Snow
sejak animeanimal
Why do anda mock me,
With anda white pure intentions
That i could never hope to understand?
I lie to the skies,
While anda are born from that very same horizon.
I taint anda so; therefore, i hate the sight of you.
The snow brings only pain, misery, and sorrow
To those who lie to the sky.
anda are cold and pahit and so am i,
So why would people Cinta you, while turning me away?
This is why i hate the snow.
Just something I randomly wrote down yesterday and had NO idea why XD It just came to me REALLY fast so i jotted it down! Hope anda liked it ^^
Cinta and the dance called life...
sejak animeanimal
Let us dance my swan,
Let us steal away the night,
For it is ours and ours alone,
Lay your head upon my shoulder and let the rythm of my hati, tengah-tengah beat one with yours.
The lights have lowered now and so to has your gaze...What's wrong my love?
anda need not impress anyone but I.
Bashfullness has no place here between us,
For Cinta is sealing us against our will and we will follow obediantly.
Our hearts beat faster now, each desperately trying to keep pace with the other,
Our bodies thrust against the sheets as we lose all control of our emotions.
Rules and boundaries no longer apply to us.
The hareder anda breathe the faster i commense,
In between your legs is my salvation and anda are my God.
The hari I found you, I was reborn into this dance called life.
anda gave me purpose and meaning,
Cinta and life became a dance to me them...
and I am still learning as i go...
sejak animeanimal
Why do anda mock me,
With anda white pure intentions
That i could never hope to understand?
I lie to the skies,
While anda are born from that very same horizon.
I taint anda so; therefore, i hate the sight of you.
The snow brings only pain, misery, and sorrow
To those who lie to the sky.
anda are cold and pahit and so am i,
So why would people Cinta you, while turning me away?
This is why i hate the snow.
Just something I randomly wrote down yesterday and had NO idea why XD It just came to me REALLY fast so i jotted it down! Hope anda liked it ^^
Cinta and the dance called life...
sejak animeanimal
Let us dance my swan,
Let us steal away the night,
For it is ours and ours alone,
Lay your head upon my shoulder and let the rythm of my hati, tengah-tengah beat one with yours.
The lights have lowered now and so to has your gaze...What's wrong my love?
anda need not impress anyone but I.
Bashfullness has no place here between us,
For Cinta is sealing us against our will and we will follow obediantly.
Our hearts beat faster now, each desperately trying to keep pace with the other,
Our bodies thrust against the sheets as we lose all control of our emotions.
Rules and boundaries no longer apply to us.
The hareder anda breathe the faster i commense,
In between your legs is my salvation and anda are my God.
The hari I found you, I was reborn into this dance called life.
anda gave me purpose and meaning,
Cinta and life became a dance to me them...
and I am still learning as i go...
has been labeled sejak darkness.
Your birth is your death.
anda have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following anda like a limpet.
You've died,
though anda still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
anda don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until anda die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The hari of your birth
has been labeled
sejak darkness.
It's everywhere anda look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until anda die.
hear my
unspeakable words,
those are screaming
inside my
Lost strifes!
See me,
see it through my
frightened eyes,
those will tunjuk you,
those will defeat
the peace itself.
That peace,
well-known
to you,
but not to me.
Not to me.
I've seen it only
in their eyes,
while mine were dreaming.
Grabbing my soul,
living inside,
the fear loves me more,
smiling to my
faith.
Hear me,
hear those
unspeakable words,
those are living here,
praying silently,
crying sternly.
Hope is awaken,
but weakened.
Hating fear
and its cruelty,
it struggles
tirelessly,
though
fading...
Fading
along with
unseen dreams,
sleeping
along with
sorrow.
The doors
are locked,
Sun is not
illuminating
my path,
not mine.
Fears sleep
in there,
loving my failures,
listening to my
unspeakable
words,
those are prayers,
unseen
dreams,
fear lives within.
Do anda remember the song I never sang?
Do anda remember the words I never said?
Do anda remember the Cinta I never felt?
Do anda remember the tears I never shed?
Do anda remember the pain of heart's first fall?
Do anda remember who put me through it all?
Do anda remember the way anda never cared?
Do anda remember the time I felt so scared?
Do anda remember holding me in your arms?
Do anda remember me walking out the door?
Do anda remember us standing in the rain,
when anda berkata anda wanted me back again?
©COPYRIGHT, Waverly L. Harris, 2011, DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION AND CREDIT FOR THE AUTHOR.
Do anda remember the words I never said?
Do anda remember the Cinta I never felt?
Do anda remember the tears I never shed?
Do anda remember the pain of heart's first fall?
Do anda remember who put me through it all?
Do anda remember the way anda never cared?
Do anda remember the time I felt so scared?
