the world is damned.
anda hide your fear and
think you're safe.
But fear finds everyone
sooner atau later.
anda hide your feelings
not to be hurt.
anda lock your heart
not to feel.
anda choose the words
covered with lies,
since the truth might
lead to repentance.
So anda run to where
anda find your peace.
anda run there to find
your comfort.
The place of your own
creation,
place full of hope,
your shelter.
In there you're alive,
in the place
of your mind.
The place where you
release all your desires,
place where anda hide
from your own failures.
Cinta is Valuble as Valuble as Treaure. Once u Find it Dont Ever Let it go, When anda Meet That speai: some one Youll ne Floating on air. But dont Let it blind you. For if anda do Youll be Traped. Never Agian. Follow to The path to Unwatedness. For anda will always Be loved.love is Rare like a Treasue. Find it Gide it Keep Ahold of it. if your hati, tengah-tengah has ever been broken. if it still is. Concider Youself Homebound. The Journy is Far but anda can make it. Throu Pain Sadness Hurt n anstangwish. From The first Ciuman To The last. No Matter How much anda hutt me i Will Always Cinta U
** this is the first time i have ever telah diposkan a poem in this club; i always post them on the Cinta club...this is rather short but i still think its good ..please komen and let me know if i should write lebih **
I was told to write a beautiful nightmare for anda ... Be the weaver of your dreams .. but they told me i should be faithful But how can I be when I never know who's hands yout soul goes in tonight...only anda will know whats in this beautiful nightmare land... All I can do is pray that I play my cards right tonight, that i weave the right dream..weave the strongest rope to lead anda out of NightMareLand...
The B33
I was told to write a beautiful nightmare for anda ... Be the weaver of your dreams .. but they told me i should be faithful But how can I be when I never know who's hands yout soul goes in tonight...only anda will know whats in this beautiful nightmare land... All I can do is pray that I play my cards right tonight, that i weave the right dream..weave the strongest rope to lead anda out of NightMareLand...
The B33
I remember the days when i found my love.
It was a good memory only because
he treated me like i was a god
But when i spoke he would only nod.
Somedays he would refuse to talk
So when that happened i would go out to walk.
However, when i came back one day, my Cinta was gone.
I searched for him every day.
And didn't stop till the end of may.
I couldn't believe it, couldn't see.
Couldn't see that my Cinta left me.
Was it a mistake to walk, mistake to run.
When i searched for an answer, there was none.
There was no answer to search, but to find.
We stopped searching when it was July.
I thought it was the end of time.
He ran away, he was gone.
I felt like Singing a sad song.
I ask myself a soalan i ask enough,
Where oh where, is the one i love?
It was a good memory only because
he treated me like i was a god
But when i spoke he would only nod.
Somedays he would refuse to talk
So when that happened i would go out to walk.
However, when i came back one day, my Cinta was gone.
I searched for him every day.
And didn't stop till the end of may.
I couldn't believe it, couldn't see.
Couldn't see that my Cinta left me.
Was it a mistake to walk, mistake to run.
When i searched for an answer, there was none.
There was no answer to search, but to find.
We stopped searching when it was July.
I thought it was the end of time.
He ran away, he was gone.
I felt like Singing a sad song.
I ask myself a soalan i ask enough,
Where oh where, is the one i love?
She walked across the Frozen lake carelessly,
It cracked under her feet threatening to break
She breathed in as she reached the middle
The ice had numbed her feet but she did not care
She liked the feeling of numbness, there was no pain
The cold night breeze numb the rest until she was shaking
She fell to the ground holding herself
She heard her name being called in the distance
But she did not call back to them
Instead she laid there waiting for death to take her.
It soon became silent and her vision faded.
Her breaths became shorter and her hati, tengah-tengah weaker
Soon she stopped shaking and was motionless
It cracked under her feet threatening to break
She breathed in as she reached the middle
The ice had numbed her feet but she did not care
She liked the feeling of numbness, there was no pain
The cold night breeze numb the rest until she was shaking
She fell to the ground holding herself
She heard her name being called in the distance
But she did not call back to them
Instead she laid there waiting for death to take her.
