listening her kegemaran song
over and over again...
Her head is full of thoughts.
She won't share with anybody but paper...
She's alone,
no matter if
there's somebody around.
She's alone
with her thoughts,
trying to get away,
to suppress the dark side
of her soul,
to kill every dark thought
that travels through her mind...
And remember,
dream is just a fantasy,
anda won't escape from your fear,
anda won't find your cure
dreaming of better days...
And she cries
only when she's alone,
so nobody can hear,
and she prays for the hari
when the Sun will shine again,
the hari when
she will feel the joy of life,
the purpose will be bright...
In memories of your life
you've died so many times.
Memories of distant days
memories of unseen dreams.
You've died
you've died inside.
Inside of your silence,
your voice screams with
painful sorrow.
Memories of your distant life
and you'll fade inside.
In cari of light,
your eyes see nothing
but the agony of your screaming
tone that never stops bitting you.
You're all alone
in this fog,
living of the memories
of the life that is distant
to your sight.
Crashed and bitter
anda die along with
dreams that are never going
to be seen.
you've died so many times.
Memories of distant days
memories of unseen dreams.
You've died
you've died inside.
Inside of your silence,
your voice screams with
painful sorrow.
Memories of your distant life
and you'll fade inside.
In cari of light,
your eyes see nothing
but the agony of your screaming
tone that never stops bitting you.
You're all alone
in this fog,
living of the memories
of the life that is distant
to your sight.
Crashed and bitter
anda die along with
dreams that are never going
to be seen.
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
Frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my hati, tengah-tengah is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my hati, tengah-tengah can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope anda understand...
Hole In My Soul
by
Jeremy Gould
The sun rose up with me today
and I can't help feeling this way
but every hari brings me down
and there's stillness all around
I've got to get away from the pain
so I try a stroll down memory lane
Yep, I still remember you
How could I forget?
anda thought I'd Lost you, I bet
But anda were the first
The first to hold me tight
The first to Ciuman me goodnight
Now there's nothing left
but this hole in my soul
that reminds me of what I've lost
Somehow I've got to replace
the emptiness that once was full
But what price do I pay, what cost?
The loneliness surrounding me
leaves me feeling less valuable
sejak the hour, sejak the minute
my livelihood slowly slips
As I watch it float away
I don't even try to stop it
I can't replace what you've done
so there's one solution, only one
I have to let anda go
But there's one thing anda should know
No matter where anda are
No matter what anda do
I'll always have this hole in my soul
to help remind me of you
by
Jeremy Gould
The sun rose up with me today
and I can't help feeling this way
but every hari brings me down
and there's stillness all around
I've got to get away from the pain
so I try a stroll down memory lane
Yep, I still remember you
How could I forget?
anda thought I'd Lost you, I bet
But anda were the first
The first to hold me tight
The first to Ciuman me goodnight
Now there's nothing left
but this hole in my soul
that reminds me of what I've lost
Somehow I've got to replace
the emptiness that once was full
But what price do I pay, what cost?
The loneliness surrounding me
leaves me feeling less valuable
sejak the hour, sejak the minute
my livelihood slowly slips
As I watch it float away
I don't even try to stop it
I can't replace what you've done
so there's one solution, only one
I have to let anda go
But there's one thing anda should know
No matter where anda are
No matter what anda do
I'll always have this hole in my soul
to help remind me of you
has been labeled sejak darkness.
Your birth is your death.
anda have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following anda like a limpet.
You've died,
though anda still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
anda don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until anda die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The hari of your birth
has been labeled
sejak darkness.
It's everywhere anda look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until anda die.
hear my
unspeakable words,
those are screaming
inside my
Lost strifes!
See me,
see it through my
frightened eyes,
those will tunjuk you,
those will defeat
the peace itself.
That peace,
well-known
to you,
but not to me.
Not to me.
I've seen it only
in their eyes,
while mine were dreaming.
Grabbing my soul,
living inside,
the fear loves me more,
smiling to my
faith.
Hear me,
hear those
unspeakable words,
those are living here,
praying silently,
crying sternly.
Hope is awaken,
but weakened.
Hating fear
and its cruelty,
it struggles
tirelessly,
though
fading...
Fading
along with
unseen dreams,
sleeping
along with
sorrow.
The doors
are locked,
Sun is not
illuminating
my path,
not mine.
