Shane Dawson thought about killing himself...

I dont know if anda saws the vid, i think it was "who are we" atau "why was i born", but my hati, tengah-tengah sank when he berkata he tjought about killing hisself. I understand where he was at the moment with the jenny craig video and people getting fired, but i cried when he berkata that. I feel like he impacted my life so much, and I would think about killing myself if he did. If he did do that, he would leave so many peoples life empty including mine. I couldnt imagine life without him. Im not trying to sound cheesy, but he is the reason i wake up with a smile on my face. He makes his video to take his peminat-peminat away from all the shit in your life, even for just five minuets. Just somebody like this makes me cry. Its not everyday anda find a person like him. I accually care for him. I feel like i know him, he relates to his peminat-peminat so much. If anything hapowns to him, my life would be ruined fir the most part. I Cinta him and i know people say "you only likd him for his hair, atau popularity" but he is an inspiration to me. What do anda think?