'Hey El, dont cry sweetheart im right here' Olivia says pulling Elliot into an embrace..
Suddenly Elliot wakes up and notes Olivia isnt there- reality hits him again. He starts crying hysterically for the third night in a row, he's had a dream about Olivia. He needs to stop this! He is going crazy! But she was just so perfect. He crawls out of katil and sees its 4am. 'Its too early to go to work' he thought to himself so he pulls on his jaket and grabs his keys- he has to sit with her he cant leave her there alone.
'people say she's only in my head. Its gonna take time but Ill forget. They say i need to get on with my life. What they dont realise is when your dialing her number just to hang up the phone. Driving 'cross town just to see if she's home. Waking a friend in the dead of night just to hear him say its gonna be alright. When your trying things to do not to fall asleep cuz anda know shes waiting in your dreams. Thats when shes lebih Than A Memory.'
As he walks into the cemetry tears streak his face. After 12 years with this amazing woman as his partner- he's alone.
He had his wife for some time but the constant crying for this woman became lebih than she could handle.
Elliot looks down "Olivia Benson" is all thats written on the headstone as words couldnt even begin to describe what he wanted to say to this woman.
"Oh Liv" Elliot says colapsing onto the ground crying. He stays like that for a good twenty minuites, just lying beside her grave crying for his loss.
Finally he talks to her- "Liv, I cant even begin to say how sorry i am. I should have protecetd you! That cowardly bastard shot anda from behind. Im so sorry Livvy" Elliot whispers. Then he feels himself drift asleep finally beside the woman he loves.
Elliot wakes to find the sun rising and he sees a familiar face standing over him with pitty full in her eyes.
"Elliot" Casey whispers trying not to startle him.
"Elliot, honey anda cant stay here with her, its too dangerous." Casey says pulling the broken man up off the ground.
"I know Case. Its just too hard knowing she is out here alone.. I keep dreaming she is here- alive and then i wake up.. Alone. Casey i just cant do it any more!!" Elliot says resting on the ADA's neck.
"Come on your going utama and im gonna get anda help because thats what Friends are for- they help when your in trouble" Casey says trying to sooth the man. And they walk out of the cemetry together and Casey takes his hand and promises he will get through this, its going to be a battle but she will be there every step to help him. He cant help but think how lucky he is to have such an amazing group of Friends to help him through loosing the secret Cinta of his life - Olivia Benson...
Suddenly Elliot wakes up and notes Olivia isnt there- reality hits him again. He starts crying hysterically for the third night in a row, he's had a dream about Olivia. He needs to stop this! He is going crazy! But she was just so perfect. He crawls out of katil and sees its 4am. 'Its too early to go to work' he thought to himself so he pulls on his jaket and grabs his keys- he has to sit with her he cant leave her there alone.
'people say she's only in my head. Its gonna take time but Ill forget. They say i need to get on with my life. What they dont realise is when your dialing her number just to hang up the phone. Driving 'cross town just to see if she's home. Waking a friend in the dead of night just to hear him say its gonna be alright. When your trying things to do not to fall asleep cuz anda know shes waiting in your dreams. Thats when shes lebih Than A Memory.'
As he walks into the cemetry tears streak his face. After 12 years with this amazing woman as his partner- he's alone.
He had his wife for some time but the constant crying for this woman became lebih than she could handle.
Elliot looks down "Olivia Benson" is all thats written on the headstone as words couldnt even begin to describe what he wanted to say to this woman.
"Oh Liv" Elliot says colapsing onto the ground crying. He stays like that for a good twenty minuites, just lying beside her grave crying for his loss.
Finally he talks to her- "Liv, I cant even begin to say how sorry i am. I should have protecetd you! That cowardly bastard shot anda from behind. Im so sorry Livvy" Elliot whispers. Then he feels himself drift asleep finally beside the woman he loves.
Elliot wakes to find the sun rising and he sees a familiar face standing over him with pitty full in her eyes.
"Elliot" Casey whispers trying not to startle him.
"Elliot, honey anda cant stay here with her, its too dangerous." Casey says pulling the broken man up off the ground.
"I know Case. Its just too hard knowing she is out here alone.. I keep dreaming she is here- alive and then i wake up.. Alone. Casey i just cant do it any more!!" Elliot says resting on the ADA's neck.
"Come on your going utama and im gonna get anda help because thats what Friends are for- they help when your in trouble" Casey says trying to sooth the man. And they walk out of the cemetry together and Casey takes his hand and promises he will get through this, its going to be a battle but she will be there every step to help him. He cant help but think how lucky he is to have such an amazing group of Friends to help him through loosing the secret Cinta of his life - Olivia Benson...
As Elliot sat in the hospital he couldnt help but think that it was his fault olivia was here
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening anda full of life.."
As Elliot berkata this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read anda note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if anda dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, anda are my life.. Your allowed go utama today i explained to the doctor and he berkata anda can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course anda can"....
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening anda full of life.."
As Elliot berkata this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read anda note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if anda dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, anda are my life.. Your allowed go utama today i explained to the doctor and he berkata anda can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course anda can"....
OLIVIA! Elliot screams as he wraps up her wrists but he cant help but glance at the note
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing anda with Kathy every day, knowing anda go utama to her kills me inside. i just wanted anda to feel the same..I know anda probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any lebih i had to do it. im sorry for leaving anda like this i really am. Thank anda for all the fantastic memories..i Cinta anda elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if anda can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told anda sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of ambulans sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing anda with Kathy every day, knowing anda go utama to her kills me inside. i just wanted anda to feel the same..I know anda probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any lebih i had to do it. im sorry for leaving anda like this i really am. Thank anda for all the fantastic memories..i Cinta anda elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if anda can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told anda sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of ambulans sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."