When I got off the phone with Cameron I sat there in my katil for a lil bit roc came in and sat sejak me Wat's goin on he berkata I was still looking into angkasa when I berkata before h were famous have u liked someone like in your childhood year. Um ...ya sure? He berkata no like u I don't know like u feel u love..like Cinta them well like really close to them I said. U mean someone u hari dream about he asked. YES! I berkata h felt that way before rite. Ya he berkata but I got over them- how soon I quickly berkata interrupting him. I..er...idk he berkata like it depents is there someone in mind? He asked. Well yes... no. I was tiered of lying. Yes I finally said. Who he berkata kind of worried. I looked at him o not me like my friend he moved and we liked each other and I don't really have feelings for him but he does for me he kind of looked irritated (like ':(...) well now tell me do anda have feelings for him he asked well no not anymore I cant believe I lied again and hard. He looked away and shook him head I turned his head sejak his chin and kissed him I pushed him down on the katil he didn't even look like he was trying to Ciuman me his hands were at bis side and he didn't even alih his lips at all u pushed him Wat's your problem I told u not any more! I said. He sighed will I have to talk to h about something he faced me deep In my eyes id don't know it not that I don't trust u but I'm worried he berkata uh wat! I berkata so wat r u saying I dint know if this thing is working- wat thing I interrupted again faith imnit making this difficult he said. Are u breaking up with me. Oh faith he grabbed my waist and lied me down to Ciuman my neck I pushed my hand through his hair and kissed him back but all he wanted to do was Ciuman my neck I laughed tehe that tickles I berkata he got up and laughed he pushed me deeper Into the katil and kissed me some lebih he un unbuttoned my baju and kissed from my lips down to my belly button were I pulled his head up to Ciuman his lips I wrapped my legs arount his waist as he picked me up and took me to the bathroom I finally took the rest of my baju off along with his I unbuckled my pants and slipped into the tub he was still Ciuman me so he fell to he screwed the bathtub on and we were laying on the bathtub floor my bra strap feel and then unbuckled at the back he unbuckled the saat loop still Ciuman me I went up once for a breath this boy got skills the water started pounding on my face and Cameron poled him my head I start struck a d frooze up my eyes were wide and didn't blink roc reached over and went in a cabinet for something I wasnt moving be he was still Ciuman me he knocked a dozen of things down and graps something. That's in a wrapper at first I did t notice but then he pushed of form Ciuman me and unwraped it omg I though in my head it was a condom a few saat later he was kissind me Again turned off the tap picked me up again and put to towels on the katil room meja, jadual locked the door and set me on the meja, jadual he was biting his lips and smiling when he started Ciuman me again Cameron popped back up in my head I pushed him off grapped a towel ran to the bathroom. And got dry and dressed I walked back I. The room and saw roc shiftless just putting on his pants my hair was wet and I grapped his hand and with out saying a word I took him to the balcany he never berkata anything. He broke the silince sejak laughing. Wat happened he berkata I didn't answer a few minuts later he turned to me and berkata were u scared? No it just. My dad come in berkata hi and put to chair down cuz he saw we were standing for a long time I berkata hi daddy and sat down wait wat?!?!? I turned around daddy!?! My dad was ok with all of it everything that happened throughout our vacation except the sex part he didn't even know about that omg my dad if affically daddy coo LOL well roc was surprised and then he sat and we got back on subject so he berkata were u? Was I wat I asked? Scared he said. Scared of wat? I asked. U know having sex with me. Uh no? I berkata its jus...idk its complacated I berkata see he berkata this is the stuff that worries me its like ur binding something and that make me feel like I cant be trusted. O roc I hugged him its just things are hard rite now u know. See faith no I dont know he pushed me of him. But I can if u tell me. Did u just get out of a relationship? He asked no i berkata but if I tell he we r gonna have to brake up. I berkata faith well hiding things is not goin any where we can get through this ur my lil mama bad I promise u. He berkata I tooka deep breath and berkata well idk I think I.....well I really miss Cameron and it just the last thing I even berkata to him was y didn't u tell me sooner and I cried and I never talk to him after that the last thing he berkata to me that made me so jumpy was then ...u know how h bit your lip a sexy like well that's wat he did and water I remember when he saved me when I was drowning and it made me so selamat, peti deposit keselamatan around him the last thing he did was Ciuman my neck but that one time he didn't make me all flitery like he us to cuz I was mad he was leaving me and now that I'm just hearing from hi. Again. Is idk just makes me Cinta him again. atau something and...(I started crying) and its like I cant controls my emotions he held me I. His arms while I just sat and cried I could have stopped crying a long time lalu but I loved the way he held me so I jus cried some more. He finally picked me up and changed my covers and tucked me In he was bout to leave when I told him to lay down with me we talked about our dreams and future but I stopped there because I dreamed to live till I die with Cameron as my husband when I was a lil girl roc? Ya he berkata would u leave me if u had that baby? Wat no I would never do that wat makes u think that? He asked well ur ..famous and all so it would have been it the news magazines and that could ruin your career. Dang he berkata he looked at the ground i still wouldn't leave u he said. Honest I asked of course bae he berkata I finally feel asleep roc kissed my forhead he turned out the light and left