Sometimes it feels good to be me, sometimes it doesnt. I'm very shy and only can be myself @ certain destinations. im afraid of critisim and rejections that is why i dont be out goin and crazy like the rest and majority of my friends. my mom thought i should start cheerleading to get that shyness out of me. i havent made alot of Friends but my mom berkata i cant go a whole season without speaking and if i do i dont cheerleading is the answer. sometimes i think im the third wheel when im in groups atau cliques. its because i just try and hear the secrets and dont talk very much. and when i do say stuff the y should shrug and say and i quote"ok, so" then i just look stupid. and i like that dreamy teen boy group mindless behavior and they like girls who are not afrais to be afraid to tunjuk who they are but i ont think im that girl.hopefully i get this curse lifted off my shoulders.
SHOUT OUT TO RAY-RAY CUTIE GIRL YOUR komen-komen ARE SO FUNNY SO I HAVE CHOSEN anda TO BE IN MY seterusnya STORY YAY!!!!!!!!! ALSO SHOUT OUT TO LA_GRIFFINFOR Membaca MY STORIES AND BECOMING A peminat OF MINE SO anda WILL BE IN MY seterusnya STORY 2!!!!!!!SHOUT OUT TO NYASHAJ I HAVE CHOOSEN anda 2 THX FOR EVERYTHING anda GUYS OHH I HAVE ONE lebih PERSON atau PRINCESS_PINK YEA I WIL SQUEEZE anda IN LUV YAH MUAHH THANK anda GUYS SO MUCH I REALLY MEAN IT
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!