understand my thoughts,
in this night I whisper...
Your name like a blessing,
your hug like a consolation.
In this night,
magic is real,
weakness of the past has been stopped
sejak this moment of fidelity,
this moment belongs to us.
Make my demons go away,
I know,you're the only one,
the only one who can stop the pain.
Beads are sprinkled all over,
this beads of past,
rolling to the floor to my foot
just to remind me,
just to punish me
for the days when my strength
was gone,
when I was gone,
burried sejak the thoughts of darkness and grief.
But this night belongs to magic,
the magic of your presence,
this night will forgive my weakness,
so I shall forgive,
I will pick these beads and I will be free,
fear won't find me,
the night will forgive me.
