Stay low...
Soft, dark, and dreamless
Far beneath my...
Nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
For breathing
Without you
I don't want to
Feel anymore for you
Grieving for you
I'm not grieving for you
Nothing real Cinta can't undo
And though I may have Lost my way
All paths lead straight to you
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
Halo
Blinding dinding between us
Melt away and leave us alone again
Humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our Cinta can see us through in death
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you
You're not alone
No matter what they told you, you're not alone
I'll be right beside anda forevermore
I long to be like you, sis
Lie cold in the ground like anda did
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
And as we lay in silent bliss
I know anda remember me
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you...
(Evanescence- The Open Door)
Soft, dark, and dreamless
Far beneath my...
Nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
For breathing
Without you
I don't want to
Feel anymore for you
Grieving for you
I'm not grieving for you
Nothing real Cinta can't undo
And though I may have Lost my way
All paths lead straight to you
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
Halo
Blinding dinding between us
Melt away and leave us alone again
Humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our Cinta can see us through in death
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you
You're not alone
No matter what they told you, you're not alone
I'll be right beside anda forevermore
I long to be like you, sis
Lie cold in the ground like anda did
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
And as we lay in silent bliss
I know anda remember me
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you...
(Evanescence- The Open Door)
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me
I'm Lost now without anda
I don't know where anda are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring anda back home?
Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of anda will stay
If I could be close beside anda
If I could be where anda are
If I could reach out and touch anda
And bring anda back utama
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring anda back home?
To me...
* * * * * * * * * *
LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
dime over time
but if i speak the truth, it will be a crime
and if anda are feeling my rhymes than it would vanish like dust and my words would alih faster
than the rush and im tired of people
creeping up i feel that i had enough of life and stress.
I speak these words so that i could get this pain off my cheast.
I speak these words so that it could get the pain
off everybody cheast.
This is for the people who have stress everyday.
stress & pain
timeless master of the treasures it buries and of the destiny of all the life it protects and massacres in its chaos.
the sand. dust of times.
discreet accomplice of silent births and deaths of billions of shells and skeletons.
the sun and its moon. lascivious in their clouds and their aurora borealis.
the rocks. the indestructible soldiers. the guardian angels.
me. am one of them. joined the band. so much isolating and yet comforting,
the sky may spit it its poison, whip it and tear it all up of its anger,
it’s always there, proud to be strong, faithful and true.
this is where it all began, where it’s being loved, where it hurts and where it will die.
LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
Hands at the two and nine
Behind a wheel for almost four
Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes
Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise
Regretting nothing
In her mind
She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time
The wish is still warm
Like the west
Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced
Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed
Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new
Never lebih in cold
Towards sun drenched solace
She hopes
After even frailness
Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town
Her Will and will waits
TM
Behind a wheel for almost four
Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes
Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise
Regretting nothing
In her mind
She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time
The wish is still warm
Like the west
Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced
Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed
Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new
Never lebih in cold
Towards sun drenched solace
She hopes
After even frailness
Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town
Her Will and will waits
TM
Maybe anda are young
Maybe anda are old
Maybe anda are deaf
Maybe anda are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe anda think people are over caring
Maybe anda think people dont care enough
Maybe anda feel brokenhearted
Maybe anda are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe anda feel left out of everything
Maybe anda want to just get away from it all
I can look inside of anda and see how anda feel and anda can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why anda atau I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.
Maybe anda are old
Maybe anda are deaf
Maybe anda are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe anda think people are over caring
Maybe anda think people dont care enough
Maybe anda feel brokenhearted
Maybe anda are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe anda feel left out of everything
Maybe anda want to just get away from it all
I can look inside of anda and see how anda feel and anda can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why anda atau I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.
this goes out to anda my old best friend,
i thought i'd never loose anda until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing anda don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss anda a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell anda how much i Cinta you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was lebih like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to anda i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i thought i'd never loose anda until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing anda don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss anda a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell anda how much i Cinta you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was lebih like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to anda i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i am depressed,
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have Lost my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's anda i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
anda ruin my day,
and others too,
anda push me around,
anda think anda are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, anda are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
anda are not the same as i thought anda were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
anda are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i Cinta you
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have Lost my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's anda i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
anda ruin my day,
and others too,
anda push me around,
anda think anda are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, anda are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
anda are not the same as i thought anda were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
anda are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i Cinta you
and yet, the same.
The person who's living
life for others
will stay.
That's the person who
has no life,
the person who
needed to devote
all these years to someone
who lives in memories,
to someone who
cares for all these past days
they have lived together.
The person who's dying
along with all these memories
is sitting in the dark.
That person remembers.
That person had a dream once.
That person see no light,
tho the other one used to be
the light of all these days
they shared together.
That person was me.