Cinta

hiya im like anda guys but i get really upset when i get called it so imnot really like anda guys much then i used to get called freak, slit kid girl and i always got tolded to go and slit my self so i could die but not really gonna get into that bit because it is upsetting for me. And as i grew out of it i got told to go back to my graveyard of got back to my dark depressing world where ui belong none of my mates understood how i was feeling then but sometimed now it stillcarried on. And before anda ask yeh i did slit my wrist once and was not proyd of it but i was drove to do it sejak the bullying because i was differnt from everyone else but the bullying still goes on even now after 4 years of it.

If there is a god, then why must we suffer?
I thought we were supposed to be loved.
not ridiculed and pushed away.
It makes me WANT to die!
It's not fair!
Everyone gets to have their perfect little life, while I stand in the background, alone.
They all pretend life is a game that will work itself out in the end.
If that were true, i'd still have a father.
I'd still have a grandmother.
I wouldn't be alone.
I still have some family, but their never their.
So I keep searching, seeking.
Never reaching for the light at the end of the tunnel.
So close but yet so far.
I will always be alone.