Fears sleep
in there,
loving my failures,
listening to my
unspeakable
words,
those are prayers,
unseen
dreams,
fear lives within.
Do anda remember the song I never sang?
Do anda remember the words I never said?
Do anda remember the Cinta I never felt?
Do anda remember the tears I never shed?
Do anda remember the pain of heart's first fall?
Do anda remember who put me through it all?
Do anda remember the way anda never cared?
Do anda remember the time I felt so scared?
Do anda remember holding me in your arms?
Do anda remember me walking out the door?
Do anda remember us standing in the rain,
when anda berkata anda wanted me back again?
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Do anda remember the words I never said?
Do anda remember the Cinta I never felt?
Do anda remember the tears I never shed?
Do anda remember the pain of heart's first fall?
Do anda remember who put me through it all?
Do anda remember the way anda never cared?
Do anda remember the time I felt so scared?
Do anda remember holding me in your arms?
Do anda remember me walking out the door?
Do anda remember us standing in the rain,
when anda berkata anda wanted me back again?
©COPYRIGHT, Waverly L. Harris, 2011, DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION AND CREDIT FOR THE AUTHOR.
I'm desire
I'm pain
I'm denial.
Call me whatever you
want me to be.
Call me!
That's all anda see.
I'm pale
I'm tired
I'm love
I'm desire.
My Ciuman is so deep.
Can anda feel my soul
talking?
My Ciuman is so soft.
Can anda feel me?
Will anda dream me?
I give my Cinta to you.
I haven't chosen that,
it's just how it meant
to be.
I hide my tears from you,
i lock my the pain inside of me.
That's the place
i wish anda never find.
That's my soul,
sorrow and desire.
I give anda all anda want,
i choose the sweetest words
for you.
My touch leads you
to the highest
power of imagination,
just to tunjuk you,
just to have you.
with a seed of grace. The expression
of joy slowly shine on its face.
A little black bunga beautifully
devine. An elegant structure in this bunga u will find.
Cinta and the joy of
happiness, this shows a black flowers
elegance. the color of
this bunga so proudly stand out.
anda are a little black bunga without
a doubt.
Note: I would like to bring this out to a little girl that was killed in chicago where i live. so smart, so nice, so good, but why did she had to die..... she was part of the light and now i must find her in the darkness and bring her back to life.
echo in my head,
seeking for
the truth,
remembering,
memorizing...
Sounds of past
still harm my soul,
but now I'm strong,
I can accept the truth.
Sounds of past
echo in the depth
of my heart,
though some truths
have never been found.
We just see these
through our eyes.
Sounds of past
still echo,
sometimes silently,
but we know
that the past still
lives inside,
as a memory,
as a burning wound.
Sounds of past
still echo
inside.
As a memory,
as a burning wound.
away anda left
flying far from me
shooken sejak the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far anda left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed anda
anda were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
anda left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
anda left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
anda were still gone
never coming utama
I couldn't forget anda
but anda were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew anda were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt anda
I knew anda were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
anda are still gone
not coming back
I miss anda
I feel anda
and all I have left is the red lady bug
flying far from me
shooken sejak the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far anda left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed anda
anda were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
anda left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
anda left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
anda were still gone
never coming utama
I couldn't forget anda
but anda were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew anda were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt anda
I knew anda were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
anda are still gone
not coming back
I miss anda
I feel anda
and all I have left is the red lady bug
Left & lonley
Abondoned & destroyed
the doll will seek revenge
The hate and pain have all subsided and left a fiery passion for revenge
The doll will have revenge
In pursiut of unfair justice in an unfair world
The doll will gain revege
The war that rages the hate that raises
All left the doll empty & tattered & broken
The doll will get revenge
The doll left broken sejak the side of the rode
Ignored sejak all mankind
The doll will receive her revenge
Who determines what is just in this unjust world
Not the doll atau me atau you
In a world of wrong what is right
Not the doll atau me atau you
Who leads the way in this endless maze called Life
Not the doll atau me atau you
One lebih Chance
sejak Cody Herman
Do anda remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried atau stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit sejak bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But sejak then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one lebih chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one lebih chance
sejak Cody Herman
Do anda remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried atau stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit sejak bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But sejak then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one lebih chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one lebih chance
U Grab My Hands Off the blind
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u tunjuk me Colors,,,
U tunjuk Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U tunjuk Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u tunjuk me Colors,,,
U tunjuk Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U tunjuk Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...