Do anda remember holding me in your arms?
Do anda remember me walking out the door?
Do anda remember us standing in the rain,
when anda berkata anda wanted me back again?
©COPYRIGHT, Waverly L. Harris, 2011, DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION AND CREDIT FOR THE AUTHOR.
I'm desire
I'm pain
I'm denial.
Call me whatever you
want me to be.
Call me!
That's all anda see.
I'm pale
I'm tired
I'm love
I'm desire.
My Ciuman is so deep.
Can anda feel my soul
talking?
My Ciuman is so soft.
Can anda feel me?
Will anda dream me?
I give my Cinta to you.
I haven't chosen that,
it's just how it meant
to be.
I hide my tears from you,
i lock my the pain inside of me.
That's the place
i wish anda never find.
That's my soul,
sorrow and desire.
I give anda all anda want,
i choose the sweetest words
for you.
My touch leads you
to the highest
power of imagination,
just to tunjuk you,
just to have you.
with a seed of grace. The expression
of joy slowly shine on its face.
A little black bunga beautifully
devine. An elegant structure in this bunga u will find.
Cinta and the joy of
happiness, this shows a black flowers
elegance. the color of
this bunga so proudly stand out.
anda are a little black bunga without
a doubt.
Note: I would like to bring this out to a little girl that was killed in chicago where i live. so smart, so nice, so good, but why did she had to die..... she was part of the light and now i must find her in the darkness and bring her back to life.
echo in my head,
seeking for
the truth,
remembering,
memorizing...
Sounds of past
still harm my soul,
but now I'm strong,
I can accept the truth.
Sounds of past
echo in the depth
of my heart,
though some truths
have never been found.
We just see these
through our eyes.
Sounds of past
still echo,
sometimes silently,
but we know
that the past still
lives inside,
as a memory,
as a burning wound.
Sounds of past
still echo
inside.
As a memory,
as a burning wound.
away anda left
flying far from me
shooken sejak the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far anda left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed anda
anda were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
anda left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
anda left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
anda were still gone
never coming utama
I couldn't forget anda
but anda were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew anda were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt anda
I knew anda were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
anda are still gone
not coming back
I miss anda
I feel anda
and all I have left is the red lady bug
flying far from me
shooken sejak the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far anda left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed anda
anda were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
anda left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
anda left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
anda were still gone
never coming utama
I couldn't forget anda
but anda were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew anda were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt anda
I knew anda were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
anda are still gone
not coming back
I miss anda
I feel anda
and all I have left is the red lady bug
Left & lonley
Abondoned & destroyed
the doll will seek revenge
The hate and pain have all subsided and left a fiery passion for revenge
The doll will have revenge
In pursiut of unfair justice in an unfair world
The doll will gain revege
The war that rages the hate that raises
All left the doll empty & tattered & broken
The doll will get revenge
The doll left broken sejak the side of the rode
Ignored sejak all mankind
The doll will receive her revenge
Who determines what is just in this unjust world
Not the doll atau me atau you
In a world of wrong what is right
Not the doll atau me atau you
Who leads the way in this endless maze called Life
Not the doll atau me atau you
One lebih Chance
sejak Cody Herman
Do anda remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried atau stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit sejak bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But sejak then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one lebih chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one lebih chance
sejak Cody Herman
Do anda remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried atau stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit sejak bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But sejak then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one lebih chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one lebih chance
U Grab My Hands Off the blind
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u tunjuk me Colors,,,
U tunjuk Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U tunjuk Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u tunjuk me Colors,,,
U tunjuk Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U tunjuk Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
When I think of anda
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see anda
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like api, kebakaran and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see anda
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like api, kebakaran and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
She hates the irony, and the pain is too much.
She cannot see his face;
He has advanced from behind.
But she does not need too,
She knows his face too well.
His pisau digs deeper into her soft cheek.
He is carving a heart;
Mocking her obsession of him.
He whispers something incoherent to her.
She wishes she had listened closer.
He caresses her unmarked cheek with his gloved hand.
She closes her eyes,
Half wishing it was over,
Half wishing it would never end.
-Emily Rose-
7-20-10
~*As she rolls the dice*~
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until anda die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until anda die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
She picks up the knife, ready to end her life.
She tightens her fists, ready to end all this.
As tears roll, she starts to feel droll.
She feels numb, why did they call her dumb?
She still, about to take a pill.
He comes in, hopeing she her depression wouldn't win.
He feels dumb, but ready to run.
He lays in katil with her, she's cold and dead.
He thinks " I'm too late, she met her fate."
He takes a knife, wishing she could be his wife.
He thinks to himself "I Cinta you, I wish anda where here to say anda do too."
They both ended there lives. Entering the light they see eachothet, and hold one another tight.