It soon became silent and her vision faded.
Her breaths became shorter and her hati, tengah-tengah weaker
Soon she stopped shaking and was motionless
of your being
now bates,
fading in the fog
of my memories.
That tenderness
inside your eyes
still calms me,
though I don't believe.
Deceit
was hiding
its root,
tho it lives
along with your
lies!
I don't believe...
I feel
your sweet words
as if those were mine.
But it seems
like those were
never real,
never mine.
I don't believe...
I want to hold you
just this once,
just to remember
why I gave my heart
to you.
But I don't.
I don't believe...
Fool my hati, tengah-tengah again,
but don't trust me.
I'll cherish your lies
as if those are honest.
I'll keep your smile
deep inside
my heart,
but I'm not coming back,
I'm staying where I am,
along with my pain,
tho my hati, tengah-tengah is still
calling your name.
try to find a glance..
you'll see, nothing
look at the pride covered hates,,
shinning a loud
yes,,,thats what you'll see..
her different eyes,,
shows me something hide,,
little unwell...
she's not mad..
never act..
but they say she's stranger
She walks as she fells the winds,,
she enjoys every second,,every breaths..
she knows,,If it ends ,,,She'll never regrets a things
I saw fears,,
doubt
scare...
But she berkata fine//
watched the blooms,,
ignore other's hates
fell the winds..
out of typical
she's different..
her eyes
The way anda look at me with those eyes stings me
Stings lebih than this pisau in my chest
The taste of blood in my mouth is sweet
Sweeter than the taste of your lieing lips
But this longing, this desire for anda to stay
Sends cold shivers along my spine
Like tiny fangs that nibble and nip
Did anda ever Cinta me?
Did anda ever long for my presence?
Lies atau truth i'll never now know
For this dagger choses to act in my defense
Our death a silent lullaby
Our blood flowing like purest wine
But would anda even whisper me your last goodbye?
Tell me all you've ever wanted
Enchant me with your darkest of stories of old
Let no god nor man come between anda and I
For people will forget when we die
Cant anda not see that this was meant to be
Cant anda ever see
That the opheliac is me...
Stings lebih than this pisau in my chest
The taste of blood in my mouth is sweet
Sweeter than the taste of your lieing lips
But this longing, this desire for anda to stay
Sends cold shivers along my spine
Like tiny fangs that nibble and nip
Did anda ever Cinta me?
Did anda ever long for my presence?
Lies atau truth i'll never now know
For this dagger choses to act in my defense
Our death a silent lullaby
Our blood flowing like purest wine
But would anda even whisper me your last goodbye?
Tell me all you've ever wanted
Enchant me with your darkest of stories of old
Let no god nor man come between anda and I
For people will forget when we die
Cant anda not see that this was meant to be
Cant anda ever see
That the opheliac is me...
so easy...
Every time
I left,
I knew...
I knew
that
the sorrow
will overwhelm
my heart
sooner atau later.
And I left you
so many times,
and I was back
to your lies.
I was back
just
to hug you
at least
just this once.
I was back
just to
remember
why I loved you
so much...
And I still do...
If anda want
to feed
your vanity
with the tears
of mine,
I will never
tunjuk myself
to you,
I will hide this pain
deep inside
where anda can
never find it...
anda will never see me
crying
for this lost,
fading love.
anda will never see me,
you'll never find me...
I'm lost
and I'm gone.
I'm never
coming back
where my tears
are sleeping
silently,
I'm not coming back
to the same pain
that burns
inside my eyes.
~ To you, my love... ~
Bidadari are almost every were....
anda gust need to know the right paces to find ...
them... there people gust like anda and me.. but
there sweet and full of kindness and understanding..
they help the ...
