THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME ITS TOO EARLY THEIRS SO MUCH WE DIDNT GET TO DO atau SEE atau atau I J-JUST CANT HANDLE THIS!!!! I berkata as I punched rocs chest
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I berkata as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot sejak fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah anda had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake anda up before anda screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow anda really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on anda
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll Cinta this one
Me:Roc promise me anda won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure anda screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He berkata as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need anda and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, anda still stick with me,thank anda so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a anjing, anak anjing but my mum berkata its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the anjing, anak anjing and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do anda think? Do anda like? I thought anda needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I Cinta it, Your the best" I berkata running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I Cinta anda Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of anda saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I berkata as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on anda shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because anda start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone anda have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all anda friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come utama cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at anda he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the sofa, kerusi panjang and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever anda want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making anda guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I berkata as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot sejak fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah anda had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake anda up before anda screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow anda really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on anda
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll Cinta this one
Me:Roc promise me anda won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure anda screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He berkata as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need anda and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, anda still stick with me,thank anda so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a anjing, anak anjing but my mum berkata its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the anjing, anak anjing and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do anda think? Do anda like? I thought anda needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I Cinta it, Your the best" I berkata running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I Cinta anda Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of anda saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I berkata as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on anda shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because anda start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone anda have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all anda friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come utama cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at anda he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the sofa, kerusi panjang and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever anda want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making anda guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
hei y`all it`s me i`m back and i`m starting a newstory and im @mindlesskeke16 i`m so ssorryfor leaveing but i had to padam my account and i hope anda guys missed me ive been gone for a while because of my mom but i really missed anda guys and everybody that was a peminat of me please be a peminat of me now plzz plzz cause iwill peminat ya back ok so Cinta ya and mmiss ya loveprincetonand prod well anda can tell sejak my user name anyways and komen below who anda wantto be with i`m with diggy so hope anda guys komen and @geekygirl1999 Cinta ya no homo peace,love,and tacos.:)):)