.......monsters out of the darkness... they change darknesss into light... they chage the monsters
darkness to...... light the monsters are people
who hurt others... but alwase remember every one has a Angel .....watching
over them ... not in the terms of god.. in the terms of somone ......loveing and careing of them........
anda gust need to know the right paces to find ...
them... there people gust like anda and me.. but
there sweet and full of kindness and understanding..
they help the ...
.......monsters out of the darkness... they change darknesss into light... they chage the monsters
darkness to...... light the monsters are people
who hurt others... but alwase remember every one has a Angel .....watching
over them ... not in the terms of god.. in the terms of somone ......loveing and careing of them........
anda have built
the dinding around
yourself,
so nobody can see,
so nobody can feel
the cage
anda live in.
Nights
spent in thinking,
spent in turmoil,
but who will know,
who will see,
who cares
to think
of the cage
anda live in?
The same song
over and over again.
The same song
inside your mind.
But who will know?
Who cares?
Nobody
can hear
anyway.
Nobody can see
the cage
anda live in.
It's only you
inside your agony,
along with your pain,
your demons
are feeding with your
toss,
they live inside,
they remain in fear,
nobody can see
the cage
anda live in.
They crawl
inside your skin,
poisoning your blood,
disturbing your mind.
Your demons,
they live inside.
Your demons are
pent in your mind,
so they can feed
sejak the riots
of your soul,
so they can remain
in your fear,
but nobody can see
the cage
anda live in.
The Shines of that days still burning my eyes.....
about Him,,,
About Us
how can I pretends that I don't care
when every night in my Dark dreams...
Im still cry for you...
Saying your name become forbidden words to Me,,,
how could u turns instantly
to be stranger,,,
where did u saved our laughs??
our dreams about how future ,hopes ,,love,,
would saved the day...
in the words about him....
I pray to see those face again...
"how's live?"
'how's love?"
God ,Give me chances to say the words of Him Again..
In My Life..
in My every breaths
in my every alih
Words About Him,,,"Im here,,,,,,,still Miss US"
about Him,,,
About Us
how can I pretends that I don't care
when every night in my Dark dreams...
Im still cry for you...
Saying your name become forbidden words to Me,,,
how could u turns instantly
to be stranger,,,
where did u saved our laughs??
our dreams about how future ,hopes ,,love,,
would saved the day...
in the words about him....
I pray to see those face again...
"how's live?"
'how's love?"
God ,Give me chances to say the words of Him Again..
In My Life..
in My every breaths
in my every alih
Words About Him,,,"Im here,,,,,,,still Miss US"
As The time pass over me,,,
I Can't stop the clock from Moving
why am I still Wait Here?
stand besides Dark And the Light of the pain...
I just Can watch them passing ,moving ,saying ,,,,anything............
But I've Lost My self..
where did I stand, who should I wait..Can I have enough time to breath again,,,after swallowed in somewhere off the past..
As I Lied here And cry,,
to My self..
To My hati, tengah-tengah
To the Believers And the Lovers,,
they can see how i've passed it all...
But, they Can taste it,,
even they want me to share it...
you'll never know..as i say to Them,,
you'll never understands this...
How Can anda say the word that anda never listen before,,,
as I realized it...and i still stand in the same pouring rain,,,,,then CRY
I Can't stop the clock from Moving
why am I still Wait Here?
stand besides Dark And the Light of the pain...
I just Can watch them passing ,moving ,saying ,,,,anything............
But I've Lost My self..
where did I stand, who should I wait..Can I have enough time to breath again,,,after swallowed in somewhere off the past..
As I Lied here And cry,,
to My self..
To My hati, tengah-tengah
To the Believers And the Lovers,,
they can see how i've passed it all...
But, they Can taste it,,
even they want me to share it...
you'll never know..as i say to Them,,
you'll never understands this...
How Can anda say the word that anda never listen before,,,
as I realized it...and i still stand in the same pouring rain,,,,,then CRY
